ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh ahhhhhh hhhhhh hhhhhhhhhh

bby dnt leave u know ill stay by ur side
and i rllyrlly need all these secrets kept inside
cause i always beg and plea but u never see the signs
pretty pretty plz bby plz dnt ever lie
x2

i know that u want me
cnt stay away
rollin hard off the molly
plz get out my way
cause im tryna get 2 shawty
spit all in my face
i still luv u anyway;/

tell me tht u want me
tell me that u need me
look into my eyes
promise me u wont deceive me
x2

pretty plz ;0

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mastered by @neioxo
prod @luvwillow

i can’t handle being alone
sat here staring at my phone
why am i still here
why am i still here
i’m sat here staring at the rave
i can’t even feel my face
i’m plotting i’m a disgrace
to the human race
what do i do now
i don’t wanna be here
i don’t wanna be here
just hold me close dear

y am i still here (luvwillow)

I like to sit up here all alone
and look for the ground 
like its lost
maybe someday it will come up to meet me 
but for now, maybe ill just watch

i want to be a pretty corpse
dress me up in the morgue 
embalm me so I am perseved 
kiss me slow in the herse
I cant take all of that pressure
meet me in the nuclear winter

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 

sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really dont know anything

I always have the option to just fade away
find a new obsession 
take the pain away
but maybe this is fun for me
write it in my diary
hide it from my family 
this self inflicted misery
Can you hit me harder?
I know you like it when I flinch
Its like staring to the void
and you're a maniac and thats 
the only way I like it

I love all this violence 
Maybe I'm a nihilist
crying in my pillow and then suffering in silence
I feel so alone and anxious
I am so delerious 
I'm a pyromaniac but
its not even serious 
sometimes dead is better 
when you starve yourself 
or black out
I dont want to talk to you
so can you turn the lights out?
I need more friends with wings
everybody get away from me
pocket full of posies 
you really don't know anything

© 2022 Proxoxie

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PROXOXIE - SUICIDE ROOM

nurplee, kaneda7 - champagne

Cover Art by eto_zhe_sovest on instagram
Mixed/Mastered by Chris Uribe

Lyrics:
(Hook)
They Say Scene Girls Give The Best Head
Won’t You Suck Me Til Your Brain Dead
She Loves It Thats What She Said
And If I'm Lying Fell My Head With Lead

(Syris Verse)
Girl do you think im stupid 
Meet me In The Mall If You really wanna do this 
took alot of drugs you know brexx he off the molly
always looking flashy girls they wanna top me
you can say what you want but idgaf
cause i know im the one 
I can be ur slutty super star until you love me 
paparazzi

(Hook)
They Say Scene Girls Give The Best Head
Won’t You Suck Me Til Your Brain Dead
She Loves It Thats What She Said
And If I'm Lying Fell My Head With Lead

Scene Girls w/ Syris (Prod. Ratrace90210)

im so sad :( w/ suddendeathovertime

I'm so sick of finding love
countless heart breaks hurt my head
i cant fucking stand it
break my trust but i still fckin love u
i cant do this anymore
i jst wanna stab my heart
i cant do this anymore
i cant do this anymore

waste my time on fucking repeat
you never even cared
fake my fckin offline status
i just want you to notice


i dont know what to do
im so sick of trying
im always in the wrong
no matter how hard i try





i jst want u back in my lyfe
i miss the times we had
its only been a single day
but i still fckin miss u 
im so sick its my head
im so hurt im so dead
but i still miss u
but i still miss u

i didn’t write my part :p

breakmyheart (prod.asecoamy + keomi)

shoutzout @pixelhood

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LUVNOTE (PROD.PIXELHOOD) [remix]

#WEREALLINLOVE
As i look around the earth yeah i become undone
Stare into the face of the holy sun
Everytime i see u with him its so bitter sweet
Contemplating different realities worries me
Look around the world and i become undone
Its always hard to remember what i become
The shadows they look like faces ive never seen
The fungus takes me and then i fall sleep

Just remember ur all alone again
The walls are moving and dolls become my friends
I cant seem to sit still have i met my end
I feel the bite of ur teeth n it repeats again

Im staring at your walls
The devil calls he calls
The weeping willows of the woods have come to serve us all
Wish i could live in ur walls
Wish i could get just one call
Spiraling out of control waiting for the fall

Distance
In fire that surrounds us
There are pyres 
All around you
Cant you see?
 Why Cant you see that?

screaming cover

produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

amecandy

i don't exist

i hope u guys like dis cover :D

lyrics:
It's been like six hundred sixty-six days since I've seen you
I act like I don't care, but really I need you
I need you, like water and air
Sold out show but I feel like no ones here </3

Oh, you an angel, but yeah I know the demon in you
I see the pain in your lies, but I still believe you
Six hundred sixty-six days since the last time I saw you
Thought that you were the one for me
Hold me, cause I breathe, I can't see
These drugs only numb my pain for a moment
To tell you the truth, girl, I've been lonely
All of these people, they act like they know me

No ones here, no more fear
If it were me and you girl we crying diamonds and tears
So, what do you want, baby, I'll do what I want
But I've been losing myself everyday that you're gone from here
You fall off, I fall off
And I'ma write you a song, I hope that you sing along
In the back of your heart, I know that you got a box
Full of the letters I wrote, I hope you tear them apart

screaming cover

sunsetstrangle

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