You said I’m crazy, said it’s my mind playin’ tricks,
Blamed my condition every time I’d see the hints,
Said my thoughts was twisted, I just needed to breathe,
But truth don’t hide forever, now you can’t deceive me.

I saw the signs, yeah, I felt the shift in your tone,
Late replies, cold nights, you ain’t sleepin’ at home,
You told me “baby, it’s your illness,” like I made it up,
Now I’m the villain in your story, but I just gave you love.

I ain’t perfect, but I was loyal through the storm,
Held you close when the world tried to break your form,
Now I’m sittin’ in silence, replayin’ what you said,
Guess you meant it when you told me “it’s all in my head.”

But now I know, it wasn’t voices, it was truth I heard,
Every whisper in my chest was a warning word,
You gaslit a real one, made me doubt my soul,
Now I’m losin’ what I loved just to gain control.

Goodbye, girl, this pain ain’t for pretend,
You showed your heart, now this chapter gotta end,
I hope the guilt keeps you up in my stead,
‘Cause it was never in my mind — it was in your bed.

I ain’t bitter, just broken in a different way,
You taught me love can lie with a straight face,
Every “I love you” now sound like disguise,
Every tear that I shed just another goodbye.

You had me questionin’ what’s real, what’s fake,
You took my trust, girl, and bent it till it break,
But I’m stronger now, scars turnin’ into proof,
That even through my madness, I still spoke truth.

But now I know, it wasn’t voices, it was truth I heard,
Every whisper in my chest was a warning word,
You gaslit a real one, made me doubt my soul,
Now I’m losin’ what I loved just to gain control.

Goodbye, girl, this pain ain’t for pretend,
You showed your heart, now this chapter gotta end,
I hope the guilt keeps you up in my stead,
‘Cause it was never in my mind — it was in your bed.

So don’t say “I’m sorry,” I done heard enough lies,
You played with my peace just to cover your pride,
Now I’m finally free, though it’s tearin’ me apart,
You can’t gaslight the truth — it lived in my heart.


goodbye

S.T.U.M.B.L.E
Survive Trials, Understand Mistakes, Bounce, Learn, Elevate
*I try and provide lyrics to all my music in case Its hard to understand im still shy and
 nervous when I record thank you to everyone who supports my music,likes it, repost it, or even just press play im thankful for you guys

Passionate reader. Tv trailblazer. Zombie ninja. Bacon aficionado. Coffee scholar. Food fanatic.

goodbye

ElOriginal