strangers / redlight (genshi)

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2i67FxcjdYZaj98D5hKK1d?si=b51d434146624371

0:15 - 0:49 - Me
@shynitel
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0:49 - 1:12 - swazy*
@swazyhq
instagram.com/prodbyswazy

1:12 - 1:34 - zader
@zaderwhatareyoudoing
instagram.com/zadersucks

1:34 - 1:57 - 1Booth
@1booth
instagram.com/l.ukebooth

1:57 - 2:19 - kire
@kirenoomstar
instagram.com/kirenoomstar

2:19 - 2:42 - Me again

2:42 - 3:04 - Qliche'
@inholyful
instagram.com/inholy

3:04 - 3:27 - theyadorewill
@theyadorewill
instagram.com/theyadorewill

3:27 - 3:50 - Kenzii
@hikenzii
instagram.com/hi.kenzii

3:50 - 4:12 - goji!
@genshingoji
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4:12 - 4:35 - Kxly06
@kxly
instagram.com/kxly06

4:35 - 4:57 - Clearlyyy
@seeingclearlyyy
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4:57 - 5:20 - Me once again

summer cypher

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summer cypher +swazy, zader, 1Booth, kire, Qliche, theyadorewill, Kenzii, goji, kxly06, & clearlyyy

prod @yuki-pons

lyrics:
the seperation makes it easier to fall in love
thats prolly why im always missing u when i get drunk
and idk wats going on with u like anymore-

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

hey there delilah doesnt even compare 
ill tell a story bout a person that was never even there 
and i dont think that its fair
cause now im barely aware 
self worth dont mean shit when ur gone 

where did u go
i cant chase noone but u
im stuck here i trusted u
i lost trust 
lost it again for u
but thats fine im so obsessed with u

i got back got back again with u
we're both toxic too
its so obvious 
i got an audience 
to show them im still a masochist

again with u (shyburial)

w/ @pinkperc
prod me
mixed by me & perc
cover by me
sample from White Oleander

-lyrics-

benji
the world is overwhelming me
it hurts me just to tell you not to leave
cause you were my love
you were my everything
you hurt my heart so bad, yeah
baby stop in the name of your conscience
does it make you happy to watch it all come crashing down
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down
baby i still hope you're happy now

perc
i hope you're happy 
cause it's a struggle to get through every day
and i wake up in agony i wish you would have stayed
and i can't stop all the memories wish it wasn't this way
and i have to live and move on cause i'll never see your face

benji
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down

benji & perc
yeah now, yeah now, hey
yeah now, yeah now
hey, cause baby i still hope you're happy now
baby i still hope you're happy now
yeah now




















haha get it cause the song is called happy but the song is actually really sad get it haha :(

happy

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happy +pinkperc

prod @user-238307669 + @northeastlights

mix + master - @kainebot

cover - @stainedgl4ss

lyrics: 

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

i blacked out and woke up in the maze in my mind
pacing in circles, tryna leave it all behind
a mask in disguise trying to mask my demise
pull back the curtain let me into the light

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful
begging the benzos to be careful with my heart
they whisper back “you know that we can’t be apart”
it’s so hard 
i been fucked up from the start
i close my eyes my world goes dark
this game of life i press restart x_x

i’m running from myself right now and i can’t get away
sometimes i jus need help but don’t know what 2 say :/
i’m passing by on valium
lost myself don’t know what happened
broken on the floor i’m trying to pick up all the fragments

make me bleed
im not an angel
watch and see
I like it painful

valium

valium (fendijayd + northeast lights)

@1vacy
@ogbrayam

idk why im here
idk why i am here
u left me with these fears
honestly im so scared
and im tryin now
why cant u see
how did u turn out to be my enemy
now were falling out
why wont u catch me
u didnt have to lie to me

u told me that youd stay here
i dont know what im gonna do
u helped me face all my fears
all came back since i lost u
u didnt try at all
and i regret u
this fucking thought u
that i cant get through
im tryna fight it off
but i still want u
can i just let go

o o oh u need to let go
o o oh u need to let go

u need to let go </3 [vacy x brayam]

benji: 

i feel the gap that makes light of our difference
forms a path that always praises crushing spirits
im breathing fumes
solvent abuse
white spirit
none of u can see behind my eyes im distant


rit:

back on my shit and im living a life
we can all tell u living a lie
i feel like capo i sit and i cry
gone off the map i get up and i fly 
going outside
remember the nights where i wanted to die 
took a lil breathe and then i realize
i could never tell fell frm the minute that I saw u
pain it starts to swell it gives me hell and yet u saw thru
life feels like a bell and it keeps ringing like a sawtooth
feet straight on the ground i found a trapdoor i can fall thru
always had these problems but they all new

SPOTIFY

fumes w/ rit

не мой тайп +cast me out +кукла вуда

Мои легкие наполняются дымом
И больше не могу дышать
Отказывают силы
Меня поддерживает только лишь твое молчание
И когда нас не станет
То мир услышит молчание

Я кричу на тишину 
Эхо мне улыбается
Я один но не слаб
Сердце просто устало

Мир вокруг как спектакль 
Но роли в ней мало
То слезы и смех в один кадр
Все это сгорает

В одиночестве я нахожу стандарт 
Гнев как пламя 
Но оно не греет меня
А радость коротка

Меня поддерживает только лишь твое молчание 
И когда нас не станет 
То мир услышит молчание

𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

ty to https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves https://soundcloud.com/glasear & https://soundcloud.com/magtd
hook
I think you called me
I forgot to answer
left you with a ringtone
I might throw a tantrum
With it like unstoppable 
Im with it like romancer
With it like its 1982 
Im michael jackson
Flexing with a car thats stolen
I might go to jail
That bitch was so bad for me
She took me to hell
They told me im so fine
they tell me inhale
Im lost in this big world
I dont know myself
They say im too young
They say I dont understand whats going on
They say I dont care who I hurt oh na na na
They say Im so plain and simple na na na
They say Im too bad to have like
any opinions like
I dont care but like
Sometimes i care but like
It doesint bother me
Ok it bothers me
What is the point of me
I didint ask for that
I better take it back

(Rosesleeves)
i always let shit get to me i know that it’s too bad
not everything is gonna work out the way that i planned
needa learn to accept that
i keep stressin over the small things that don’t last
think i’ve reached my limit don’t know how much more i can take
they say it gets better but i’ve been worse everyday
i’m just tryna run it up
beyond the point of giving a fuck
i’ve run out of my motivation
starin at the walls, i’m losin patience
see me comin up they say congratulations
but they don’t give a fuck i see it on their faces

(MAG)
oh would you tell me, if it’s a problem
or would you help me out, would i be shot down
would i be locked down, yeah would i be gone now
would i be taken all away
i wanna find you out in space
i wanna find you out of place yeah
feel the same way, i feel the same weight
call me back again

again with u (shyburial)

subsad