yo I just saw you tonight in Dallas TX you were fire!! got to smoke a couple digs and bond with you really love your music<3 

Wth those vocals cought me off gaurd 😨 insanely cool

HYPERPOP

prod. by me

all my music here✨✨✨
https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=u5H94-jsQlWyli46OvSUJg

guess i fucked up that too

prod. caspr
engineered by skrwd
mixed and mastered by Patrick Gardner

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I just wanna talk about it but you don't hit my phone up
I got too much in my system, fucking throwing up
I've been working every night, just have to count it up
Tell you I miss you, but you don't wanna speak much
I feel so lost when you're not here
I can't fucking sleep when you're not near
I swear I care, but we don't even talk and it's not fair
I've been losing my mind and I'm holding onto you
Trying to figure out a way to give it back to you
Overthinking every word I ever say to you
I'm trying my best, don't know what else to do
I'm so scared you'll leave me here, I worry so much you'll disappear
I just wanna talk about it, you don't wanna talk about it

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I haven't seen you in weeks, you're not too far from the city
You tremble when you speak and I know it's on me partially
Talk to me softly, tell me that you want me
Laying in my bed, yeah, longing for your heartbeat
When I'm with you it's not so bad but every time you leave, I just get so sad
You're the only one that knows me like that so I'm so scared that you won't come back
You're the roof over my head, eyes got me focused
Every time I inhale your scent, I'm in heaven
You're the one I'm flexin, not even a question
Tell me what's on your mind, maybe it'll kill the tension
We'll be alright, only a matter of time
Even from far away, you're the color of my sky

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

swear w/ skele (prod. caves)

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

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over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

We had built upon the rubble here
Brick by brick
Just to watch it fall to enemies
It makes me sick
Half us part with our extremities and sanity admits
Now our hearts dont feel and our legs dont kick

Way before I was a boss
I was a heathen I made it my job
Trench rot all on my arm
I turned to charger I fell out my zone
Im Mixing up Fanta blueberry patron
I love my brothers too much to condone
Any of this under me in the stone
If its bout me I will go on my own
This Snow works its way down to nerves round our bones
Just As god works his fear down to food for our souls
I speak out of place from a place made of gold
We all work the same but our land  favours chosen

''yuga
I see their face in the phone like they worship the beast 
i gotta wake up cuz i was chosen 
all of this energy is setting me free 
but all of them look hopeless
i can turn around 180 degrees 
and they thought that I wouldn't notice
that behind my back they were talkin shit
we get face to face they seek solace
I'm on the front line against riot shields I'm gonna die just like a martyr
fuk these governments that bleed us dead they're gonna lead us like lams to the slaughter
I'm in black robes hidden ninja stars bohemian grove I'm posted up
I bet these old fuks wouldn't know it's us imma pull up and make em bite the dust

snow works its way up the limbs in my bones
and I'm left to fight here but I'mm not alone 
we sing out of a place of a place made of gold 
I see bodies in the river as you lead me home

the_ Rumbling ft sewerperson (prod:eric godlow)

hold me like this one will be the last time 

prod: michael harrison and gavin hadley 
master: @onlyfriendyeah

i took a trip out to vegas 
and you had lost your wallet 
i think we both tried to save it 
i think i knew i can't stop it 
cause baby we were breaking 
so many cracks spread without 
and by the time that it had split 
we had planned out a house 

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

i'd give up everything i have to fix the things ruined
but i just can't make myself put my heart through it 

i don't want it to stop 
i can't feel it all 
i don't want you gone 
i ran right through the wall

tell me everything
you want it too
i can't be your rendezvous
even if i tried 
i couldn't even if i wanted to
i always lose 
it's the truth 

i don't think that we can try again
now there's no me without you 
and baby i know that you lied again 
cause that's just what we do 
tell me that everything will be alright 
hold me like this one will be the last time 
kiss me so softly, i'll cry the whole night
grab on my body and look in my eyes 
look in my eyes

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done 
(did i say too much, did i say too much?)
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

icantloveyouenough

REAL FRIEND

shoutout kais for making this with me 
follow him: @https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lonely eyes (w/ kais) (prod. caspr)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

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sour w/ 8485

i get this feeling ur something evil

art by me

https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
https://soundcloud.com/redpri3st

feeling w/ blackwinterwells (prod. redpriest)

lyrics ~

sui~

feel so so far away
from consciousness
in this bed
try to
list off wanted things
but the storys cut short
the end
the trouble of thinking
has proved to be too much
theres no more dreams to crush

head filled up
with a heart half empty
senses come undone
do you believe in yourself?
that thought was always so foreign
who knows?

sting of honesty from the whiplash
sat back watching from a distance
out of body this experience is
nothing as expected

grasping for a breath of fresh air
but the smog is getting stale
cause the less there was to know
the happier i was

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

demi ~

out of body & out of my mind
i wish somebody would say ill b fine
wouldnt care if its a lie
ye i know i made it so far
im still weak n ive tired so hard
to fight off all the feelings that ive
carried in my heart

overthinking bout
my past mistakes
i wanna fade away
into a void of nothingness
war of habit
i wont give control
i still break down
from time 2 time
but i got no more
tears 2 cry

both~

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

suisai & demxntia ~ sting of honesty

Written & recorded by @Alainite and @Sewerperson
Produced by iaiaoa @user-662349409
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Yeah I've been speaking softly all my life
Yeah you can go ahead and tell me that's not right
Yeah you can find another guy I get it 
I don't wanna end up reading
All the sorry texts you sent last night

And I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah maybe one day I'll put up a better fight
Maybe I'll find someone who sets my soul alight
The one who holds me up when I get tired
One who sets my soul on fire
But til then I think we both should know

That I think it's time we let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

I think I better off alone
I couldn't take this feeling anymore
Thinking of you and I'm missing home
If we know its fate then what we waiting for

Kiss me gently
It's hard to breath
Kill me softly
And subtlety
Watching me fall apart
I'm glad you're ok
Loving you in the start
Turned oh so lonely
I shouldn't have waited for you
I stayed up later then usual
Cry to me and swear you'll change but girl it's your funeral
And I cannot save another life
I would
When I'm still tryna salvage mine
I'm good

Let go
We'll leave this all behind us
Yeah I think it's time we let go
No looking back to find love
And we'll keep searching for someone to share our sadness
But til then I think it's time to let go
Cos we're both better off alone

Yeah I think we both should let go

Listen on Spotify

Let Go ft. Sewerperson (Prod. iaiaoa)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

suisai & demxntia ~ sting of honesty

suisai

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