Dark Cloud Unhand Me

Theophant/Torch I Hate to Hold (Dark Cloud Outtakes)

Carry Out Your Shovel

heel

apollo

swallowed sword

pretty boy, you're looking pretty ugly these days
i swear to god i can find a way out of my old ways
if i were you i would have already turned and run
tempted again by the kiss of old oblivion

pretty boy, how your stubborness never resolves
make it harder for every other party involved
i've known it might come to this all along
a quarterback washed up with his letterman on

once again, pretty boy i am waiting for you grow up
you look like you've aged a thousand years in one
you'll be dead by the time you find a better way
if you still haven't found anything better to say than "no."

are you sure? are you sure there is no other way?
leaves turn, long since out of things to say

Pretty Boy (Letterman)

Lunar Duet

Bummer And Lazarus

Brown Bear (Aberration)

Sincerity

Mongrel

there is stillness even in wind
beckoning to stillness in my skin
language in a humming engine
holy light on pavement refracted
buzzard

high beams distorting a dense fog
something has gone horribly wrong
unrelated parts of the sum
in the silence signs grow tongues

there is a price
I paid it, right?
this miasma fills my mouth
I'll bear this torch
not sure what for
the human in me snuffs it out
all my synpases turn to gout

so there's a light, alright?
I wanted to define where our fathers pulled the pin
so there's a light, alright?
keep it clandestine, kept chewing till our jaws gave in

engines whirr in song
crickets chirp along
I bear this torch I hate to hold
it's yours for the taking now
carry my belongings out
lay me out where I'm found
leave it to the buzzards

so there's a light, alright?
I wanted to define where our fathers pulled the pin
so there's a light, alright?
keep it clandestine, kept chewing till our jaws gave in
yeah there's a light, alright?
all histories and time keep blurring till they look the same
so keep that light, alright?
and I'm afraid you'll find that it feels good too close to the flame

Torch I Hate To Hold

you flipped your rentals, are you happy now?
with teeth pooling out of your mouth
I'll force it open, I'll bet you're laughing now
wish I had more to laugh about
some call it envy, I hope they're not right
cause it shakes me violently at night
now, I wanna know where we get off
I'm just trying to do my job

so foreign to my ears
so familiar with my place
I can tell you this is not the way
so tired of my form
slowly descending gowns
vomiting our skeletons out

high rises come as my humanity goes
a part of me feels responsible
I'm scattered where your father laid the stones
don't make my brothers mop me up
don't make my brothers mop me up, please

so foreign in my ears
so familiar with my place
I can tell you this is not the way
so tired of my form
slowly descending gowns
vomiting our skeletons out

Theophant

Hiraeth Becomes A Star

Inedia

Born A Blond

New Enemy

Dogs Of The Sea

Clear Body

Selfness

Greener Where You Are

I wrote this sometime in the fall of 2022 because I'd just gotten a Shure SM58 condenser mic and wanted to test it out. I know that the SM58 is a highly revered studio microphone but for the life of me I could not figure out how to record my amp without the track coming out super tinny as if I'd turned the bass knob all the way to the left. I think I must just be dumb or doing it wrong or something because I still have this problem almost 2 years later and mostly use the SM58 for acoustic instruments that have an overbearing low end when I try to record them with the same old mic I've been using for the past 8 years. Anyway, yeah I recorded this to try and plot out parts of what would've eventually become a full song but got wrapped up in newer stuff and never went back to it.

Habitable Zone (demo) (2022)

A weird sort of bridge in between sounding like Caribou Killer and I Thought I Left You in Eden, I think this is the first song I recorded after I got a drum set. I ended up rewriting the verses to this and re-recording it for the latter album after I decided to stop running instruments into my audio interface and just micing the amps instead.

Javelin (demo) (2021)

This was the first song I did after I finished my first album, I'm pretty sure I wrote and recorded it in one sitting which kinda shows but I vaguely remember really enjoying myself while goofing around with it. Hearing it now for the first time in probably years, the bassline on the verses is weirdly involved and I have absolutely no recollection of playing or recording that part whatsoever- not too surprising since this a 4 year old song that I probably worked on for like an hour in total but that bassline is so unfamiliar to me that it's slightly unnerving

Jacob's Ladder (2020)

I think this is the only song I recorded this year, been pretty busy or something like that. I doubt I'll end up putting it on anything so I'll just toss it in here.

Wild Cats (2024)

Another Carry Out Your Shovel outtake, listening to this again now I kinda wish I'd fixed this up and finished it in hindsight but this is another one I got really annoyed with while mixing and kept having to redo tracks. At times it's rewarding to be committed to the whole "lofi, no post production" bit but at other times I wonder if I would've been better off learning how to use a plugin or something. Prob too late now though

Sweetness On The Rind (2023)

Was originally going to be the opener to Carry Out Your Shovel but I blew it off at one point or another, I think because I got really annoyed trying to mix the ending if I remember correctly.

Howl (2023)

song off of a currently untitled album, which will be coming out eventually, hopefully sooner rather than later.

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