In this heartfelt conversation, Matrudas opens up about his journey as a father, partner, and man learning to embrace vulnerability. 
Together with Edgar, he explores how cycles of fear and silence are passed down through generations — and how breaking them begins with emotional honesty.
From parenting with presence to healing the inner child, from crying in front of his children to finding strength in softness, Matrudas shares raw reflections on what it means to be a man who feels. 
This episode is an invitation to see vulnerability not as weakness, but as the deepest form of strength — and to remember that true healing often happens in relationship, when we dare to show up as we are.

Ep. 1 | Matrudas on parenting, presence & emotional freedom

Get absorbed into a timeless vortex of our ancient wisdom: 
The celebration of rythmn and sound. 
In a playful and genuine way, Sumsari finds the connecting strings to his audience. 
Hereby his musical style ranges from Downtempo, Deep House over Tech House, Techno and Trance.
What defines his music is not the genre but rather the feeling it conveys. Brave enough to show himself vulnerable through his choices.
"When words are not enough to describe what you feel,  then music will never fail" is herby his mantra he lives by.


-------------------UPCOMING GIGS-------------------------
 [Currently Traveling in India] 

----------------------PAST GIGS------------------------------
- 09.06.23 Märchenwald @ Zurück Zu Den Wurzeln Festival - Niedergörsdorf
- 23.04.23 Earth Night @ Christa Kupfer - Berlin
- 22.04.23 Private Houseboat Party @ Secret Location - Berlin 
- 21.04.23 Späti Rave @ Kukki's Prenzlauer Berg - Berlin 
- 24.03.23 Life is a Circus @ KitKatClub - Berlin

- 04.12.22 Carneball Bizarre, b2b Minja @ KitKatClub - Berlin
- 14.10.22 @ Ngon - Berlin
- 05.11.22 @ Ngon - Berlin
- 01.10.22, WIR Event @ Stuttgarter Platz - Berlin
- 09.09.22, Feelgood Hut @ Ngon - Berlin
- 08.08.22, Ngon @ Berlin [cancelled]
- 13.08.22, Carneball Bizarre @ KitKat - Berlin [cancelled]
- 15.07.22, Sternfest, b2b Eloïß @ Mellensee 
- 22.07.22 Blue Monkey Festival @ Leuenberg
- 08.07.22, Ngon @ Berlin
- 10.06.22, Ngon @ Berlin
- 28.05.22, Mulu's @ Secret location - Berlin
- 06.05.22, Ngon @ Berlin
- 24.06.22, Filmkunstbar Fitzcarraldo @ Berlin
- 08.05.22, Wanderers @Schwarze Heidi - Berlin
- 23.04.22, Rave Cloud @ Secret Location - London
- 24.04.22 BarFuß, b2b Eloïß @ Beate Uwe - Berlin