everytime i stay the same you have to put the blame on me
if life's a game i could play it everyday i know its tragic
if i took every person out the world i know i could have it
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same

how could you hate me and i don't even know your name
everyone knows you shift the blame
i fantasize about killing you everyday
when the snow falls down you still say it looks beautiful
she wears short skirts and short shirts but she looks beautiful

She Looks Beautiful

and we said
and we thought
it could never happen to you
and i said
and we thought
it could never happen to me
break my flesh
breathe my blood
fill my lungs
and become one
all of you
is all of us 
together with foreign hearts
i feel like jesus on the couch
i feel like jesus on your couch
im doing nothing
im wasting my time
im doing something
im wasting my mind
away 
so far away
dont know what i want to say
cutting 1995
i feel like jesus
im still alive
cutting 1995
cutting 1995

cutting1995

on the train at 8 am
just to show up late again
just to walk these halls alone
cause now you’re gone im all alone

dropping out cause i dont care
what it meant to me i was never there
and i just cant fit in
so i guess ill be missing

lonely walking down these halls
thats all they ever mean to me
everybodies being mean
and you dont even bother me

and always acted like my friend
and ever since i turned 16
my friends wont even talk to me
i wish it didnt bother me

mean

everything you do is toxic 
everything you do is fake
think that you’re relatable but turns out no one can relate 
i made you who you are today
but you just choose to run away
leaving just to watch your relationships decay
you think you’re hot shit but all you do is talk shit 
if i see your face again i think that i might lose it
told me to “get over it, were in high school for gods sake”
every time i hear you talk i swear i get a head ache

did you hate me? think that i was crazy? think that you could choose just anyone to replace me?
chew me up and spit me out, you couldn’t swallow
couldn’t make me cum, okay sorry that’s a low-blow
was it worth it? i swore i heard it,
that you’re just a washed up, misfit, burden
you were 15, he was 30
now i bet you’re wishing that you were still a virgin

everything you do is toxic 
everything you do is fake
think that you’re relatable but turns out no one can relate 
i made you who you are today
but you just choose to run away
leaving just to watch your relationships just decay
you think you’re hot shit but all you do is talk shit 
if i see your face again i think that i might lose it
told me to “get over it, were in high school for gods sake”
every time i hear you talk i swear i get a head ache

it’s crazy to think i used to trust you so deeply 
when in reality, it’s a new dude, weekly
too many times now, been here awhile now 
trying to remember how i thought that you were worth while 
remember when you cheated or do you have amnesia ?
i’m sure you’d blame it on the fact that you’re a libra 
what are you if i’m a liar and a bitch?
a super shallow cunt who can’t take back what she dished

did you hate me? think that i was crazy? think that you could choose anyone to replace me?
did you frame me? get all your friends to hate me?
did you fail to mention that you raped me?

everything you do is toxic 
everything you do is fake
think that you’re relatable but turns out no one can relate 
i made you who you are today
but you just choose to run away
leaving just to watch your relationships just decay
you think you’re hot shit but all you do is talk shit 
if i see your face again i think that i might lose it
told me to “get over it, were in high school for gods sake”
every time i hear you talk i swear i get a head ache

amnesia

nvrmnd demo

im getting high
stuck in my room
i see myself
inside of you
it eats away
and burns my flesh
but i
can settle for less
settle for less
the rain cant wash away
all of those things that you dont say
and now
you feel no pain
but you
like it that way
like it that way

settle for less (1997)

fistfull of sorrow
i dont know what i wanna be
theyll burn down our castle
and i dont wanna see

with a bundle of sage 
and a pistol to my head
i dont wanna feel this way
id rather just be dead

i told you 
im afriad to die
whatever i knew
left after you cried

theres a little fairy
inside my head
pray to mother mary
my blood wont be shed

it doesnt matter
theres nothing that i wanna do
camelot is shattered
and it all comes back to you

stake my head to a pole
you think im outta control?

slit my writs and cut my hair
all this whining but idrc

writing all these stupid songs
i wish i could right my wrongs
mary wont u follow me
i might know but i dont wanna see

theres a chill down my spine
idk but i think im fine
ive never rlly cared 
im so fuckin unaware

when u call my name
you wont hear a response
my heart is broken
so dont test ur luck

camelot_

cut off my hands
send me to hell
theres not one thing
that i wanna do
what happened to you
what happened to me
light and love
tightened hugs
tell yr friends
the ones above
that youll be coming 
home soon enough
simple light
will hold you tight
and all the ones
that treat you right
simple light
will hold you tight
in every corner of the night
yr the simple light
of my life

2007-2022

simple light

lying down now
on yr floor
taking pills now
with yr best friend

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nobodies

sit out

The Best of Governing

the trees and the flowers what can they do

simple light

harm reduction

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