Right State of Mind

everything was great, so great
you said you couldn't wait
to see me again, but we're just friends
i know you meant more to me
than I ever wanted you to be
you're leaving me.

you'd look at me with loving eyes
guess that it was all a lie
I can't believe you didn't feel a thing
you'd play guitar and I would sing,

"I finally found a lover who'd never break my heart.
don't have to worry about breaking apart.
my heart is whole, my hands aren't numb
I can breathe without wishing I was not."
but I guess I was not enough

I remember that day
you never said hey (ever again)
had to hear from our friend
you didn't want to see me though
for what reason? i don't know
was it cause of your work?
did you want me to hurt?

thought I found a lover who'd never break my heart.
didn't have to worry about breaking apart.
my heart was whole, my hands weren't numb
I could breathe without wishing I was not.
but I guess I was wrong

you've upgraded to a blonde
it really didn't take long
you're taking her to where we went
and everywhere that we had spent
those days were good but now we're done
I really thought I was the one
But I guess I was hallucinating
cause it's as if we were just a maybe

You sent a text to my friend on the last day that I saw you.
you said, "just make sure that she's safe" and now I see,
I think that was your goodbye to me.
and that's the end
I guess

I Was Wrong (maybe the song title idk) (original)

8 Cloud Corner

5 Driving Mission II - Meridian St.

3 Driving Mission I - Samish Wy.

2 Title Screen

1 Disc - Based Console Bootup

J Balvin & Willy William - Mi Gente - [Kalinga Remix Preview]

Drake - God's Plan (Tublushi Lazer Bass Remix)

Made with the help of Andrew Joseph.

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Sumadat

not done yet but it's been months that I've been working on this song and I'm just trying to upload this part before I change my mind lol. I literally just added an instrumental track I got from YouTube but am currently recording some guitar tracks

God Is A Woman (Cover) - lil snippet - Ariana Grande

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My music is free to use in whatever media you want as long as you credit me with a link to this page. Much love <3

Sumadat

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