rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

@jkjmetasco

Baby I can't miss you, but you know I miss you
You know that I live to love you
You was my baby, what I lived for
Said she left, 'cause then maybe I'd live more
My life went left, I got nothing to live for
And for myself, I can't do what I did for you
I know I'm supposed to think about me
But I keep seeing you in my dreams
It's a nightmare and I cannot leave
They keep me up, I cannot sleep
Baby I loved you more than I loved my own life
Stuck here missing you I know it's bad for life
Cuts on my wrist I'll die, yeah I'd die tonight
Blood spill on the floor know I ain't livin' right
I'm crying in that corner with that candle light
Burn myself I know it hurts but I kind of like it
Yeah I hurt myself just to feel alright
Fuck
Have you ever felt so choked up, that you can't speak no words?
I wish I could fuckin' speak up, but I'm gon' feel this burn
Look down see the cuts then look up, Is this what I deserve?
Take the lighter I got no blunt, I'm burnin' up my worth
In my head I'm thinking too much, so much it fuckin hurts
On the ground I cannot get up, put me under the dirt
Get the gun I load that shit up and join the club like Kurt
I don't think I'll ever let up, 'cause I'm too fuckin' hurt

live more, live less (jkj)

necklace  @iloveyelowandmom @han2k15

Damn I’m crying in the snow, got that lil bitch, she on go
Damn my heart is really cold, bitch I’m bleeding out my throat
Damn I have no one to help me, I’m dying for your soul
Bitch I’m crying all alone, this broken road became my home
This rain is pouring as I shout “I'm dying, suicide note”
Now I’m standing on the edge baby, I’m falling for u
Nah I’m slipping through the cracks baby, but you never knew
I needed you, you never called, I watched the silence in the wall
I’m standing here you let me crumble, bitch you let me fall
You promised me, we’d have it all, but I know my time I’m slipping
I’m talking to a wall, now I’m crying, reminiscing
Every time I waited, you never knew
Girl I'm crying for you, bitch I’m dying for you
Baby girl you is my love, damn I guess you forgot
now I’m picking up the pieces, girl what was the cost
What’s the cost of loving you, baby you broke me in two
Now I'm standing here, waiting, I’m crying on the pavement
These bitches think I’m crazy, baby where did you go
Now I’m in the dark, I’m shaking, took my heart and now I’m gone, yea

i loved it when u töuched me, now its all gone…. {dimpleb & mynorth}

bella dont go (yungdni)

gëmz ~ tranquility MIXX Pt.2 #dmc2010

Tears falling down my face I cannot replace you It’s so hard for me just to face the truth I know you need some space

 I cannot chase you All I want to do is embrace you

 You probably think I’m another disgrace to you im doing everything for you I cannot betray you

 You probably don’t think I’m telling the truth Going down a dark road, I just want to be with you

When I’m all alone, I can’t stop thinking of you, baby I’m not lying that’s me telling the truth

Scoutt:
you except too much from me how can i live without you x2
I know I can never replace you 
Hmm I swear you too good for me 
Iuv ehat you did 
Yeah you complete me x2

Mix and master @
rot

disgrace2you w/scoutt (flojy)

kim k ft nicky (hanican)

prod me

#imtheworst

yeah, yeah, yeah its getting to my head
yeah, yeah its getting to my head
yeah, yeah, and all i see is red
all i see is red

every time i try to think i feel like an airhead
make mistakes and all they think is are you brain dead
yeah, are you brain dead

i dont know whats gonna happen to me
i keep getting bad omens and its killing me
i let fear rule my life yeah forgive me
i dont wanna die yeah just believe me

im the worst kind of person and its undeniable
everything that i do is undesirable
i cant deal with my life yeah im unreliable
yeah, yeah, yeah

(what's gotten into you? you're the one that's changed kairi)

yeah, yeah, its getting to my head
its getting to my head
its getting to my head its getting to my head
yea, yeah, yeah

every time i try to think i feel like an airhead
make mistakes and all they think is are you brain dead
yeah, are you brain dead
are you brain dead

gëmz ~ tranquility MIXX Pt.2 #dmc2010

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