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letter to my loved ones.

life is something else , sometimes it can make you do things you don’t want to do but eventually you end up doing them. recently , i been under pressure and pain to a point whereby i keep having suicidal thoughts and at this moment i think i’ve reached a stage to eliminate myself and leave the world in peace cs it seems like i’m just a nobody and i feel unwanted , i tried to give love and respect but in everything i do , i am not appreciated nor loved the same way i do , i keep having heartbreaks and i don’t think i can live with that pain forever , this world is definitely not meant for me and factually , it doesn’t need me , like nobody does. so what’s the point of living if you have nothing to live for ? this might be the last of me , and probably it could be my last breath , i’d like to apologize to my friends and family for causing such , but i cannot my days were numbered now its the hours. i want y’all to know that i will always love you and pls take care of your hearts. i will see y’all on the other side .

brandon

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Original composition….Alejandro Gonzalez M.

Weightless

This song is a story dedicated to someone who caused a great deal of pain over a long period of time, and the memory of that relationship remains to this day a low water mark in my life.

I found out by writing this song, just how cleansing it is to just take a piece of paper and the guitar and sit down for a while and really focus on the bad stuff that's happened in my life and then get them out forever.

So when I was done, I felt that I really could move on with my life and my thinking and not stay stuck in that same mindset as I had been for years before me writing this one.

It's very personal to me, and perhaps It might become that to you who listens as well, we all go through bad times in our lives, weather it's drinking or drugs or other destructive behaviours, there are always a way out if it and it always starts, continues and ends with you and what you want to accomplish while making the change towards a better and a more healthier life in general.

A bad world is run by bad leaders, but if you try to run your own world without the interference of external forces and really focus on doing so to the extent where you almost eradicate yourself, when you come back from that, you will feel that the world has turned and what use to be a challenge for you in the past, is now to your advantage instead.

It's the "desertmarch" that's the trickiest part and not giving in and going back and settling for less than you deserve!

This song is not only available here on Soundcloud but on all major music platforms such as Spotify, Apple, Deezer, and YouTube 

Please enjoy White Lilies And Black Baloons, and don't forget to comment!

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