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*67 & kaystrueno - in #101 we trust (heroinsick & nyli)

evil ass anime song prod me w / @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/372bGG8wOCYX2Y6Sq98RY5?si=2312e7e71ecd420f

lyrics:
she's trying to tear
my world apart
ripping out my hair
i cry in the dark
when i leave this earth
i wanna leave a mark
big enough so she sees it in her heart
rip the page that can't be torn
kill myself cuz i'm adored
a guy with a sythe is at my door
pleasure knocks me on the floor

WHYD YOU HAVE TO DIE (x6)

i guess its time
to make u mine
but im so scared
of what will happen in time
cause im so scared of the dark
and all the places i walk
i want u right by my side
til i commit suicide
anvils
holding me back
im such a maniac
everytime when u yell at me when ur mad it makes me sad
when u talk to someone else it feels like ur stabbing my back

scared of this world (ft. odihu)

ft @user1667
run him up

[Intro: st3mm]
I been chillin’ with yo’ bitch, I been chillin’ with yo’ ho
I said “Please do not disturb me, I’m counting up my dough.”
Yeah, you know I’m going up, I’ll never quit, I’ll never fold
Yeah, you steady talking shit so I’m finna juug yo’ ho
Yeah, you know I’m stacking up so I’ll spend it all on clothes
Me and Lavi in the crib and we fuckin’ all the hoes

[Verse: st3mm]
I been chillin’ with yo’ bitch, I been chillin’ with yo’ ho
I said “Please do not disturb me, I’m counting up my dough.”
Yeah, you know I’m going up, I’ll never quit, I’ll never fol—
Know I’m- know I’m- know I’m going up I’ll never quit, I’ll never fold
Yeah, you steady talking shit so I’m finna juug yo’ ho
Yeah, you know I’m stacking up so I’ll spend it all on clothes
Me and Lavi in the crib and we fuckin’ all the hoes
Talking smack, you a- smack-mack-mack-mack-mack
You a snake, no, we cannot fuck with those
There’s a field of fucking fleas and they biting all the flows
I said “Bitch, I’ll see you later, yeah, I’m fucking making paper.”
Too much racks in my- racks- racks- racks in my hand to give a fuck about a hater
Yeah, I know you love yo’ bitch but I motherfuckin’ hate her
Too much power in my hands, I make money when I sleep
Yeah, you know I’m going up, I been grinding every week
Y’all been flexing all that fake shit, that shit grimey, that shit cheap
I been smoking hella Runtz so you know I'm finna geek

d3ath walk ft. lavi 🔩

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

thing gro1goth told me to sample 160bpm (prod 8L3N29)

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