The Upload

Honey

Shapeshifter

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast  
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last 
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn’t hurt so bad 
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad 
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you’re meant to be and

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending that you love me
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
Don’t call me an old soul when I’m just unhappy 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
 You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that’s how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid 
I am still a little kid 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me

Pretend You Love Me

Driving to Hawaii

Driving to Hawaii (Juniper Version)

Crop Circles

matt watson's cover of space song. 
originally posted on youtube - https://youtu.be/u2aRvmigQ64

space song - matt watson (cover)

gravity (k's song) demo

Project- Smile - 8:5:25, 12.13 PM.m4a

Being So Normal

Techno Show

Happy Camper

Heart and My Car

Speaking Sonar

Lava

still woozy - lava (slowed + reverb)

Only in the West

Guess it’s time for sadboy kiss and tell
You ruined my life but I wish you well
I lied about that second part, oh well
Yeah quit leaving me voicemails about your pain
Shouldn’t have to listen to the shit you say
Why’d you even bring it up in the first place

Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you call me back at 3am
Just to tell me your defense 
Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you wanna go and bitch to your friends
Was it something that i said

Lately I fear there’s no end in sight
711 runs after midnight
I know you’re never there but you might
Maybe if I try I could sleep it off
I see you when I sleep so I don’t sleep at all
Slowly all my thoughts start singing my favorite song

Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you call me back at 3am
Just to tell me your defense 
Was it something I said
That made you anxious yeah it made you upset
Made you wanna go and bitch to your friends
Was it something that i said

Driving to Hawaii (Juniper Version)

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