Philip - Finding My Way (demo, Raw Mix)

This song was inspired by one of my late aunt's last words where she told me not to be shy. Looking back at my past, I know it got in my way sometimes. Supported by my aunt's words, it is time for a new chapter in my life with self-confidence and happiness.


When you get older and think about your past
Questionsmarks unanswered, will they outlast
Buried in mysteries, unsettled and trapped
Time for a new chapter to be written and adapt

And i know, and I know, It’s time to move on
So come on, life your life, from now on
And i know and i know, sincere all along
So dont be shy and dont you hide, You’ll be fine

Just look forward and let your past be
Your Memories are living in harmony
No need to worry and honestly
All odds in your favor, 
just life happily

And i know, and I know, It’s time to move on
So come on, life your life, from now on
And i know and i know, sincere all along
So dont be shy and dont you hide, You’ll be fine

You'll Be Fine

Spread Love (preview November 2023)

Hooked Up

Inspired by my own introversive personality, this is my personal favorite. Hope you like it

Spin Up (idea December 2023)

Verse 1
Take a little moment to recharge yourself,
Take some time off to get yourself together,
Close your eyes imaging how it would be,
To say the things you really want to say on your endeavor,

Just remember,  You won’t deny,  
To take a break,  From the spotlight
Whenever you’re ready

And when the time is right to spin up again
Break a leg you’ll be a novelty forever


Chorus
Leave your inner thoughts and wake up,
Blend in with crowded voices and spin up,
You will be true, there's nothing wrong with you,

A universe of love is out there,
Waiting for you to come back for your premiere,
You will be true, there's nothing wrong with you,

Verse 2
Don't be a fool when you feel unease,
Turn around, go find your inner peace and shelter,
Forget the world when you can't be seen,
A tactical retreat even though you want to answer,

So it's okay, to mute the noise,
To be own your own, and find your voice
Whenever you’re steady

When you've found your true voice again,
Get back on the road to continu your endeavor

Chorus
Leave your inner thoughts and wake up,
Blend in with crowded voices and spin up,
You will be true, there's nothing wrong with you,

A universe of love is out there,
Waiting for you to come back for your premiere,
You will be true, there's nothing wrong with you,

Spin Up

I Do It My Way

7 o'clock in the morning with an ocean of tears
we should have been pretty, but reality mourned
shadows growing on the back of the door

Words hurled like daggers projecting fears
shredding eachother into million pieces
Scars of misunderstanding formed

A silent tension camouflaged a deadly minefield
Polluting our judgements of right and wrong
even the time feared to move along

still 7 o'clock hope fled the dreaded battlefield
we're craving for love, but affection is gone
we're stuck in this place for far too long

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed 
so farewell to the love we knew, 
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd

severly damaged, i need a place to retreat
searching for silence to ease and calm down
figuring out why my mind has doubts

strong fears and worries of being incomplete
are drowning my soul in a sea of sadness
but is our love worth so many downs

finally found the strength to mend my heart's mistake
I broke the chain that kept my mind in minor
putting my scattered pieces back together

draining my sea of sadness before it's too late
having loved, but now we're done
it's okay to let go of each other

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed 
so farewell to the love we knew, 
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd

Another Face In The Crowd

I'm Sorry

7 o'clock in the morning with an ocean of tears
we should have been pretty, but reality mourned
shadows growing on the back of the door

Words hurled like daggers projecting fears
shredding eachother into million pieces
Scars of misunderstanding formed

A silent tension camouflaged a deadly minefield
Polluting our judgements of right and wrong
even the time feared to move along

still 7 o'clock hope fled the dreaded battlefield
we're craving for love, but affection is gone
we're stuck in this place for far too long

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed
so farewell to the love we knew,
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd

severly damaged, i need a place to retreat
searching for silence to ease and calm down
figuring out why my mind has doubts

strong fears and worries of being incomplete
are drowning my soul in a sea of sadness
but is our love worth so many downs

finally found the strength to mend my heart's mistake
I broke the chain that kept my mind in minor
putting my scattered pieces back together

draining my sea of sadness before it's too late
having loved, but now we're done
it's okay to let go of each other

so what's the point of our constant fight
we got burned so many times
so much pressure, so much anger
we shouldn't be allowed
so farewell to the love we knew,
And the time has come to face our crimes
let me fade away
let me be another face in the crowd


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