i’ve dreamt of your face
its engrained in a 
part of my brain

ain’t you tired of this place?
we can drive away
if that would be okay

i’d make u feel safe
just for a little bit
until i’ve made u sick

i think its time to let you go
but babe i’ll let you know
i’ll let you know…

i see no point in living if i can't be beautiful

Mixed and Mastered by Jake Fucci

lyrics:
Bugs laying by my window, soaking up all my sun
Jesus said they can help me, I don't know if he's right

Do you think they can heal me?
I really hope that they do

Send me a card from Philly
Tell me that you love me on the phone
I'll stay in bed for two weeks now, if you think that I should

How am I gonna get my money? How am I gonna get that marimba?
A glorified sad little mummy
Come and tear a hole in my stomach

I'll be your favorite scarecrow, hang me up in the yard
Sit inside with your coffee and watch the birds have at me

Guess I'm their favorite dinner
Come and tear a hole in my stomach
Covid tore a whole in my stomach

credits:
Drew Collins - Songwriting, Vocals, Guitar
Nick Sullivan - Drums
Shane Sullivan - Bass
Jake Fucci - Lead Guitar
Tom Loftus - Backup Vocals, Synth, and Lead Guitar

Album artwork by www.instagram.com/mooovooom/

Relaxed and Confessed

Scarecrow

why am i so fucking weird

saw you at work sometime last week
and a pale, trembling part of me died 
so i drove myself home that same night 
and i took out the pretty parts still inside 

cut them out one by one 
and hung them on the dripping wall  
like it doesn’t bother me  
bother me

hiding in public

i wish i could
relive every fucking dream 
with someone who
finally made me feel something
but in the morning i don’t know
the color of your eyes
when i wake up all i know
is your ephemeral hands in mine

hands

from Honeyspot, released January 1, 2024
Drew Collins - Songwriting, Vocals, Guitars, Lap Steel, Melodica, Bass
Miguel Pichardo - Production, Mixing
Dave Bugnacki - Drums
Kellyrose Golden - Vocals

I couldn't see your face
Seemed like you're hiding in your hiding place
Both my eyes open, I want your touch
I couldn't brace myself enough

Did you just come around so that you could hurt me?
Put my trust in you and you just desert me
Took me a while just to find myself
Starting to think that you never deserved me
Try to love myself but I'm still learning
I couldn't love you the way you want

Why didn't I tell you when you were here?
Face down in my bed with no one near
I could of sworn that I hear your voice
Your scent in my pillow and my blankets too

Why the fuck did you think you could just hurt me?
Saw myself in you and you just desert me
Took me a while just to figure out myself
Now I know that you never deserved me
Try to forgive myself but I'm still learning
You couldn't love me the way I want

Honeyspot

Hurt Me

from Honeyspot, released January 1, 2024
Drew Collins - Songwriting, Vocals, Guitars
Miguel Pichardo - Production, Mixing, Additional Songwriting, Additional Guitars

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