As a trans fluid being, I’m constantly evolving.
I don’t shift for fun – I shift because I have to.
I grow. And grow. And grow again.
Until sometimes, I mistake myself for someone I’m not.

Miss Trans Mirage is not just a character.
She’s a costume I couldn’t take off –
a shimmer too strong, a scream too silent.
She’s fierce, seductive, desperate, broken.
And the deeper I slipped into her,
the more I forgot where I had started.

This song is not a parody.
It’s a diary entry dressed in neon.
Every “no” in the title marks another layer of confusion.
(One no – I noticed. Two – I stayed. Three – I disappeared.)

But still:
inside all this excess,
there is a shimmer of truth.
My truth.
And that’s what you hear.

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Als trans fluides Wesen bin ich in ständiger Verwandlung.
Ich schlüpfe nicht zum Spass – ich schlüpfe, weil ich muss.
Ich wachse. Und wachse. Und wachse weiter.
Bis ich mich manchmal selbst nicht mehr erkenne.

Miss Trans Mirage ist keine Figur –
sie ist ein Kostüm, das ich nicht mehr ablegen konnte.
Ein Glanz, der zu grell wurde. Ein Schrei, der keinen Ton fand.
Sie ist wild, verführerisch, verzweifelt, zerbrochen.
Und je tiefer ich in sie hineinglitt,
desto weniger wusste ich, wo ich begonnen hatte.

Dieses Lied ist kein Witz.
Es ist ein Tagebuch, verkleidet in Neon.
Jedes „no“ im Titel steht für ein weiteres Verfangen.
(Ein „no“ – ich hab’s gemerkt. Zwei – ich blieb. Drei – ich war weg.)

Miss Transmirage (oh no)

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Midnight Song

Stream

End of the World (Skyfall Mix)

Summum

Neon Skyline

Vel Sora - Falling

In Your Light

The original lyrics from Don't want me remade into a edm track, let me know what you think
STAY LOUD
STAY PROUD
STAY YOU
VIREAL

Don't Want Me (EDM Remake)

JUST IMAGINE IT 963Hz
963Hz is the crown and third eye chakra used for spiritual kundalini awakenings.
it's is also used to come closer to source energy so that manifestations come into reality quicker.

Progressive Deep House, Melodic House, Euphoric, Uplifting, Ethereal Pads, Warm Deep Bass, Soaring Synth Arpeggios, Female Ethereal Vocals, Slow Build, Climactic Release, Airy 
Imagine in your mind's eye
What you want most in this world, 
Just Imagine
Just Feel 

If you want freedom, this is how
Just imagine it now

Feel it...
Imagine it...
It is done...

just feel it
Feel it
[Drop]
[Breakdown: Strips back to ethereal pads and whispered vocals]
(Whispered, intimate)
The universe will give you more than you know, just imagine it

(Sung, gentle and fading)
We love you...

JUST IMAGINE IT 963Hz

Ash & Paradise - Fade Away

[Verse]
City breathes a silent code
Secrets no one knows
Shadows dance a heavy load
City sleeps alone

[Prechorus]
Heartbeat drums a primal sound
Lost before we're found

[Chorus]
Shadowplay
Take me far away
Shadowplay
I'll always stay

[Verse 2]
Streetlights bleed a golden tear
Whispers in my ear
Is there really something here
Or just ancient fear

[Prechorus]
Heartbeat drums a primal sound
Lost before we're found

[Chorus]
Shadowplay
Take me far away
Shadowplay
I'll always stay

NOVRA - Not The Same

Studiotronic Sound