a hazy, hypnotic soundscape where reality blurs into reverie. It’s the echo of neon reflections on wet pavement, the quiet ache of something you almost remember, but can’t quite hold

Midnight Mirage

The night splits open in fire. Scars of the Sky rises with rap grit, soaring vocals, and chants that shake the heavens. A dark anthem built for rebellion, survival, and stadium lights.

Scars of the Sky

GHOST-FREQUENCIES

This is my 36th Commission who I made for: SMIKKELBEER


I Am Abel

Outgrowing You

“Still Time” by Lori DeAnn is a cinematic Emo Rap anthem layered with lo-fi textures, ambient swirls, and haunting reversed piano echoes. Built on heartbeat kicks, fingerpicked guitar, and soft trap percussion, the track blends raw vulnerability with melodic rap flows—perfect for fans of NF, Juice WRLD, and Post Malone.
The lyrics dive deep into themes of redemption, faith, and second chances, capturing the tension between confinement and hope. Its atmospheric production and introspective tone make it ideal for late-night playlists, lo-fi rap sessions, and emotional hip-hop mixes.
Genre Tags: Emo Rap · Lo-Fi Hip-Hop · Pop Rap · Cinematic Trap · Spiritual Rap
For Playlists: Emo Rap Essentials, Lo-Fi Hip-Hop Nights, Deep Thoughts, Melodic Rap Vibes, Late-Night Drive

Still Time

Sometimes love doesn't make any sense at all. 

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[Intro]
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
Don’t let me go, don’t let me go.
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
I missed the last train home.

[Verse 1]
Rain on the glass, and the night runs slow,
Your face in the window — then you let go.
You said “see you soon,” I said “okay,”
But my voice got lost in the fadeaway.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every second slips, like sand through my hands,
Your name’s a line I can’t unplan.

[Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
You’re somewhere I can’t go.
The doors closed soft, and I stood still,
Watching your shadow fall below.
I missed the last train home,
The silence cuts my bones.
I said, “I’m fine,” but my heart still knows —
I missed the last train home.

[Verse 2]
Cold air bites through my coat tonight,
Colors fade out of the light.
Your laugh still rings inside my chest,
Every beat says “no,” but I can’t rest.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every road just leads me back,
To where we stood on broken tracks.

[Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
You’re somewhere I can’t go.
The doors closed soft, and I stood still,
Watching your shadow fall below.
I missed the last train home,
The silence cuts my bones.
I said, “I’m fine,” but my heart still knows —
I missed the last train home.

[Bridge / Breakdown]
(Ooh-oh) Time won’t wait, it just fades out.
(Ooh-oh) Can’t turn this train around.
Your name repeats, the lights all blur,
And I’m still chasing where you were.

[Final Chorus]
I missed the last train home,
Still calling out so low.
Every mile between our hearts,
Feels heavier as I go.
I missed the last train home,
But I can’t let you go.
The night moves on — but I still know,
I missed the last train home.

[Outro]
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
Still waiting as the night runs cold.
Oh-oh, oh-oh,
I missed the last train home.

last train home

Burn It Bright

This song is a reminder that no matter what life throws your way — you rise, you move, you believe.
It’s about pushing through fear and doubt with love as your light, and sharing that energy with the world around you. Every beat represents strength; every melody carries hope.

The festival-rave energy mirrors the heartbeat of unity — people from all walks of life moving together under one sky, feeling that spark that says “I’m alive. I’m enough. I believe.”

The glowing power wings in the art cover symbolize transformation — breaking limits, spreading positivity, and owning your power with grace and fire.

This one’s for everyone who’s ever fallen but got back up stronger —
for those who love loud, dream big, and keep moving no matter what.


Keep Moving, Keep Believing.

بدور علي ابره

I live in Austin, Minnesota. We call it Spam Town USA. I started creating music again after I broke my wrist.  I am also a wife, Mother, and Grandmother to three precious grandchildren. 
Bless You All. 
I am on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/user/22dkt6lqluno2urrmqgwrym5a?si=Pj2uD_TYSu-s0ptEKPKXnQ
Apple Music 
https://music.apple.com/profile/s_hemann?ls
Audiomack
https://audiomack.com/hemannsusan
Top Songs on YouTube 
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lNbmhjW4Po_nRvl8il-arjXOlF_gskVrc&si=aiRbga_26r3z6oM7

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Susan Hemann