vocals, guitar & production by misogi
lyrics by teddy @tddybrr

look its been a hard year,
and its on my mind,
now that all my fight's been diminished,
still think you should be here,
after all this time,
you're the only thing on my wishlist

look its been a hard year,
and its on my mind,
now that all my fight's been diminished,
and i used to think that,
if it went as planned,
id be dead to you by christmas,

but after all was said,
and we both were done,
we learned it was wrong to dismiss this,
cause I need the love during week,
and our love's getting weak,
to be travelling this distance,

look its been a hard year,
and its on my mind,
now that all my fight's been diminished,
still think you should be here,
after all this time,
you're the only thing on my wishlist

dead by christmas

lyrics written by @tddybrr
vocals, guitar and production by @misogi
synthwork by @sys_tem
thanks to @cats-kill

last week,
i tried burning all your letters,
in a bucket on my porch,
the gasoline got on my jumper,

i guess ill never know,

if your dad had beat that cancer,
tried to ask you on the phone in May,
but couldn’t bare the answer,

because
weak i am,

i tried burning all your letters,
now they’re drying on my clothesline,
and I’m banking on the weather,

to stay good


love letters drenched in gasoline

drum programming by @falls-2 & @misogi
bass guitar by @distancedecay
guitar by @misogi
synths by @sys_tem & @falls-2
vocals by @misogi
written by @tddybrr & @misogi

hook (written by misogi):

everything's been said
it's all irrelevant
and i'm just lost in my head
tossing, turning, yearning, wishing,
burning up
i just moan and complain 
about the same old shit,
again and again,
this is exactly why,
i don't blame you,
i'd leave me too

bridge (written by teddy):

my best friends are dead,
i blame that on things I've said,
messages they thought weren't read,
messages I wrote in head,
my best friends are dead,
i still send them texts,
like it should have been me instead


one for the books

2015

lyrics written by @tddybrr
vocals, guitar and production by @misogi
additional guitar by @sys_tem and @falls-2
bass guitar by @distancedecay
synthwork by @sys_tem and @falls-2

better luck next time!

~ I Love U ~

suicidepartii@gmail.com

Misogi @misogi
Teddybear @tddybrr
System @sys_tem
Falls @falls-2
Distance Decay @distancedecay

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