The Upload

. . . fall.

Mixed and Mastered by @xo_jalen
Produced by SnowBlood

Chase (Prod. SnowBlood)

No games

Won’t Let Em In

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

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@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

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In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Produced by: cruiser

Kam Michael:
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www.twitter.com/sadboyprolific

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Kam Michael - Should've, Would've (ft. SadBoyProlific) [Prod. cruiser]

Pray for Me (feat. Kuzu Mellow) [prod. Caps Ctrl]

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

I'll Be Alright

I'll be alright

lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Man I’ve hurt God so many times
So many lies
Really hurt my girlfriend 
Bro I made the girl cry 
Felling things won’t change 
So it makes it hard to try 
And some guys that I know 
Just committed suicide man 
These days are hard 
Been in rehab 
Tryna re-heal the scars 
Use to drink a lot
But that won’t get me far
Feeling like I’m stuck inside a game
But I can never press restart
Man I’ve hurt so many people 
Please I feel evil 
I need to get some rest 
My stress can be lethal 
Got a mental gas pedal 
I’ve been pushing down the metal 
Really running from the devil 
But still feel like the sequel 
Wait, my minds a helicopter 
Spinning like corkshew
Who? I need a doctor 
Call the coppers 
*boys we got a monster* 
Give me what Ive earned 
And take me to the slaughter 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

(Verse 2) 
The worst monsters 
Are the ones that don’t say words 
They just watch from afar
and stare burns 
See the ocean of my guilt
Falling face first 
Every single day I try to run 
But the pain hurts 
Cos’ I’m running in cycles
Treadmill, spinning in spirals 
Flipping page by the page 
Finding faith in a Bible 
Thought my music was my cure 
But it feels like my rival 
When I grab a microphone 
Its like I sing in a rifle 
God I’m praying God I’m praying 
and I know you can hear me
Im crying when I speak 
But I said the words clearly
Even when i feel alone 
I know your somewhere breathing near me
God I need you in my life 
bone cold, eyes weary
Its get hard to fight 
I wake up at night
Choking, Holding tight 
God you saved my life 
You were the candle
Inside my tunnel of my sorrow 
I’m thankful for today 
Cos’ Im not promised tomorrow, yeah 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

Yeah silent monsters

silent monsters (feat. ivri)(prod. cornell)

ALL PLATFORMS!!!



LYRICS//


-{intro ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight 

i don't wanna fuck baby i just wanna feel-

-{hook ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight

i don't wanna fuck baby

i just wanna feel loved 

and this feelings not enough 

yeah this feelings getting rough

x2

-{verse 1 ihatebigchase}-

take another drag

cigarette box that i found in the trash

one more hit and it's gonna be my last

then it's back to fighting always bitching about the past

bitch i said i'm sorry that i'm not sorry 

say i never call you but you never call me

anger in your voice when i'm talking bout parties

bitching bout some bitches man i'm finna fuck wit aubrey


-{verse 2: Just Tommy}-

i don’t wanna fall asleep with her 

got diamonds and pearls on her purse 
i don’t really care 

i just want the love baby , i just wanna know you there 

and i know that i haven’t been the best 
but 

i’m sorry 
call me just to leave me in the trash 

i keep feeding on your lies 

it feels like you’re eating me alive 

which is so sad why you gotta act like that, 
girl please tell me why you act like that 

baby why you always leaving me feeling bad 

wish i could crrl alt delete what we had 

bitch why you always hitting me when you’re mad

bitch why you always gotta cheat when you’re sad


-{hook ihatebigchase}-

baby could you fall asleep with me

been there i keep promising

to keep things straight

i don't wanna fuck baby

i just wanna feel loved 

and this feelings not enough 

yeah this feelings getting rough

x2

-{outro: ihatebigchase}-

yeah, this feelings getting rough 

x3

ctrl alt delete w/ihatebigchase (prod. Taurs)

Ig: https://www.instagram.com/its_svar/
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Better At Heart

Cell Games (feat. Santos Santana, Prompto, B-Train, Blake Basic & Drugsta)

Together Forever

Together Forever (prod. IOF x King Theta)

Koi The Alchemist: 
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-https://open.spotify.com/artist/4QaIO...


Sadfriendd:
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https://www.instagram.com/sadfriendd/

Koi The Alchemist - EATTHEENTIREASS ft. Sadfriendd

musician from Iceland.
I mostly post on my instagram Svar
all links in "More uploads".❤

Better At Heart

Svar

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