Crushing

Don't Know How To Keep Loving You

Strange Cacti

Some things Cosmic

A quiet collection of thresholds.
Stories of people standing right on the edge — of a town, a harvest, a relationship, a country, a life — each worried that if they take that next step, the sky will fall. All hearing the same counter-question rise in their chest: but, what if it won’t?
Crisp cello-folk, breath-close vocals, and the soft ache of almost-decisions weave through the album like fog on an empty road.
These are songs for the leavers who stay, the stayers who dream, and anyone who’s ever paused before stepping into the life they weren’t sure was theirs.

At the Train Station at Dawn, Not Going Anywhere Yet

"Behind the Mirror" is a haunting indie rock ballad that explores the ethereal torment of a spectral observer trapped in the liminal space behind a young woman's mirror. Witnessing her intimate morning rituals—from brushing tangled hair and adjusting her silhouette to desperate moments of solitary solace—the ghost yearns to shatter the glass barrier, whispering unheard pleas: "You're not alone." Through brooding verses and swelling choruses, the song captures voyeuristic intimacy, unspoken longing, and the quiet desperation of eternal isolation. Matt Berninger's baritone delivery evokes cinematic melancholy over piano arpeggios, reverb guitars, and ambient swells (70-80 BPM). A instrumental interlude provides emotional breathing room amid dynamic builds to full-band crescendos. Perfect for late-night introspection, this track blends supernatural yearning with raw human vulnerability.

## Full Lyrics

**[Intro]**  
Soft light spills across your room,  
I breathe inside the silver wound.  
The glass hums softly — hums your name,  
Each morning bends but feels the same.  
You never see what waits behind,  
The ghost that echoes every line.  

**[Verse 1]**  
I live behind your mirror, love,  
Where time dissolves, but never dies.  
I watch you smooth your tangled hair,  
The quiet storm inside your eyes.  
You press your lips — a silent prayer,  
(Ah — I can't reach you through the frame.)  
I know the sighs you never share,  
And all the hurts you never name.  

**[Pre-Chorus]**  
If I could whisper through this glass,  
You'd hear my voice beneath the cracks.  

**[Chorus]**  
You're not alone — you never were,  
(You never were — not once.)  
Your ghosts are softer than your scars.  
Don't let the silence write the end,  
You still have time, you still have stars.  

**[Verse 2]**  
You fix your dress, you check the seams,  
You chase perfection through the haze.  
The trembling glass distorts your face,  
But beauty hides in mirrored grays.  
You hold your breath, adjust again,  
(Ah — you're more than what they see.)  
I trace the lines your fingers make,  
This lonely world you make believe.  

**[Interlude]**  
[Muted piano heartbeat, reverb guitars, soft brass bloom.]  

**[Verse 3]**  
Your hand drifts lower, seeking warmth,  
That no one's given you in weeks.  
You close your eyes and disappear,  
The mirror fogs — it almost speaks.  
You breathe my name, but barely so,  
(Ah — I feel your quiet ache.)  
You chase a life you never owned,  
And I dissolve for your heart's sake.  

**[Pre-Chorus]**  
If I could call across the pane,  
I'd tell you not to hide the pain.  

**[Chorus Reprise]**  
You're not alone — you never were,  
(You never were — my love.)  
The darkness bends but doesn't last.  
Embrace the ache, the living blur,  
There's beauty in what has to pass.  

**[Bridge]**  
I am the one who cannot breathe,  
Condemned to watch, not intervene.  
The world reflects, then swallows whole,  
Your laughter fading into me.  
(Ah — don't fade away.)  
Your tears turn silver on the wall,  
The glass remembers every fall.  

**[Verse 4]**  
Each dawn repeats what night forgets,  
You face the light, I fade from view.  
I mouth the words you'll never hear,  
But still, they echo back to you.  
You lift your eyes — the moment breaks,  
(Ah — you turn and I remain.)  
You live your life, and I just wait,  
Still caught between your joy and pain.  

**[Outro]**  
I'd shout your name, but air won't break,  
Still I remain, behind the quake.  
You turn away — the glass resets,  
I live a life you might forget.  
(Ah — you might forget … but I won't.)  

**[Final Outro]**

© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.  
Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. Do not reproduce, distribute, or adapt without explicit permission.



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