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Lyrics;
I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

It's hard to say, 
what has made me who i am today.
I was crawling for help in my high school,
So i was going to classes in bad moods.
Its obvious,
that what i lack is confidence,
But it's hardly this.
I can try to pinpoint the problem, 
as i try to remember the things that have led to my downfall.

Is it too late to write on the pages that i've torn to pieces? 
Because it's so hard to talk when i'm angry for no reason! (x2)

I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

(prod by. Number48)

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ahhhh feelings! (prod. Number48)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
pacing around the floor making circles that could go miles
tears are running down my face they're stacking up in piles
threw us in recycle, unrecognizable files
all our data's lost, babe it's been a while
cause we
don't need
us
remember when we met i was too scared to even look at u
these knots that are in my stomach ain't normal they're all bc of u
and i can't help but stutter the first time i ever talked to you
and i knew u were special, really thought we'd have a future
but we
don't need
us

i stg
this can't be real
2 years gone
nothing to feel
it went so fast
thought it would last
but i was too, arrogant with that

staying the night at your home
feels good waking up, knowing ur close
don't know why or how i go
with you, was never alone
i'm poppin all my cells
where are you now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay right here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that i've always feared
that i fear

CAPABLE OF LOSING EVERYTHING
I GOT NO FRIENDS
ONLY PEOPLE THROUGH A PHONE SCREEN
I'M ALONE LESS
WHEN YOU CALLED I WAS HOPING
YOU WERE COMING HOME
1 YEAR DONE NOW 3
LEFT TO GO
POURING OUT MY HEART TO RANDOM EYES
BET THEY KNOW ME
BETTER THAN YOU EVER DID
COME AND SHOW ME
SHE'S TOO BUSY THROWING UP
ALL THE ALCOHOL
WHILE I'M SITTING IN MY LIVING ROOM
CUDDLING WITH MY DOG
bored out of my mind, riff guitar i love to escape
cut off everyone, i keep swimming in my mistakes
staring at the ceiling
bet it has more feelings
than i ever will i come to realize i'm deceiving

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Haunt - Falling In Love

BLANCA / Prod KayDrippedInSauce

i recorded this while i was hella sick

Mean more than you could ever know
Sittin by myself in an empty grove
Still the same kids know we never grown
Haven’t seen you since the day I left home

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

(Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches)

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nothing (weikoo + 02ashes)

talk2me

1999 [prod. siem spark x max flynn]

underscores – your favorite sidekick (feat. 8485) [wone flip]

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

GOTTA GO (Prod. Mavvi) (VIDEO ON YOUTUBE)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/doing-2-much
lyrics

Only get this feeling when I’m touching you
Can’t tell if you give a fuck about it
Got so much love for you
I can’t tell if this the wrong time to bring this up but
I really miss the way your body feel
Your bestfriend told me I was the one that’s messing up
I know I like to play I guess I’m doing too much
Yeah I’ll be back soon
How the fuck do I make these songs
It’s all because of you
I’m taking these shots right to the face
So don’t get mad if I just pick up my phone tonight
And Ima do what it takes whatever makes me feel right
Wake up drunk, pissed as fuck
Like what the fuck is my life
Yeah I think it’s time
Like maybe if we touch a little, I’ll be fine

Like hold on, wait
I can’t tell if you’re serious bae
I’m on my way
Cuz you’ve been distant, not calling me lately
I’m feeling real sick to my stomach
Everyone walks when I’m running
I’m doing my best and it’s nothing
Somebody tell me why
This shit just keeps on happening to me
I wanna (fucking die)
Don’t fucking say that
I got that devil on my shoulder screaming
You better get payback
I’m about to get with all your friends
And do you dirty like you did to me
Wake me up when this shit ends
I don’t wanna pretend no more

This shit ain’t fun for a nigga like me
I almost slipped into the streets
All these bitches slimy
Ain’t nobody healing me
Nobody doing shit for free
I need to get these feelings off cuz you know that I

doing 2 much (p. typhoon)

yes im aware i sound like a radio thats the point :P

prod: @prodstrang + @oaelis

lyrics:

walk around you actin stupid like you actin dumb
finger on the trigger while these benjamins around my thumb
woah woah you cnt seem to cop a bag
saint laurent up in my closet i jus keep on counting tags
yeah yous a bitch yeah
yous a bitch yeah
it's a lot of desperation you never do shit yeah
walk it walk it off
y'all busy talkin shit but we gon hit you with a glock
hit you with a glock

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feel like bruno way i pop out with those sticky fingers (jojo reference)
pussy you below me lil boy yeah you is a second stringer
i got the racks on me
pussy cnt follow the key
draco on my hip bitch shooting at your spleen >:)
step in the function with a motive i got the glock on me i feel like this shit campaign
finger stay twitching i'm pressed on the trigger , you are who you are that's why i cnt refrain
you rlly think we give a fuck pussy like we wouldn't aim the scope right at yo brain
choppa hot , shit it burn like bleach, but difference is that we gon leave a stain
rip out his eyes like my name freddy krueger
left right , bktherula
left right , look both ways
bullets like graffiti way they gon spray
way they gon spray
aye (4x)

patterned leather all up on my clothes 
yeah
ball up on that bitch like i'm d rose
yeah
i'm up in the top now , bitch i put the top down , bitch she give me top now
she give me top

-

walk around you actin stupid like you actin dumb
finger on the trigger while these benjamins around my thumb
woah woah you cnt seem to cop a bag
saint laurent up in my closet i jus keep on counting tags
yeah yous a bitch yeah
yous a bitch yeah
it's a lot of despiration you never do shit yeah
walk it walk it off
y'all busy talkin shit but we gon hit you with a glock
hit you with a glock

tags - prod strang & oaelis

yes that was fortnite battle bus sample
produced by me

lyrics:
i know he gets mad when i talk to u
see it in his eyes he smelled my perfume
all up in ur clothes its just wat i do
i aint wanna do it but i had to
just to make a statement like a mf tattoo

walk into the function i can barely even see shit
i wont make assumptions but i think she wanna cheat bitch
she asked for my number he got nervous and repeats it
always on my dick and i aint even wanna be here

i got options but ur bitch the main one
i could stop it but u not gon say none
you too pussy and u short u cant run
feel like 6'4 too with my mf gun

bitch u hear the fucking drums they gon hear them then they run
in my city im their father i aint ever been ur son
they gon ask me for a beat and im gon scam em then i run
she said she so fucking pissed at me and she not gonna text back
give me one more week and she gon tell me that she miss sad
sometimes i be feeling hella bad for that dumbass
lately i been smoking hella gas with the mistress
pussies always lurking stay the fuck out of our business

they said im a hoe well of course i need someone to write songs about
call up on my phone there aint shit we gotta talk about
how tf u pressed this is really all ur fault
how tf they cheat on u and we aint get caught
blame yourself blame the wealth but dont ever blame me
maybe u should get ur money up ur tanks on E
broke bitch are u really surprised 
that she would really fucking leave me at the sight of my eyes
cause all the signs were there and u aint give a fuck
so i why would i give less when im always drunk

blame yourself

sidelines

FANTA 2 (Ft. RCKTS! AND BENJI)

You can love me or hate me
Shawty been testing my strength
Aint a hoe could forget me
I been praying hard
But ion believe in a god that forgave me
Sniffing on Cocoa <3
Platinum grillz in my mouth
Dripped in rose gold
Cant trust no bitches
Im learning my lesson
They tell you they love you
Then leave in a second
Created a demon
Fuck you and your heaven
And now they come 'round
Tryna eat off my plate
I tell them all get the fuck out my face
Where you was at when nobody was safe
I was sleeping on floors
And begging for change
Run from police cause they all know my face
Got arrested at 15 that B and E case almost killed me
I think im better alone
Cause i dont think anybody could feel me

Yuh

Something damaged my soul
Aint nobody know the real me
Yeah
Aye, aye

Bitch i was there when nobody else would be
So how do you feel without me?
You go and run to your friends saying that you werent with me
Bitch how do you lie through your teeth?
Oh, i guess its better
Now you gone forever
Could never forgive you for that
I hope you know that you dead to me
Thats what i meant when i told you i love you to death
So i burnt the bridge
And i made sure you hate me
Look at the moon every time that you feel me
Its crazy
You never said goodbye
Hope you okay with that
Cause thats the last time that i'll let you break me

You can love me or hate me
Shawty been testing my strength
Aint a hoe could forget me
I been praying hard
But ion believe in a god that forgave me
Sniffing on Cocoa <3
Platinum grillz in my mouth
Dripped in rose gold
Cant trust no bitches
Im learning my lesson
They tell you they love you
Then leave in a second
Created a demon
Fuck you and your heaven
And now they come 'round
Tryna eat off my plate
I tell them all get the fuck out my face
Where you was at when nobody was safe
I was sleeping on floors
And begging for change
Run from police cause they all know my face
Got arrested at 15 that B and E case almost killed me
I think im better alone
Cause i dont think anybody could feel me

Yuh

Something damaged my soul
Aint nobody know the real me
Yeah
Aye, aye

cocoa

cocoa (amare luna)

916frosty - west side story (freestyle)

song by @prodpitfall @misakufoxx & @0wido (instagram)... ................@prodpitfall @shadowkingkillz & me (soundcloud)

chrome (ft. misakufoxx & pitfall)

Part 2 enjoy!
All composed by me no samples

Interlude pt2(elias)

perfume

@kisuhampi - perfume

prod @ericslake

i been getting guap it’s so heavy make my pants fall 
eric going crazy it’s for sure bitch we gone ball
i been of a xan i can’t walk but i won’t fall 
i been working too damn hard i say fuck em all
bb on my belt bitch i mix it with the chrome hearts 
imma get my cash then we spend it at the fucking mall
life been kinda hard put a xan in the wockhardt
i just did a line now i’m spazzing like a retard
it’s been only me only me never trust a thot 
talking down on me bro gone pop u like a poptart
i be kinda nice but my brothers going dumb hard 
i just met this bitch turn her crib to a drug park 

life been kind of crazy i don’t get it bitch i swear to god
jack been going crazy that’s my bestie bitch i swear to god 
pop another perc bitch i’m flying ion gotta walk
bro go get some money bitch i swear all u do is talk

blame yourself

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