i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

dye my hair an ocean blue so i can match you
there’s beauty in the falling leaf but i won’t ever catch you
why does it always feel like that i haven’t even met you

if i eat then you eat
if you’re hungry i’m hungry 
this shit ain’t for the weak
you gotta work til it’s sunny
how’d you try and stab my back when all i want was in front of me

(i cannot feel shit) i can see through your lies
i’m never at peace and it’s hard to find
i’m gonna cry would rather just stay inside
if you say that you hate it well so do i


the way that the air changed was it something i said
i can’t keep up with you you’re pacing ahead 
can’t stop being manic you just hang by a thread 
always indecisive i guess i’m screwed in the head

i don’t have the guts anymore
but i still tried to kiss you before i closed the door
i can’t imagine how you would settle the score
the way it slipped through my hands, i’m not ready for war

rlyfeel2

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & wstdyth
produced by donttrustlando & tgwog
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
I don’t wanna talk bout drama
Baby get money not mad
And I raised you all if I’m honest
Calling me mommy not dad
I keep it true to the facts
Don’t gotta thank me for that
I was asleep at the pad when my power was cut and my blankets were trash
My heart is could to the touch
Hotter than yours is too much
I’m only saying it once
If you listen closely you’ll be stunned
See me on a TV when I stunt
Rock me like a riff that’s hella grunge
Thought that I could be your only one
But I never thought that that would be enough
Drink a redbull slowing down the clock 
Got these wings like a albatross 
I wander but I'm not lost 
I wonder if these dice are tossed 
Will I roll snake eyes 
I can read your mind so don't say lies 
It's always up and down I guess c'est la vie 
That V on your shirt looks so lame brah
Feel like the Citadel how I got all these ricks yeah 
I'm at the wishing well Imma throw in my chips yeah
I luv the kush smell resin over my lips yeah
Walk on my tiptoes by the light of the moon
Why you wanna see me lose
Imma cash in all my blues 
Feel so sick catching the flu 
Fashion piled up in my room

ALL PLATFORMS

if u listen closely w/ wstdyth (+ donttrustlando x tgwog)

Lyrics:

You know it’s cold here in the winter at night
At night
You know I’ve made some mistakes but I’m still everything he isn’t
All right
Maybe I’ll come hold you when it’s finished
And we can talk it over how we wish that it was different
But I still
Gotta tell myself to breath when I’m alone with you
I know I mess up everything that I get close to
Baby I didn’t mean to fuck it all up
Don’t hate me
Tell me how to fix us

She don’t like it when it rains
I know so I’ll wash it down the drain
(For you I’d do anything, I’d do anything)
I don’t want to be afraid
(For you I’d do anything, your my everything)
That you’ll leave
So don’t leave
Don’t leave
Just stay
With me
Riding round with me
Just stay here with me
Know you can’t forget me
With me
Driving home with me
Just stay here with me
Won’t let you forget me

Gotta tell myself to breath when I’m alone with you
I know I mess up everything that I get close to
Just tell me why you couldn’t tell me all
The whole truth
Everything that I went through with just to hold you
Just to hold you
Just to hold you
Just let me hold you

Tell me why you had to break me down
Just to stay
And don’t you say that you're in love with me
Don’t you say
I gave you everything
You took from me
I behaved
But then you went and ruined everything I became

winter (glasear +  slappy + glxy)

Lyrics:
I cannot ask you to be nice
I cannot ask you to be mine
I just wanted someone to like me 
Now you don’t mean anything to me 
You don’t mean anything to me
You are like everybody else I meet
No you never liked to dance
And you never liked my friends
No you never wanted me 
And now you want one more chance 
Can u not understand 
Can you not comprehend
Can you not see me standing here
I can't believe
I can't compete
I can't delet
I cannot be
The things you want
The things you got
The things you need
You left me standing in the rain
You left me down and in the way
You didn’t need me anyways 

Now I’m on the top floor and
If you wanna come and join me
Whatchu gonna do for me
I don’t think you’re gonna change 
And you don’t do enough for me
I stay winning anyways 
Now u are not enough for me
I don’t need you anyways
I don’t need you anyway
I don’t need you anyways
I don’t need you anyway

cannot ask (ami + wasterr)

look into my eyes

life goes on [prod. shinju]

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