waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
sit down in the porch lights tend to wait for a call
I shouldn’t have made it through the night 
But I made it out alive fuck everybody saying I won’t

real soon I’ll be ready to go
real soon ima take another pill and some more
this noon ima show you what’s left
this noon ima give it my all
six pills i can’t take anymore
more pills and i would’ve put an end to it all
ima sad kid i cant let momma know
i cant stand seeing her cry anymore

save me but nobody ever gave a fuck
it’s me, can’t nobody see me through these walls
xan, lean I’ll experiment in this cup
all geeked in my bedroom all docked alone
four weeks and nobody has hit my phone
the only text that I get is when I hit my plug
the only voice is slowly getting numb
chemicals in my head got me going dumb

waking up with no sunlight felt it in my bones
my friends were crying all night cause they thought I was gone
lay down in the porch lights trynna bring me to earth
wipe those tears cause I’m making it home this time

suisside- pills (prod. x10derrick)

i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

i would give you all my bands i don’t care what you say
i dont got that many fans but I love them to death
i don’t think you understand somethings wrong in my brain 
i don’t think I had the chance to make myself feel the pain
i was trynna get my wealth I had nothing to say
i was working on myself ain’t nobody the same
i was trynna treat you well you were not like the lames 
i aint need nobody’s help I’m by my own in my lane

(my lane) 
get the fuck out my lane
(get the fuck out my lane)
get thе fuck out my lane
(my lane)
i cut you off like a vein
(i cut you off like a vein)
i cut you off like my veins
(my veins)
i wanna go out and say
(i wanna go out and say)
i think im going insane
(insane)
im working hard everyday
(im working hard everyday)
and if I die I’ll be safe

i feel like im spending my last days on this earth
and if I die I won’t be alone
nothings going my way somethings wrong
im not afraid to see the unknown
something is going on somethings in my head
i dont fucking know I can’t help but shake
somethings fucking up somethings not okay
i would give you the world if I’m allowed to stay

suisside- my last days (original version)

suisside - trench coat (prod. manget$u)

suisside- still love you (prod. x10derrick)

(lyrics)

Fuck, dye my hair, baby, I don't give a fuck
I'mma let them all stare, they ain't making any bucks
Tell them life ain't fair, we ain't moving in a rush
You can tell them I don't care, middle finger stay up

Nothing but some nosebleeds and some shivers
A lot of people say they know me but can't remember
Can't remember the good times, remember the good highs
The type of highs got me feeling like I'mma die in my sleep

Fuck, let me know when the sun rise, been a long night
Hating when the sun shines, kills my whole damn vibe
so i Hopped up in the whip, been a long night
So she hopped up in the whip for a long ride

Good drugs, so we in for a long high
Good love, I be in it bout the whole night
Shawty wanna fuck, bitch, I wasn't told twice

Fuck, dye my hair, baby, I don't give a fuck
I'mma let them all stare, they ain't making any bucks
Tell them life ain't fair, we ain't moving in a rush
You can tell them I don't care, middle finger stay up
Nothing but some nosebleeds and some shivers

A lot of people say they know me but can't remember
Can't remember the good times, remember the good highs
The type of highs got me feeling like I'mma die in my sleep
Fuck, let me know when the sun rise, been a long night
Hating when the sun shines, kills my whole damn vibe

GHO$TBOY- Dye My Hair *prd.inkivi*

i dont care

[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

@gnarly_bunxh

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

lights off (prod. discent)

suisside - like it or not (prod.lilpipe)

www.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @yungnamahage)

sleepy hollow (prod. namahage)

trippin (prod. poni)

http://www.instagram.com/suissidee

[lyrics]

i’m in search of the feeling that took me away 
can you take me to earth i got one thing to say 
i don’t care hoe,
lose all your time while i’m lost off som yayo,
that doesn’t matter to me,

i got bout an eighth it’s inside off my jeans
i got boots full of blood you can follow my lead 
to the hell hole,
thousands of souls looking up as you hang on,
don’t let them read all your sins,

she flew by my side and she told me to get out the building,
she came in at nigh off a pill i was fucking her dearly,
don’t tell me to die girl i heard you and saw you so clearly,
i stay in my room making songs while i’m smoking severely,

got a tab on my tongue, 
it’s breaking i’m quaking 
my heads off the walls,
it’s taking it’s time but it won’t be too long,
i lean back and cry while my eyes slowly close,
i’m here now i’m gone

scarecrow (prod. manget$u)

archiving lost/deleted suisside songs for everyone to experience. @suiluxe on instagram. suisside fan since 2019. seen sui live x2

suisside - trench coat (prod. manget$u)

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