it's getting bad again

Weird Religion (rough demo)

original - https://soundcloud.com/signcrushesmotorist/sign-crushes-motorist-better

originally recorded and produced by me and rose in my bedroom around halloween time:3
vocals, guitar and co-production by me
production, additional vocals, mix and master by @rosesleeves

better (sign crushes motorist cover)

Where Am I? - Title Fight (Live Accoustic Version)

Ontario

my first original song<3

Lyrics:
The sky’s been grey since you walked away,
I’ve been tracing your footsteps, but they fade,
Every word you said still lingers in my mind,
Like I’m searching for something I’ll never find.

You were the light in this darkened room,
Now all I feel is the weight of the gloom.

I’m falling apart, piece by piece,
Trying to find a way to make this heart release,
But every time I try to let you go,
I’m pulled back into the pain I know.
I’m falling apart, can’t hold on tight,
I’m losing myself in the dead of night,
And you’re not here to see,
That I’m falling apart, losing me.

Your side of the bed is cold and bare,
Like the space you left, pretending you cared,
I play our song but the notes feel wrong,
Since you left, I’ve been stuck too long.

I tell myself it’s just a phase,
But I’m sinking deeper into this haze.

I’m falling apart, piece by piece,
Trying to find a way to make this heart release,
But every time I try to let you go,
I’m pulled back into the pain I know.
I’m falling apart, can’t hold on tight,
I’m losing myself in the dead of night,
And you’re not here to see,
That I’m falling apart, losing me.

I never knew love could break this hard,
Leaving me shattered, scarred, and torn apart,
But I’m still holding on to a piece of you,
Even though I know I’m breaking in two.

I’m falling apart, and I can’t pretend,
That I’ll find a way to mend in the end,
I’m falling apart, and I don’t know how,
To be whole again, without you now.

i'm losing me

it all comes at once

starting over again

for james

like a waterfall

to speak

The Truth: Devining The Well

Chapter V

Right Here

What You Want

"Jesus, please help me. God, forgive me for all my sins. I'm sorry."


it's getting cold 

amd I'm giving up 

I don't do relationships 

they're too easy to break



bathe in my sins
recur memories 
carving my skin
and hurting my own

hurting my own...



"it's not getting easy."

easy

starting over again

subtle life enthusiast

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