Inspired by Thomas Pynchon and "society".

Lyrics: 

Wake up 
Find the nearest door 
Those maniacs 
Are after us 
Grab the Gewehr 43
Get to the basement
Is this the price of evil? 

I walked through the fires of hell 
the liberal ones claimed
The catatonic Jews 
Were just as good as the dead ones 
It'd be better than taking them out alive 

Next up on the block 
I'll keep it right 
I've seen it all the way through 
In those piles of bodies 
Some of us found a latter 

You'd better bet 
I took it personal 
Why would you question 
that I'm incapable of a code of ethics? 

What do you mean it's convenient to think
Everyone other than myself 
Is in the wrong?

I'm not such a bad guy 
Freud taught me how to heal wounds 
with funny faces

If this isn't the time for Laughter
then how can we define horror?
Accept the shame 
Get out of my base
Why would you step foot
in enemy territory? 

I'm gonna need a bandaid 
For that one 
Take your scraps 
Where they're left off 

The rocket trickles 
Admist the atmosphere 
Time is a lie 
When we die
before we can perceive the explosion 
in a constant of paranoia 
What's gonna happen next? 

We can get through it 
We can do it!
We can get through it 
We can do it!

(Be Patient 
Don't Kill the messenger
Be patient 
Vacuous systems 
Control our world 
Wait for the change 
Let it give us what it needs to
Empty platitudes 
Control our world 
He's gonna be gone for a while so 
Don't let your heart 
Run cold
It's up to you ) Rinse and repeat

So what's the deal?
Give me the matter of facts. 

Starry-eyed dreamer 
Bring home the bacon 
Drench this world in blood 
Send your enemies 
To the slaughter house 
Rather than take responsibility

Is it up to me? 
We always we need someone to tell us 
What to think.

We're sinking 
We're wearing thin...

Can we fix this?
Or is the damage done?

Dr. Hilarius

One of the first songs I wrote and produced in the shift of my attitude to prioritize authenticity and joy in all my actions. This one is a huge breakthrough.

When will we break free?
End the suffering 

It’s so easy to be kind 
Joy is all we need 

Have some empathy 
Live to die 

For the betterment of 
Humankind 

I will die for justice 
Life and fight for justice 

Put my head in the crossfire 
Put my heart on the line 

For the betterment of all 
Harmony keeps us alive

Tell me the truth
I’m no more construct than you 

Let it go 
Flow with the universe 

We’re all a part of the plan 
It is what it is 

I want to change for you 
I wanna be who you need me to be
It’s the best route 
Trust me 

I can see this through 
I can see this through 
I need to change for you
Why won’t you tell me how you’re feeling?

I’ll see it through 
I’ll see it through 
Why won’t you tell me how you’re feeling? 
I’ve got some room in my mind 

That needs re-inovating 
At the depths 
Of the bottom of who we are 
Barely scraping by  

Some days it’s hard to finish my plate
But I’m still hungry 
For more significance 
Than these limits confine

More satience to 
Redefine 
“What’s real?”

The rules we follow 
Can be (completely) whatever 
We need them to be 
Set your mind free

Go where you need to go 
The life we need to live
Is right in front of us 
Just reach out and grab it

Come on In; Let's Talk

Two friends at the verge of breaking up battle. 

Co-written by Poet and writer Parker Geissler.

I am the collapse
Reconciled 
Where potential is best redeemed 
Innovation defines the movement of the centuries 

We are a product of time 
From where change is a constant 
Not above it 
Not underneath 

Time is a product of me 
Revitalize broken systems 
Got my aim 
On the best principles 

Let the pain slide by
Brighter days are around the corner 
I’ve kind of sorta

Fucked up before 

“But that’s life. Come on, now, that’s just life.”

It’s alright. 
Don’t need anyone’s forgiveness but my own 

Doing my best no matter what’s in store 
I’ll keep pushing forward the ideals 
I’m guided 
By

Don’t gotta be the greatest thing ever 
But I’ll keep getting better 

I’m simply a human being 
Joy is enough for the life I’m limited by 
Joy is enough for me

True soldiers want to find the way 
Every path will be followed
Fling it out
Ring it that way, too
Down the hallway
Don’t get confused 
Take a load out 
Pack your virtues, cos’ I’m leaving 
I need a heart, I never talk about 
Wrapped in the bindle 
I’m heaving the pressure 
I’m releasing the tension 
The mistakes they repeat endlessly in my 
Mental landscape 
But until
To damn with them 
It’s time to explode
Now what you said was beneath me, child 
And you have the audacity to say God fits your will? 
Pray you’re empowered by things as they are 
That’s the power we all care about 
Deep down, when we’re being honest 
Honest with ourselves
No doubt 

Only chalk lines speak to me
What do they have to give away? 

Are you still lost in the labyrinth? 
I’m on the F-Train 
All the way home 
The clearest definitions are written in graffiti 

Couldn’t see me in any other form
Clarity pierces through the weakness of my heart

Guided by the strength of my mental fortitude 
That’s how the power we care about is actualized 
Within me
Send me where you’re crying now 
Don’t have time for what you’re crying about

I’m never too loud
Dampen the presence of blood on the carpet
It’ll be clean again any time now
Better than without 

Got too high 
Too fast 
But this change has got to last 
Find my footing again 
Find my footing again

Got too high 
Too fast 
But this change has got to last 
Find my footing again 
Find my footing again

On the F - Train

Jim Morrison came to mind while writing this one and he still does every time I hear this recording. 

Love fades 
Into the past 

Codified 
Into a bundle of perceptions 

Beneath me and behind 
Into a new realm 

A newly understood 
Reason to change 

A new frame of mind 
Can you help me? 

I'm getting there too soon 
Just how soon?

We die
The grass crisply wisps the wind 

The dew sets upon it 
As my boots clap the cement 

One step at a time 
I leave alive

God is a fruit 
That's ready to pick 
Perfectly ripe 

I've found a reason to live 
New reasons for life

Its meaning surrounds us 
Every moment, ground yourself 

Reach out and grab it

Don't forget where you've come from 
Don't forget what you're made of
Don't forget who you are 
Don't forget where you stand

Don't fall 
Don't trip 

Don't fall 
Don't slip

Don't live life too quick 

Don't forget 
(Don't forget)

Stabbing Boredom in the Heart with a Dagger and Watching It Bleed Out on the Floor

My spirit 
Masticated by an audacious 
Monster’s decay 
Brother make more than 

A leap of faith 
Ripple mountain ponds 
In my mental landscape 
From every mistake 

Much like the cold embrace 
Of Winter 
Blossom new moons 
In the heart of Spring 

Is peace beyond our fate? 
Is war written in the eve of my birth? 

Forgive me (heavenly) Father 
I know not what I mean 
Riffing a blind man's
Melody 

I wear my wounds on my sleeve 

My mother’s blood 
Drips down into a photo album 
Burned and tattered 
Until there’s no room 

But for change 
Is struggle by means of our nature?

Have we lost our cause for peace?
Is war inevitable? 

Is war
Necessary?

My mother’s vacuum consumed the mouse 
On my living room floor 
She asked me to lift my feet 
To suck on the floor beneath 

Hot breath 
In the beating sun of June 
Summer stars smile at your yearning 
For 25 years 

Spoiled crops at the end of harvest 
Showing up late to work 
Getting barked at by the neighbor’s dog
On the way to school 

You fall asleep to life’s disaster 
But not just your disaster 
Don’t make a sound like 
Drowning in the ocean 

Hot dogs on a warm afternoon 
Mustard stains on your 10-year-old’s mouth
She’s an only child 
To what effect? 

Injecting your venom into my head
Cracking my skull open with your archer’s precision 

Thank you 

I am grateful for every chance to improve 

I bob my head to the beat of an anxious heart 
I climb the levels you’re building 

Thank you 
I am improve 

Thank 
You 

My coffin buried in a meadow in the middle of Switzerland
My coffin buried in a meadow in the middle of Switzerland

The roots of our family tree are who we must be 
The roots of our family tree are who we must be 

But how else can we be the best?
But how else can we be the best?

Burned/Tattered

Tripping in Disney Land 
Breaking through “The Cloud”
Gigabyte economy 
Breaking through the Hyperreal

The simulation crumbles
These signs and symbols 
Have become 
A substitute for our reality  

A man behind an empty 
Mickey Mouse mask stares at me
“You’re stuck in a suburban delusion 
Apprehension declined 
When the sign is
The truth of God.” 

Who are you kidding, child?
We go through life with our meaningless trials 
Oh, how devastated was I now?
Oh, how devastated was I now 

Demon possessed sparred by the 
Winter Night Soldier 
Moon-glistening black armor 
Here to save the day 

The wolves face the 
Heroic man in a cape 
Look at this zoo we’re living in 
They took grave-yards through their 
Window pane weak-willed spectacled 

Google glasses
Of water-filled 
When the spider climbs the inside of your glass 
Of your eye

Deceived by a lie 
Take on the proper diet 
Battered by your ignorance 
Until activated, enlightened living 

Fully encages 
We must free our minds 
We must free our spirits

We must free our minds
We must free our spirits

Disney Land

A quick demo that will certainly be used as a B-Side for a future single. Second album is in the works! Most likely to be released at the start of summer! CDs will be made available through Bandcamp.com

What She Wrote

A remake of A Word In Your Shell-Like for my upcoming album Birdie.

A Word In Your Shell-Like (Stoned Reject) (Demo)

Missy (Interlude)

I feel my chest 
Your bones poking into my flesh 
(In the womb) 
I wonder what you ate today 
And why I didn’t say 
I wish you could eat me 
Thin
(And now I’m nothing) 
Thin like you 
(Thin like you) 

(What I’d give to taste the) 
The smell of my sickening breath 
Death, Decay 
(Decay)

Thin Like You

Earthly Evolution == Heaven Enlightenment
C++

On the F - Train

Suburban Downe

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