Shit that sucks vol 11

gëmz {gëmzjii}

strength (numb)

prod, @notthesameithink

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me

i feel i might lose away
can you really talk to me?
what is up with me
like what is up with me

waiting x8

like wtf is up with me
If you don't want to talk, then don't talk to me

like me
like us
she can destroy me idgaf
im just tryna love
i cant keep it up
im so stuck
im so stuck in love

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me,

waiting (numb)

Right Now W Bvsu (2019/2020)

made this while sick {still sick, wish me good health, xoxo}

She said that she would stay 
Give me signs I would stay 
I’m all alone and it’s getting to me 
How you run to him 
But you said you love me 
How you tell the truth 
But your lies repeating 
We’re always having fights 
That’s why you leave crying 
I can’t take it 
I can’t take it no more
Blood all on the floor
I kick open the door 
My eyes red from the sore.

Gosh, where do I begin
You said you’ll love me till the end
I thought you was my best friend 
But it turned you you lord 
So that’s where the story end 
It was just the two of us and 
No one else and 
You kept the lies 
Until I found the secrets 
It’s all over now 
So you can get out 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
You can be with him now 
As long as you know your place.

gëmz ~ final words of sorrow 2 yöu. {restored version}

self reflection

self reflection (prod mxsui)

It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy-

Makenzie said it’s over 
Your my only lover 
It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy 
Your my favorite fantasy 
Uh 
Uh
Yea
Yea

gëmz ~ mackënzie hears me now…. {hazel&jannah}

Tell me what you want huh 
I got what you need huh 
That bitch insecure huh
I don’t really need her 
That bitch name Serena 
Ha 
That bitch name Serena 
Give her all of me yuh
Mhm 
Like Mhm 
Like Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Godamn 
Godamn

gëmz ~ i fucked up serena, im sörry {narumi}

I just wanna die tonight
She give me the side eye, Tell me what you fuckin like
You go inside it’s suicide, You and me it’s do or die
Yea watch that bitch, she bleed me dry
I can tell your hearts cold, baby told me that she know
She know she my true love, like baby where the love go
Tell me you knew, like baby it’s not true
Like baby what i do, i love you hope you love me too
She think I’m a rockstar now, so you love me now
Where was all the love, my heads in the clouds
Never felt like this before
you broke me down right to the core
Nasty bitch, nasty whore, I can’t love you no more
Like baby i regret it, I bought you diamond necklace
I wanna see you naked, bitch you give me a headache
Like no blood has been shedded, I’m sorry you’ve been mislead, damn

great, now im bröken… {clockwork & dimpleb}

gëmz