HalloweenHead Cover w adlibs(is he that bad besides Phoebe Bridger's?? but they've all shown sucknes

The two songs that are really muddled bc I had to rerecord them from a Dell speaker with my phone :...( our on my Clovrmay youtube channel Bled White Roses and College Thesis. My songs sounds better on a phone :/!!!! I need a Macbookpro/Professional Studio to help me :/...sorry.
  What perceptions of myself and world, that I can articulate or lyric. Warning: might be wrong..like any other social media mistakes...I have made before.