help_urself

help_urself (slowed)

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stop believing in me this is all i can be 
what you want or you need find it somewhere else
set the both of us free i’ll get cold, i'll get mean
i don't want to be seen or to see myself
this is what trying my best looks like right now
spend all day crying, don't get sleep at night
how long can you tell me that i'll be alright
when i keep on proving you're wasting your time?
i wish that you weren't just wasting your time
i wish i knew how to fix it i just say all the same shit and you listen 
sometimes i don't really get why you listen 
and sometimes i think that the world has to hear me 
and sometimes i think i should just disappear 
but i always come back and make everyone sad 
because i need them too bad to be good and stay clear 
i don't know what's the matter with me it gets harder to breathe 
i don't want you to leave or to hurt this much 
i want to be what you need 
something better than me 
i tried everything it was not enough

none

something better than me

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

cant keep up they biting on my old shit
leave u in the request no we cannot work bitch
saying that i fell off i tell u it was worth it
couple hundred for a verse yea betta kno my worth bitch

i was never caring bout my life
another hit im coughing up lungs
dont give a shit i do it for my heart
thas tha life im living in a horror
im anxious i found a different poison
im spiralled my head is being noisy
im well but its just a different toxin
im trying i keep up with my work bitch

lungs (whiteskinny moneykidd ylenoi)

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Singles

gl0wrm - witch player (raw demo version)

prod. @gl0wrm

rest in peace chelsea

lyrics:

ive already fallen
got too many fucking problems
i hate it all 
watch u walk away
im in too deep 
i let it all decay
far away 
let the night stay
fuck my life 
i hate it anyway
all alone 
i got too wasted
i dont think i shouldve taken that
out of breath 
i let u take it back
dont waste my time 
u know i hate that
it doesnt matter what u think of me
put my pain into a song but u dont hear me bleed
what did u want from me?

ribcage opened up with a dull blade
rip my lungs thru my back as i fade away
made a demon out of all the pain
u gave me wings 
that was ur last mistake
ill make u pay for every piece u take
ill haunt u every night on ur bed
ill smile when im pressing on ur neck
im in ur dreams like a night mare
u have ur mind but u cant hide there

mare

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mare (gl0wrm)

(dead yami)

when i saw u at first i tried
and now its skewed, im lost and fried

what do u need
its crazy
that u ever seem to be x2

what do u want from
i dont understand why ur coming back
what do u want from
i cant understand why im running back

and why did we believe at all
its just experience for us
(i rlly just needed u all along)

okay, whatever u say
ur too much to handle anyway
my arms r frayed
its all okay
ur by my side loving me
ill procrastinate imaginary
friends and doctors all by my side
its all too late
u cant escape
just sit here and ask for a plate

oh no they dont know, they dont know, theyll never know what been thru

imaginary friends and doctors by my side

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dnt evn hv 2 go w/xxcrush @omgartixan

ft. @emorave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

imaginary friends and doctors by my side

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