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THIS WILL NOT END WELL

lovely

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http://fleetingjoys1.bandcamp.com/track/kiss-a-girl-in-black-single

Fleeting Joys - Kiss A Girl In Black

THIAGO SILVA (500's SECRET MELODY MDR VIP)

i sense the end
my rotting complex
her bleeding headdress
colors my flaggelance 

skulls painting a witness
reccomended xanax 
crawling ape
its all it takes

clozapine
is all i need
clozapine

clozapine

on the movie screen
past the greatest loss
surely I am stuck
shows her soft eyes
bask and ageless
x3
she asks herself

I'll say
don't wait for me
I'll say
I'm losin sleep

Movie Screen

i saw the news last night and
was i supposed to cry?
ur face has everything
to see from a mile away
and ur camrys still in ur parking lot
down by the church
all these times alone with u 
has changed me for the worst

trying
for some luck
and pills do
pills do
oh u 
u said ur through
with all this

i hope you, fly
x4

All These Times Alone With You

take a dare
pull my hair out
in ur room
on saturday

its time to stick
im gonna lose my mind
from all of this
a whole of shit

try my luck
yea i really suck
u hit ur drag
i kiss ur neck

and holy god
i love the way u stare
u stare

Stare

song one

another song that got thrown away instead of released

What Are You Waiting For

--lyrics--
bleed out all the sin
lips of death sing lullabies
enchanting
she's calling

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me

by the tree there's a bird
she eats the worm
feed off of pain
life so worthless
like an idiot
you make me feel stupid
oh oh oh oh oh

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me
filled with rot
make me something i'm not
the sun shines apon me
and it burns
i begged for your help
and you turned

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

*lyrics*
and you try
just to be
a good person

god 
bless our souls
and save me
i’m sorry

save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save 
me

i’m not perfect
but i wish i was
you never notice when i try
you never notice when i cry
i hope you notice when i die

i never asked to be born so why am i paying the price for your mistakes

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

There are sounds pouring in through the open window

pill friends cover 
tribute to ryan
my last cover song for a long while
ive might have listened to this song over a million times...

wearing my dead dog's skin (COVER)

-,,^

grace
blooms into  ur face
the blood wont erase from
compromising faiths

it takes two to die
a neatly written lie 
so numb to demise

kiss the vomit on the mirror
as it drips away
so beauty will stayy

the saddest moment of her life
was being born alive
another womb to cry

mutilate 2 feel great
blood drops on my wrists today
mutilate 2 feel great
take more pills to numb the pain
x2

There are sounds pouring in through the open window

Sugar Machine Humble Motion