SCREAMING IN THE MIRROR

Cali dreams

Agust lust

Single off the new upcoming album, SCREAMING IN THE MIRROR, Available April 1st 2021

Test Run

Loser

Sweetie Baby Darling

Mold

Even Though You're Not Here  2

Screaming In The Mirror

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
illust / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup: https://twitter.com/citrus_soup?s=20
MV /  https://youtu.be/z41Twyf7atQ
Inst /  https://piapro.jp/t/PjYS

[lyrics] 
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

BEDEVIL

part 1 brighteyes

as the cold air breathes through my skin, i look back at you again, your brighteyes they stare at me, but its only a memory, and your smile is a sight for - sore eyes and much more, i guess you're everything, but you're only a memory

and i, would like to suggest, a night
where nothings so stressed, and as you hold my hand, i hold you back as tight as i can, as i can

tell me what you found inside your mind, you can hold me as you cry, you can hold me as you cry, oh you say it is worthless to keep on going on, i think we deserve this, for all that we have done

dont wanna waste your time, dont wanna waste your life, sick of being wishy washy, tell me what you're really wanting, from me, i know that you was here, you tell me im not here, but i was always here, for you...

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part 2 i'll set you free

tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
one day i'll set you free
tell me what you want from me
babe what you want from me
i know, one day i'll set us free

tell me what you want

brighteyes

a song abt perseverance : )
lyrics:
SOMETIMES I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
BUT IM TOO SCARED TO PULL IT OFF
I WISH MY FACE WAS MUCH MORE ROUND
AND MY SKIN WAS WAY MORE SOFT
YUH OKAY
I FEEL LIKE MY TIME WILL FADE AWAY
OKY I ONLY GET ONE LIFE AND I WILL STAY
BUT IT’S JUST HARD AS FUCK
TO ALWAYS BE MYSELF
ONE DAY
EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST SUPER GREAT
I PRAY
ILL BE A PRETTY GIRL EVENTUALLY
SO I WILL POWER ON
AND TRY TO WIN THIS GAME
OKAYY

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

sometimes my life is pretty okay
chilling with my homies
couple joints we smoking
yea 
then i feel like my life is broken
fucked up from the start and end
i just want to be a little happy
but i feel wack never see my friends
wish my eyeliner wasn’t so sloppy
my mirror fucking wants me dead
but iiiii will never give up
i am cool as fuck so
ill never say good byeeeeeeee
im too afraid to die
there’s too much more to write
u can see it in my eyess

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

Screaming In The Mirror

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