really smooth vocals and nice guitars, cool track

see yr lies r tearing me apart 
no one wants to be better anymore 
no one less than u 
and I don’t know how far it goes 
i want it to stop 
stop touching me 

Ooooooo

i don’t fucking care shut up
please, please stop 
left alone, a joke, dethroned 
you broke my heart one too many times 
every day i wake up again 
no friends, same old pain 

Oooooooo

everything i can’t do anymore because i’ll hurt myself and others

i think i 
might just let it happen 
cause you don’t fucking ask and 
you need time 
i’ll go into mourning 
you’ll tell me that you love me 

and i’ll see what u meant 
i’ll believe emptiness 
i know you, you know me 
and i’ll sing

you know you’re 
a danger to yourself 
and everybody else 
just accept 
the pills are for your good
just do what you should 

and i’ll see what u meant 
i’ll believe emptiness 
i know you, you know me 
and i’ll sing

i think i 
might just let it happen 
cause you don’t fucking ask and 
you need time 
i’ll go into mourning 
you’ll tell me that you love me

my own good

Lyrics:

repulse
you pushed too far
resent
too many attempts

should have known better
should have been more wise
countless results of shame
what's to say this time won't end the same

reject
ignominy countless times
reset
won't make the same mistake twice

it pains me to know
i can't change anything
let it fade away
drifting feelings sway

sudden pain, ripping bandaids
holding close, fear of losing control

your face smothering my thoughts 
overflow, no more room to withhold

Repulse

Compilation/Mixtape of demos recorded from 2020-2023

Running Out Of Time

Greener Where You Are

and we said
and we thought
it could never happen to you
and i said
and we thought
it could never happen to me
break my flesh
breathe my blood
fill my lungs
and become one
all of you
is all of us 
together with foreign hearts
i feel like jesus on the couch
i feel like jesus on your couch
im doing nothing
im wasting my time
im doing something
im wasting my mind
away 
so far away
dont know what i want to say
cutting 1995
i feel like jesus
im still alive
cutting 1995
cutting 1995

cutting1995

My Little Pony Is Jesus, God Is Me :3 - Starving Angels Carving Stars

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage 
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you 
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

theres a chill down my spine
idk but i think im fine
ive never rlly cared 
im so fuckin unaware

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

camelot_

cut off my hands
send me to hell
theres not one thing
that i wanna do
what happened to you
what happened to me
light and love
tightened hugs
tell yr friends
the ones above
that youll be coming 
home soon enough
simple light
will hold you tight
and all the ones
that treat you right
simple light
will hold you tight
in every corner of the night
yr the simple light
of my life

2007-2022

simple light

Embarrassing paintings (Agatha showed great initiative in art class this week)

something happened during the recording process that made everything on this track super lofi. sorry about that

she's a meter
for testing your composure
will and ego
can you let it go?
fear will cover
your jaded heart
selfish lovers
always care too much

you are not accountable
for the sins of the world
you are just a lonely man
in the age of enlightenment

you will not die alone
even if you want
angels fly above
praying for your soul
it's too easy
to think you're in control
selfish lovers
think they rule the world

you are not responsible
for the sins of the world
you are just an honest man
in the age of unrighteousness

selfish lovers (demo)

songs to listen to. fka caesar nixon/will seifert

Greener Where You Are

sun is poison

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