@1kkishin
please let's not do this again
girl you're so ignorant
drugs they be my only friend
take em like it's medicine 
think how good we might've been 
it's okay it always ends
it's too late to try again

I move on, no i cant take this
Please don't waste my time, i'm losing my patience 
I thought you were mine, you were his for the taking 
I'm losing my mind, my heart is breaking

(Kishin)

even if i try
i cant let go
knew it from the start
from the get go
ye u broke me down
did me so wrong
i cant even move on
think i learned my lesson
give af bout feelings
i repress them
it aint even worth expressing 
still got lots of questions 
but nah i aint even gna stress it
remember all those messages 
hate to admit it 
but im still attached to them
now its past tense

try again w/ kishin (victxrw)

a lab w my bestest buddy yoku boku [@yokulol] 

sampled this: https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby/taste-of-melancholy?si=6e560e95eb494c8da9b3949a1301defc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

self prod as usual

people keep asking for lyrics - ill try to do them from now on but me and my friends freestyle most of the stuff we make 

[bixby sample part thing]

[yoku boku]:
its uuuu
in my head
yeye
ye its time
i really like u 
even though i wanna lie about it
ion even wanna talk about it
no i nvr did
idk if i ever wna see u again
but thats the price to pay
with what i got with u
cuz of that pretty face <3

[bixby sample part thing]

[me]:
sometimes 
i wonder what u would be like
if u 
tried to be nice to me
ye im so sorry
but i tried my best4uu
{ye}
2many emotions 
im
2heartbroken

[halftime part inspired by @ketsai]

the sample!

see u again +yoku

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

tysm prod @012207 @jichuuu <3

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2023forus

dk u at all
jus say it to my face
u don luv me at all
I slowly start to break
ok ill take the pain away
take the fall but treat me like sum stranger yea
im danger somebody save me
lost in my head cant move stuck in a daydream
they lend me hand but its what i need
ill stay strong till the end i jus want u to see
its u that i belive in
honestly idc bout nobody else
i wanted this but now it feels like hell
i get lonely so lost no one to guide me
my flaws are what they know me for
its sad i cant go back to what we had before

Dear Diary (baz jichu) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

im sorry i havent dropped ina while but heres me and @k4rson :)
finally dropped a self prod YAY also ty @rewind214 for the mel ily

when i say that im okay, im not
i take another step knowing inside i rot
my tears are falling down but i act like strong
n my only way to cope is thru writing all these songs
(hopin that u sing along)
sometimes i wonder do you even think of me
how could u hurt me i thought we were on a team
was everything in my head, was it make believe?
but now ik not everything is what it seems

and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

@k4rson:
i feel a different type of hurt tho
you would never listen to my words
tried to break my heart, you're not the first ho
you ripped me apart, don't know why it hurts 

cuz i thought i was used to it
but i can't do this without you
i can't get used to this 
you can cry, you're allowed to 
so overwhelmed that i can't breathe 
i need new eyes so i can see

me:
and as i struggle to breath
all you do is just watch me
so now im taking my leave
cuz ik u didnt want me
now ik that ur not concerned
my eyes close as i still think of her
how could i not see that this never could of worked
the pain is getting worse i feel a different type of hurt

struggle to breathe +karson (rewind, akura)

mastered by me :3
we mixed our own vocals
hope yall enjoy this song with my twin @ri4h <3
produced by @kuriyai443
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on
[ri4h]
i can’t do it no more
what do you want from me?
you’re leaving me sore
i can’t help it
i can’t take it
my heart is breaking
our love is fading away
i got nothing to say
when you run her way
but I need you to stay
but I know things won’t change
unless I find a way
to you to you
oh what do I do?
when I can’t have you?
when I can’t have you?
[hook]
you been taking shots at my mental
i thought love was suppose to be gentle
now i just feel stuck in the middle
your words do more then just tickle

i hate to move on
there must be something i must improve on
i always had to check what you approved on
you always at my neck like you're a noose ugh
just please just move on

stuck in the middle

on spotify >.<

stuck in the middle + ri4h (kuriyai)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring one of da ogs @jichuuu
happy early birthday gift for jichu <3
produced by @recyclexbin & @lewisgoing
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
yeah, wish I could talk 2 u normally
yeah, wish I could show u the best of me
yeah, wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u
[akayai]
theres so much love in my heart
but its overflowing
i feel nervous when u smile
it has me floating
theres heart on my eyes
but u just don't know it
i get jealous cause of u
but i just don't show it
yeah, your love and affection it gets me going
yeah, the way your hair moves when the wind is blowing
can't stop staring at your eyes i need to focus
me and jichu really care but we just ain't show it
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
wish I could talk 2 u normally
wish I could show u the best of me
wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u

overflowing

overflowing + jichu (recyclebin x lewisgoing)

@1akura
@prod_dxvi
@pagliuzz

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

akura:
and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help,
im nauseous,  it my blood is smeared all over the walls 
ive lost it, no I dont think I can do this at all
you left me speechless and I dont know what to say 
need you to get away from me before I lose my brain
(and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help)

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

maybe w/ akura (dxvi x pvgliuzz)

천사 230810 (kuriyai x dami4k)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4EEJXZKrhPcc8iB1St5E9G?si=4fc279154f7e46f4

prod @neohnq
ft @ilymay <3

lyrics:

@bakasheap:
i wish i couldve healed
memories too real
this time ill forget
but it all feels surreal

feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

@ilymay:
tell myself everyday ima be fine
nothings been the same since that one night
i cant see thru all the tears that i cry 
dont wna say goodbye 
your who i rely 
im crying i dont wna think ab u at all 
im trying but u know its taking its toll 
so tell me why’d u hav to do me like that 
all the time that we spent i cannot get it back nooo

@bakasheap:
feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

forget u +may (neohn)

@scrufff
@brknglss
https://www.instagram.com/p/CwVx5c0IlYu/?img_index=1

Dear Diary (baz jichu) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

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