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Subbastian: The Essentials

Lyrics:

Just wanna escape from all of this
Don’t wanna see myself die like this
If we got hit by a meteor
That’s not what I wanna give my life for
I don’t wanna lose my last chance
On something that I don’t believe
I don’t wanna lose my last chance
On something that I won’t receive 

(Can’t hide, can’t hide)
On The inside I am open wide
There’s nothing that I can hide
On The inside I am open wide
There’s nothing that I can hide
(Can’t hide, Can’t hide)

Lose my sight, I’ll walk blind
Feels like I already do,
Lose my fear, I’ll disappear
Nothing left, I’ll hold dear
Lose my ear, I won’t hear
All your corrections I wish I held dear
I don’t wanna lose
I don’t wanna lose 
I don’t wanna lose my life

(Can’t hide, Can’t hide)
On The inside I am open wide
There’s nothing that I can hide
On The inside I am open wide
There’s nothing that I can hide

Staying in the same place
I don’t wanna move on
But I wanna be saved by Grace 
I think it’s time for a different tide
It’s time to move on now
One that will wash off my face
Staying in the same place
I don’t wanna move on
But I wanna be saved by Grace 
I think it’s time for a different tide
It’s time to move on now
One that will wash off my face

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performed/written/produced by sethstien

Lose (Acoustic Version)

lyrics:

I don’t know if I’m alive,
I don’t know If I am dreaming,
I don’t know if this is right,
I don’t even know how to cry.
I might leave alone
if I turn to bone.
I might change myself
without a cry for help.

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.
I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

(I was so close)
(I was so close)

I don’t know if I’m alive,
I don’t know if this is me speaking,
I don’t know if this is right,
I don’t know if I should keep on dreaming.
Why don’t you leave my side?
I know I’ll be just fine.
I might change myself
without a cry for help.

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.
I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

(I was so close)
(I was so close)

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?
Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?

I am uncertain,
I am low.
I wanna close the curtain,
never see the snow.

Am I alive?
Am I dreaming?
Is this right?
Do you hear my cry?

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performed/written/produced by sethstien

Uncertain

lyrics:

I wish I
could run away
from all the pain,
but I'd like to stay the same.
I wish I
could be awake
for Your sake,
but I'd like to stay the same.

Moving on isn't hard,
its the past that lures you back.
For You, for You,
I could give my life,
for You, for You,
I could leave it all behind:
Everything I used to hold dear,
everything that draws me near
to the end.
For You, for You,
I could give my life,
for You, for You,
I could leave it all behind:
Everything I used to hold dear,
everything that draws me near
to the end.

In this life
there is pain
and its the same
for everything.
In this life
there is joy
and so much more
if we just look past the screen.

Moving on isn't hard,
its the past that lures you back.
For You, for You,
I could give my life,
for You, for You,
I could leave it all behind:
Everything I used to hold dear,
everything that draws me near
to the end.
For You, for You,
I could give my life,
for You, for You,
I could leave it all behind:
Everything I used to hold dear,
everything that draws me near
to the end.

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performed/written/produced by sethstien

For You

Lyrics:

I figured it out...

Some days I'm not sad,
some days I feel good,
some days I pray a lot,
some days I talk to You.

On the narrow road is the way I go.
Sometimes I slip off my feet.
Most times I blame it on the snow,
but it's the temptations that I meet.

If I tell myself; "I'll be fine", I will.
If I tell myself, if I tell myself...
Life really gets you, doesn't it?

Just when you think you're living in dreams,
just when you think you've got it figured out.
You know nothing is ever as it seems.
You can't always find a way out.

Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path,
so why does it feel like I can't see?
Life always leaves me wanting more, so I walk out the door
when the answer is on my floor.
I think I've figured it out, I have no more doubt,
so why am I left with this drought, saying:

If I tell myself; "I'll be fine", I will.
If I tell myself, if I tell myself...

Just when you think you're living in dreams,
just when you think you've got it figured out.
You know nothing is ever as it seems.
You can't always find a way out.

Written by: Sethstien
Produced by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

Released on November 10th, 2023.

Figured It Out

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Lyrics:

I've fallen asleep in my own prison.
Why to leave? I can't find a reason.
Me and the world, we rarely agree.
I can't help but accept the things I see.

We build our city, we don't know how,
to the dirt that makes it, we bow.
We're the ones who hold the candle,
there are some things that we just can't handle.
We give our lives to these candles and
we don't realize our solid is sand.
The wind blows us out of our game,
when we relight are we not the same?

(oh, hear me calling out to You)

This is where we live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
We don't want to live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
This is where we live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
We don't want to live, Destruction City, Destruction City.

We build our city, knowing it'll fall one day,
we look to the sky, knowing it'll turn to gray,
the astronomers looking at the stars knowing they'll fade.
Look to Jesus knowing that he'll save.
Why? Because he's beaten the grave,
for us, the path he's paved,
if its forgiveness that we crave,
he's the one who came to save.

(oh, hear me calling out to You)

This is where we live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
We don't want to live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
This is where we live, Destruction City, Destruction City.
We don't want to live, Destruction City, Destruction City.

(we don't deserve your love, you came down for us)
(we don't deserve your love, you gave grace to us)

Written by: Sethstien 
Produced by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

Released on November 13, 2023.

Chapter II Re-edited EP tracklist:

1 - The World Below (Re-edit)
2 - Hate It (Re-edit)
3 - Destruction City (Re-edit)
4 - The Fall (Re-edit)
5 - Move On (Re-edit)

Destruction City (Re-edit)

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Lyrics:

(Can't stop the fall)

Pride before the fall, we think ourselves best of all.
All we need is faith, we never look for answers.

Crazy how the time flies, next you know you're stuck in lies.
Crazy how the people die, makes you think; "who even is this guy?".
Wanna know the mountain high? Wanna know the ocean depth?
Do you care the world cries? because in the end there is death.

(Can't stop the fall)

Pride before the fall, we think ourselves best of all.
All we need is faith, we never look for answers.

Ain't a way to stop this curse, all my sins just make it worse.
In the water i'm immersed, i turn to some verse.
I know the way through this turn, instead i wanna burn.
Do you care the world cries, because in the end there is death.

(Can't stop the fall)

Oh
How do I stop the fall?
I can't save them all,
Nah, i can't save them all,
Can You save them all?

Written by: Sethstien
Produced by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

Originally Released on October 25
Re-released on November 15

The Fall (Re-edit)

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Lyrics:

Don't you hate it
When you just can’t prove it
That what you feel
They say isn’t real
Don't you hate it
When you can’t move it
When it gets too hard
You gotta fix this part
(Don’t you hate it?)
(Don’t you hate it?)

I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But sin is what I run to.
I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But that "move on" is what I gotta do.
(Don’t you hate it?)
(Don’t you hate it?)

Don't you hate
When it gets too late
Now you can’t do it
Now you regret it
Don't you hate it 
When you just can’t lift it
But the knife is on your throat
You gotta leave this boat
(Don’t you hate it?)
(Don’t you hate it?)

I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But sin is what I run to.
I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But that "move on" is what I gotta do.

I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But sin is what I run to.
I hate it, I hate it,
But I don’t wanna fix it.
I hate it, I hate it,
But that "move on" is what I gotta do.

I hate it

Written by: Sethstien
Produced by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

Hate It (Re-edit)

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Lyrics:

Save me
I can't do this anymore.
Save me
I just want to move on. (oh)
Save me
Hear me calling out to You.
Save me
I just want to move on. (oh)

Can You give me a hand?
This is not what I planned.
I am sinking in the sand,
I'm falling without a place to land.
I know that I am not paying
for that place that I'll be staying.
Jesus paid it all,
so why do I still fall?
Don't I call it home?
So why do I feel so alone?
The universe seems infinite
so do Your hands have a limit?

There's no time, I need to make this right.
Save me, save me.
There's no time, I need to make this right.
Save me, save me.

Sure, I have my doubts,
my water and then my droughts.
I don't have the time to figure out
what this life is all about.
I'll trust in Your word and all You say,
even if I don't know its okay.
You say in green fields I will lay,
in the darkness You won't lead me astray.

There's no time, I need to make this right.
Save me, save me.
There's no time, I need to make this right.
Save me, save me.

Written by: Sethstien
Produced by: Sethstien
Remixed by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

Move On (Remixed)

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Lyrics:

It’s getting harder
to make it any further.
Will You come and mend me?
Help me now I can’t breathe.
It’s getting harder
to make my steps better,
not because I’m improving,
it’s because I stopped moving.

(it’s because I stopped moving)
(it’s because I stopped moving)

The world below,
it moves so slow.
I am higher,
I’ve never felt lighter.
The world below,
It moves so slow.
I'm not better,
I’ll do this forever.

(the world below)
(i'll do this forever)

Easier said than done,
shining like the sun.
Why not have some fun
to forget what wrong I’ve done?
Killing myself is hard,
but I know I must move on.
Life is not a card
it’s a cross to keep the eyes upon.

(it’s a cross to keep the eyes upon)
(it’s a cross to keep the eyes upon)

The world below,
it moves so slow.
I am higher,
I’ve never felt lighter.
The world below,
It moves so slow.
I'm not better,
I’ll do this forever.

Written by: Sethstien
Produced by: Sethstien
Performed by: Sethstien

The World Below (Re-edit)

for this song, i wanted to combine my most favorite genres into one song.

lyrics:

I wanna live again, but I'm the same as I've always been.
I wanna live again, when will this loop end?
I wanna breathe again, but I'm the only one choking me.
I wanna breathe again, in the end I'm killing me.

Far away, far away,
that's the place I wanna stay.
Far away, far away,
just to let you know I'm not okay.

What good is it in the end if I didn't want the time I spent?
What good is it in the end if all these broken pieces, I never mend?
Light in the darkness, I think I need a harness.
Light in the darkness, in the end its life I miss.
Light in the darkness, I think I need a harness.
Light in the darkness, in the end its life I miss.

Far away, far away,
that's the place I wanna stay.
Far away, far away,
just to let you know I'm not okay.

I wanna be Your light, send me where I might.
I wanna be Your light, for now I'm staying far away.
I wanna be Your light, send me where I might.
I wanna be Your light, for now I'm staying far away.

produced by sethstien
mixed/mastered by sethstien
sung by sethstien
written by sethstien

FAR AWAY (REMIXED)

Far Away (Remixed)

full ep out now!
already working on what is next.

lyrics:

my life is so messy right now
it'll get better but i don't know how
if i want to live forever
i need my life back in order

life isn't always easy
i'm never what you want me to be
but if i want to live forever
i need my life back in order

BACK IN ORDER

Back In Order

lyrics: sub/bastien
prod: sub/bastien
mix/master: sub/bastien

lyrics:

verse 1
living is so hard
nothing ever changes
life is not a card
it's to change your paces
you saved my soul
why am i so cold
my plans unfold
yet its still me you hold
i've taken you for granted
i've killed the seeds you've planted
i don't understand it
maybe i haven't landed

chorus
now and today
i need to say
i won't take you for granted
so can i say i've landed

verse 2
appearently not
it's with your sons blood i was bought
i still mess up a lot
the battle i'm fighting you already fought
i'm keeping me from coming back
it's definitely not grace i lack
it's my problems in a stack
i know i need to give you that
i've taken you for granted
i've killed the seeds you've planted
i don't understand it
maybe i haven't landed

chorus
now and today
i need to say
i won't take you for granted
so can i say i've landed

For Granted

prod. sub/bastien

lyrics:

i'm done with hiding
i don't wanna keep lying
approaching the street
where my sides meet

the darkness in my mind has taken me
i'm trying to be better but i can't be
clear this cloud please cuz i can't see
bring me some light or i'll lose my sanity
i speak my problems into my tracks
cuz i have them all in stracks
my words are simply facts
it's definitely not grace that i lack
i've taken you for granted again
i try to explain but i don't make sense
how come even i don't know where i've been
and that i reject the son that you sent
there's reason to live but i still feel pointless
living in the streets it's almost like i want this
you brought me light yet i dive in the abyss
can i accept you now cuz i'm helpless

i'm done with hiding
i don't wanna keep lying
approaching the street
where my sides meet

Approaching the Streets

i'm proud to finally give you 10 brand new drops that i've been working on for the past few weeks. enjoyyyyyyy!

0:00 - Sub/Bastien - ID
0:20 - Sub/Bastien - ID
0:32 - Sub/Bastien - ID
0:57 - Sub/Bastien - ID
1:18 - Sub/Bastien - ID
1:39 - Sub/Bastien - ID
2:05 - Sub/Bastien - ID
2:18 - Sub/Bastien - ID
2:43 - Sub/Bastien - ID
3:02 - Sub/Bastien - The Eye of the Storm

all of the basses, syths, leads, and stuff are of my creation

Dubstep Drops, Vol. 1

Dubstep Drops

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Lyrics • Sub/Bastien
Prod. • Sub/Bastien
Mix/Master • Sub/Bastien

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I hate to change
The same for years
My comfort range
The same for years
Life isn't hard for me
I've had it so easy
No reason to complain
But i'm going insane
The pace of change
Is too fast for me
Lacking in change
Yeah, i'm still the old me
If i die today
Will i put away
The sins of my past
To not end up the last

Chorus:
Procrastination
Won't you let me find my destination
I'm sick of suffocation
Won't you let me have a vacation

Verse 2:
What was i even saying 
I've been praying
Not just gaping
My life i gave him
That place I'm staying
I'm not paying
So why do i feel vacant
Part of the plan is to run away
This is an easy game to play
My gratitude i can barely say
Maybe that's because i don't pray
It's getting harder to make it any farther
With being better i don't even bother
I beg you to come help me
Then i push away the help you sent me
My sins aren't put away
And i'm fading into the gray

Procrastination

new and improved rock version of "procrastination"!

Lyrics • Sub/Bastien
Prod. • Sub/Bastien
Mix/Master • Sub/Bastien

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I hate to change
The same for years
My comfort range
The same for years
Life isn't hard for me
I've had it so easy
No reason to complain
But i'm going insane
The pace of change
Is too fast for me
Lacking in change
Yeah, i'm still the old me
If i die today
Will i put away
The sins of my past
To not end up the last

Chorus:
Procrastination
Won't you let me find my destination
I'm sick of suffocation
Won't you let me have a vacation

Verse 2:
What was i even saying 
I've been praying
Not just gaping
My life i gave him
That place I'm staying
I'm not paying
So why do i feel vacant
Part of the plan is to run away
This is an easy game to play
My gratitude i can barely say
Maybe that's because i don't pray
It's getting harder to make it any farther
With being better i don't even bother
I beg you to come help me
Then i push away the help you sent me
My sins aren't put away
And i'm fading into the gray

Procrastination (Alt Version)

i wasnt gonna release any more dubstep song but i made this and thought the world should hear it.

bring the bass broooooo

Bring That Bass

just a demo this

lyrics:

i'm tired of this stupid feeling that i'll get left behind
i'm tired of this repeating phase that i can't get by
i told you that you had your way and that i'll choose mine
i told you that i will rebel until the day i die
you said i don't care my son i'll be right by your side
i'll be with you right until the day that you die

tell me what i did to deserve you
nothing i have done could earn me your love
your love