nellstyx - die 4 u{+VELVET}

wasted on you (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE and KING CHRISTIAN)

🎀 @supachefm  mixed by  @notmorgn 🎀

produced by @sproocht

i wouldn't let you down
look what you did to me
i never felt the pain
when you were here with me

its on another tone
i wanna let you be
there is no other way
i cant feel anything

changes
left me in places
i dont wanna be 
i dont wanna be

i fall in places
hate pretty faces
i wanna be
i wanna be

left me in places
i hate the changes
come back for me
come back for me

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lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

Feel the weight in my age
Should I drink and wilt right here
When the rage has all lifted
I'll still use hate to block my fears

I see blue
I've left oceans, I've left family
No devotion
mixed up feelings bout existing

Mostly anxious, of course broke
Guess I'm angry
Trying not to find a burner
Destruct naturally

Guess it's like that
Curse on my back
Only see black
In my memories

- FamilyPet -

I found religion in places it shouldn't be.
And I found beauty in faces I shouldn't see.
Found I was clinging to people I didn't need.
Found out I'd only be happy in my dreams.
Look at the stars,
Watching them die
Spacial perspective of my life
Smoke in the sky at midnight
Drifting out like high-tide

wondering when's the highlight
of my lowlife, when someone dies i get tongue tied because my mind just holds on tight to the thought that every night

might be my last, wasn't built to last,
and the years go slow but the days go fast. and i cant move past the simple fact,

that the end wont wait, even if you pray,
even if you cry

, even if you beg,

we are all the same, in the way we hate, the way we love, at the end of the day we're all the

same

blue ft. familypet

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

safe haven (feat. supachefm!)

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

make up [prod. greaf]

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways