No Parties

inst: sz.maxcyy







even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off
even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off
even if you know, its not your fault,
i gotta keep my hands clear, and knock it off

your so late, so late,
your so late, so late,
can you please, get away,
can you please, get away,

i dont want to see you everywhere,
only thing that matters, is where you were,
can we skip the line for where you were,
its getting me sick, im so aware
of whats happening next, and if its the same
as all the past years, im partly sane,
but these drugs just keep me so awake

you’re so late

i forgot

lyrics:

(astro, yeah)

(acy) can i get some, to kill my pain
no-one understood what i just said (i just said)
i got into this trap full of hate (yeah)
i cant fall in love with you, while awake (yeah)
i cant fall in love with you, im awake 
i cant fall in love while awake 

im staring at my window and wonder why (why?)
im living so low i cant even fall (fall)
maybe i will find some to make me high (some)
so i can finally sleep inside (yeah)
i cant find my peace inside your heart
i can find my safety in these arms
finally see a side of you that deserves 
all of my hate, that i reserve
fuck you and your changes, that shit wild
fuck you and your changes, ill just keep my life
you dont deserve a single word of love
on your grave you dont even deserve a flower (deserve a flower)

(mhh, fuck, fuck)

you know when its getting colder and you gotta-

can i get some, to kill my pain
no-one understood what i just said
i got into this trap full of hate
i cant fall in love with you, while awake

roses & lilies

inst: prod.acyy
check my other songs

lyrics: 

all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted someone to hate my absence
if i was your pet i will probably run away
if you close my way i would jump over fences

all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted someone to hate my absence
if i was your pet i will probably run away
if you close my way i would jump over fences
killed all of my joy, and i still fucking stayed
run up a mile, but i couldn’t stay away
cant forgive myself, for trusting your face
still cant forget that fucking look in your eyes

now the only thing i can see in there is hate
now the only thing i can see in there is hate
all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
all my fucking life i wanted to be someone else
can you fucking stop bothering me in my dreams
can you fucking stop bothering me in my dreams
i just stopped sleeping and im finally free
i just stopped sleeping and im finally free yeah

why you still talk

inst: prod.acyy
#darkwave #indie

lyrics:
Under grey skies, i still see you
But if it rains, then i should leave you
You gave me something, ive never seen 
But then you took it, right from me

I got this feeling like it’ll end soon
Why these thoughts get in my mind?
I wanna jump, or kick some things out
Why these thoughts got in my mind?

Feels like you is all I needed,
To be happy all the time
I just cant forget this feeling
Knowing damn well i was right
All the time, it was delusion
Keeping me inside your arms

Now I cant close my eyes
Without seeing your face
You know i hate you, you can feel it
When i look you in your eyes
Feeling of you looking at me
Getting me lose sleep inside
My house’s an castle, from your illness 
So you can keep yourself just right
I dont wanna think about you
Disappear from my life

I got this feeling like it’ll end soon
Why these thoughts get in my mind?
I wanna jump, or kick some things out
Why these thoughts got in my mind?

thoughts (demo)

stxxyy