she will... w/ lava & shisui [prod. t-minus]

og crowlyyy version of slow motion...

lyrics:
i thought that we were meant to be
but now you wont go
and i cant sleep
eyes wont let me be
the love we had was strong and true 
but now its all gone
im lost im on my own
on my own
slow motion
she tried to hurt me high
i just wont die
dragging me
down as i try to fly
leave me to cry
i tried to take my time
life been getting hard but i wont die
but i wont mind
i think its bout that time i confess everything thats going in my mind
but im not right
im falling i surround my self with ppl they just want me for my time
but i dont mind
there calling me they know that i can hear them but i barely even try
but i dont mind
i thought that we were meant to be
but now you wont go
and i cant sleep
eyes wont let me be
the love we had was strong and true 
but now its all gone
im lost im on my own
on my own
slow motion
she tried to hurt me high
i just wont die
dragging me
down as i try to fly
leave me to cry
leave me to die
woah woah
guess its bout time that i been on my own
bottle up all my tears yea i keep em in my soul
i dont wanna see your face i just wanna be alone
and i waste my time
and i been so sad but i do my best
hear the rest
ima die

leave me to cry... (poppyozu)

Man I’m way to fucked up

I fucked my life up
I fucked my worth up
leave me lone im burnt out
Watch me while I burn down 
White ash whatch it burn into the ground
I been through way to much pain I won’t ever make a sound
why I feel so fucked up I don’t ever wanna see you not again
I don’t wanna flash back to the past u not my friend
bitch I wish I blew my head off fore we even met 
Now im picking up pieces of my brain
I just wish it never had to be this way
keep me living up inside the dark
Ima pour up all my feelings in this art

I’m way to fucked up

I fucked my life up
I fucked my worth up
leave me lone im burnt out
Watch me while I burn down 
White ash whatch it burn into the ground
I been through way to much pain I won’t ever make a sound
Curve now 
I fell 
I know
(I know)
dead how 
I failed 
Myself
(Myself)
No options why im never living
I can’t get no piece of mind
I can’t live this life when id rather crash my car and die
im just speaking out my fuckin mind
On a decline ima press rewind 
I can see my life
I wont see my pain
But I see my knife
I can see that no one cared 
I can see that I was right
I don’t wanna live again no 
Not another night
Im to
Tired
Now ill haunt you
Go higher
I feel to rude
don’t write her
I’m feeling brand new 
sing choirs

Curve now 
I fell 
I know
(I know)
dead how 
I failed 
Myself
(Myself)

don’t die keep going

(Repeat hook)

fucked up @tcproducedit

damn we gon fly
this 9mm pointed at yo eye
we been gettin 2 lit bih dont die
diamond gon pass like cupid
yea das ong das ong das ong
i tried to tell myself i luv'd her huhhh
brand new chop n it sound like thunder huhhh
im finna get 2 the guap quick runner huhhhhh
v8 coupe w the gang dont suffer huhhhhh

nferior:
yea im booted all night 
got dat drank i feel alright
look @ da stars tonight 
2k im pushin my light 
takin my life 
pull da plug 
i start my life 
y df he beggin 
dat boy he a peasant
lemme up da 5 
wait i gotta add da 7 
minus 1 i keep a mac 11
now yall notice how im steppin 
wont leave a message

citrate:
dat boy want static
ill pull up with a fully automatic
n i dont know why yo shawty on me but
she wont stop tryna grab it
cant remember what happened
n idrc
im staring at her back end
while i pull on her hair
held him at gunpoint n took all his bread
everyone heard n his face turning red
been about a year since i started taking meds
idgaf what they said
im gettin rich off of fraud n robbery 
idgaf i stay fed
n this pussy happy guy always b stalkin me
idgaf cuz he a fed

strike w/ nferior & citrate

mya [prod. whitecxffin]

GORESOULJA FT. HXLX (HXLX)

die [prod. citrate]

(feat. LXXIV, Lava, LXR, Keta)
[prod. Lava]

I’m sick of always feeling like shit, I just want this all to stop
Never feel okay, every single day I’m feeling off
Hide from all the people, so you’ll find me on the rooftop
Can’t get outta bed some days, so I just lie and rot

I just wanna go
And travel, down these roads
I’m in so much pain
That, I cannot fucking maintain 

Woah, woah 
I don’t wanna see you, you know that
Hell no, i wont come back
My high is not contact, I’m off that
Yeah, that’s why she hate me
She’s tired of faking
And no one can save me, I’m praying I’m dead

But, i still wake up
Roll my weed, and i pour my cup
For a couple years I’ve been fed up, next up
You don’t wanna see me when I’ve had enough

You don’t really wanna be me, that shit never fun
I can never even speak on all the shit I’ve done
Think the dark just left, now dawn’s upon
Is it real or not? What’s real is gone

Kill myself tomorrow, that’s a promise
Write my suicide note, just being honest
Loneliness kills my thoughts, wanna end it all
Talk to me, just an empty vessel, I’m called

Tell me, that you don’t know
Tell me, that you love me
Tell me all these lies, so I can be happy

Tell me that I’m ignorant, that I feel
Tell me all my thoughts, sadness keeps me sad

Yeah, yeah
Fuck, I been trying
Why do I feel like dying?
Why are you always lying?
Dump you in a bag, go into hiding, yeah 

I go and I hide, yeah
Don’t ask, bitch I am fine, yeah
Am I crossing a line, yeah?
Think I’m fixing to die
Or will I get high?
I waste my fucking time

All that I know
Will I be okay, who knows?
Putting all this coke in my nose
Fixing to fuck all these hoes
Her neck leaking, like a hose, yeah

I’m gonna go, yeah
Fucking on blow, yeah
This whore’s going low, yeah

Leave me alone, I don’t wanna hear your voice, no more
Apologies mean nothing, when you walked right out the fucking door
I wish my soul never took this mission on earth
My eyelids are see through, I focused on the yellow light

Do you remember all the nights we spent, in those parking lots?
Do you remember all those times, you wished that I’m something I’m not?

Do you remember all those times, I proved you wrong?
You can’t even remember the words, to one my songs

strike w/ nferior & citrate

sulvyr