Shit that sucks vol 11

gëmz

meow

strength (numb)

prod, @notthesameithink

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me

i feel i might lose away
can you really talk to me?
what is up with me
like what is up with me

waiting x8

like wtf is up with me
If you don't want to talk, then don't talk to me

like me
like us
she can destroy me idgaf
im just tryna love
i cant keep it up
im so stuck
im so stuck in love

i keep losing losing myself
can you really help me
nobody can save me
save me 
like save me,

waiting (numb)

Right Now W Bvsu (2019/2020)

made this while sick {still sick, wish me good health, xoxo}

She said that she would stay 
Give me signs I would stay 
I’m all alone and it’s getting to me 
How you run to him 
But you said you love me 
How you tell the truth 
But your lies repeating 
We’re always having fights 
That’s why you leave crying 
I can’t take it 
I can’t take it no more
Blood all on the floor
I kick open the door 
My eyes red from the sore.

Gosh, where do I begin
You said you’ll love me till the end
I thought you was my best friend 
But it turned you you lord 
So that’s where the story end 
It was just the two of us and 
No one else and 
You kept the lies 
Until I found the secrets 
It’s all over now 
So you can get out 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
You can be with him now 
As long as you know your place.

gëmz ~ final words of sorrow to yöu. {restored version}

self reflection

self reflection (prod mxsui)

That bitch in my head 
I pull on your hair 
Walk in and you stare 
Sadness in the air 
bitches everywhere 
Bitches everywhere 
How can’t I hear 
Uh damn 
How can I loose to you 
Damn
I cry in pain for you 
Damn
I broke myself in two 
I loose myself in you-

That bitch in my head 
I pull on your hair 
Walk in and you stare 
Sadness in the air 
bitches everywhere 
Bitches everywhere 
How can’t I hear 
Uh damn 
How can I loose to you 
Damn
I cry in pain for you 
Damn
I broke myself in two 
I loose myself in you 
Damn
I broke my back for 
I know it’s hard for you 
To tell the truth 
Damn I could’ve lied to you 
Die with you 
Suicide for you 
I know it’s hard for you 
To tell the truth

gëmz ~ loose mysëlf to you… {w0kki}

It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy-

Makenzie said it’s over 
Your my only lover 
It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy 
Your my favorite fantasy 
Uh 
Uh
Yea
Yea

gëmz ~ mackënzie hears me now…. {hazel&jannah}

Tell me what you want huh 
I got what you need huh 
That bitch insecure huh
I don’t really need her 
That bitch name Serena 
Ha 
That bitch name Serena 
Give her all of me yuh
Mhm 
Like Mhm 
Like Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Godamn 
Godamn

gëmz ~ i fucked up serena, im sörry {narumi}

I just wanna die tonight
She give me the side eye, Tell me what you fuckin like
You go inside it’s suicide, You and me it’s do or die
Yea watch that bitch, she bleed me dry
I can tell your hearts cold, baby told me that she know
She know she my true love, like baby where the love go
Tell me you knew, like baby it’s not true
Like baby what i do, i love you hope you love me too
She think I’m a rockstar now, so you love me now
Where was all the love, my heads in the clouds
Never felt like this before
you broke me down right to the core
Nasty bitch, nasty whore, I can’t love you no more
Like baby i regret it, I bought you diamond necklace
I wanna see you naked, bitch you give me a headache
Like no blood has been shedded, I’m sorry you’ve been mislead, damn

great, now im bröken… {clockwork & dimpleb}

https://youtu.be/Ceg6ICwkEmM
s/o tha bro @astvri

I'm laying right beside you 
and still can't sleep
you know I'm fucking jealous
that you're leaving

I'm thinking bout your phone
and why it's beeping
you know I'm fucking scared
that you don't know me

I will pick you up
before you're bleeding now
I know you're blowing up
I'm proud believe me now

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things

I guess I trust you
Is that a bad thing?
I don't wan hurt you
just go do your thing

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things


I wanna be the picture on ur homescreen

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
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Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

room to breathe

Track 1 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-&pbjreload=10

Shrimp (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/okayshrimp
https://soundcloud.com/fuckshrimp

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Shrimp - Live4tomorrow

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

Dead gëmz main page since soundcloud on bullshit, tap SHOW MORE! enjoy all the music i made here! love u all.

great, now im bröken… {clockwork & dimpleb}

gëmz safe haven