In the end of summer by HALCALI
おつかれSUMMER

Halcali - Otsukare Summer

featuring @kennedysucks
prod. @blackwinterwells @taylor @sainttomorrow

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we're just wasting time
sitting on these porch steps
feeling unimportant
vacant minds
cause nothings everlasting
hope is what i'm asking
for this time
i have trouble grasping
conceptual fasting
horrified
by the strangers sat in my head
telling me that i'm dead

the air that i breathe is heavy around me
& i feel like things are better without me
resort to the trees my chest fucking pounding
i smoke to perceive all that is surrounding
it's not what it seems it's hard to describe things
cause i cannot read beyond all these pipe dreams
i hope that you're free amidst all the high beams
and if my car passes i hope you find me

i feel like giving up (x6)

follow kennedyxoxo

true colors (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. blackwinterwells x taylor morgan X saint tomorrow)

poster boy

sorry mom, i'm making breakcore xd

if you're reading this, get me outta here.

trapped in a box

lyrics:

i must apologize. it was not my intention to deceive you. For I myself, am a mimic. however through my prey , i have absorbed the passion they held for earth. It's why I've created these notes. I hope they help assist you in the challenges you are soon to face. For a shift has been engineered and a portal created between our two worlds. The otherlands come in pursuit of the resources abundant on your planet. you're earth will be left a husk of its former glory once stripped by the world drill.

Im sorry its come to this
I promise ive exercised
The plenty alternatives
To showing u afterlife
And some may have agreed me
But none with a Vito seat
They’ve shaped out a destiny
For you to be fed to mine
Ive done what I could but still
Ive not done enough in time
And now the portal has sparked to life
I promise u all shall die
Take what I have taught u and move forward into the fray
Honour lives amongst you and in actions you take this day
Showed the ones that raised you that they hadn’t raised a bitch
Break down chel’ul into soup hang there head a top ur hip
One thing u possess on earth we still haven’t made no sense of is ur soul
And adversity faced anywheres no match
For that I know
Broken bones
Still u stand back up and face the pain
Line is held
Fleets of men much greater than our ranks
Climb atop nirvana and let it speak thruout ur body
The magic in this state will counter guts spawned of ur folly
The threat of planet death has drawn ur species to camaraderie
I pray You’re billions in arms will waste these planetary jockeys
For we have wept till our eyes sored sour
And there’s no more room in our graveyards
Coward Words from out the mouth of ur worlds quill
Get ready for the boom of the world drill
U hear the world drill

Sound the trumpets you will be decimated
U get erased
And it gets celebrated 
By us
I hope liked that speech I specially catered
Cause it Did what it had to got that ego inflated
U fucked up
U should just give up
U cannot stack up
See flesh blown up
Go ahead throw up

Give up

CHAPTER10_THE WORLD DRILL (HERO)

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Cynthoni (Sewerslvt) - Even Further Down The Drain

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Cynthoni - Even Further Down The Drain

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and the likelihood that i come out of this alive
is a problematic fallacy of suicide
everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
but life's a game and the numbers lie
and if truth is to be told
i don't wanna know
spoon feed me lies
and leave me all alone
tell me i'm a joke
cut me to the bone
you can paint a pretty picture
with my blood on the stone
i've been contemplating this for a minute
i'm losing sleep thinkin' y'all gonna get me
i'm just a man overboard and this ship is too heavy
they wanna talk wasn't ready
i celebrate with a bomb of confetti
my guts explode on the levee
i live in fear of my peers
they say they love me all the time
but that's not how it appears
i sit in bed pondering how i bring strangers to tears
when i can't give myself some credit over several years

somebody come and get me
i'm drowning in this water
i'm screaming crying all the time
but she don't even bother
i live alone inside this home
with dreams of living farther
my trauma deeply rooted
can't even text my father
and that's the real reason why
i project my feelings into songs that i write
copacetic dreams but my tears turned to ice
so i pop em out the tray and get this bottle pouring right

and that's the real real real reason why
i've been up all night
hold onto the past even though it's out of sight
and i've been going through this shit for a minute
and i've been floating through so many fucking visions i'm spinning
i gotta get up off my ass and get to inking these villains
but i just hide
and i don't wanna try
cause every time i think i do
i dig too far inside my mind
i dug a lil too far now the grass don't grow
water on the roots but the pedals all mold
and seasons do change but the stems still broke
so i glue em back together even if it's just a cope

nineteen ninety-six

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i don’t need a hero to save me
baby you can call me crazy
spit upon my face throw a hook like jay z
lazy lately all i do is hate me
self-sabotage coming clutch i’m shaky
probably from the drinking and the yapping and the 47 times today that i overreacted
it’s a travesty to live like this and i’m merely subtracting
when i choose to move in silence let it blow with the theatrics
i guess it came with living lonely
guess that five year plan wasn’t close enough to hold me
guess that best friend fed up cause i ghost and end up folding
guess that love won’t last cause i always end up bolting
yeah
and i’m afraid of getting closure
i’m afraid of getting sick of this and i’ll only get older
i ain’t shit but a man with some songs inside a folder
why’s it feel like death is dancing on my shoulder?
i don’t like that
and i got hella insecurities
teeth, hair, skin, false hope, nothing pure in me
i’m begging for the silence but the rain hit beautifully
and maybe i’m just lacking some maturity
maybe if i dig upon my past i can super glue my skeleton
fit him to my frame tell him you were only seven nick
you ain’t do no wrong you are beautiful and heaven sent
ignorance is bliss but my innocence irrelevant
trauma bond via satellite
you are what you eat so the music keep me sad at night
sixteen to now pockets still full of that hematite
the only thing i’m lacking is an appetite

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