3/15/22 I was 18 when I made this 
.
I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna wake up and sin than cry!
But it’s bound to happen again
LETTING MY SELF GO JUST FOR THE ANSWERS LIKE……

The amount of things I put my self through, now left with clues!
Now to get Answers from WHO?!
Just from the man in the mirror 

I know that I’m gone,
I know that I’m lost in the world that  I put my self in!
And of course the END IS THE NEW BEGINNING when I descend 

I Won’t feel the same!
BUT I WANNA feel something 
WHATS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN!???!

I feel like there’s nothing but something inside me that’s keeps me alive

Loving this well, but oh well I will fall,
Fall and crawl I will stay through the SUFFER the drain JUST TO LEARN somethang!

I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE.
I DONT WANNA feel not NOTHING OH!!
 If only you knew!!

The dark has became a light. 
I’m driving down this road I CANT SEE…
BUT if I was to take short cuts.. it’s only gonna lead to dead ends!

Just like my friends, there gone and there lost in the wind

IM OVER HERE IN TRAFFIC… SO MAN lane switching!!!
And

I cannot take this I’m not that patient!

If I TAKE THIS SHORT CUT I will be another patient,  so I will sit and wait than..  say I won’t go I will stay and learn
 I’ll learn 
I’ll learn 

I’m TIRED 
But I’ll learn.  
There’s so much to say
There’s so much to let go, another day

(SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT, just for you to hear me, I’m over here waiting for another day that’ll never show it’s face)

Written and performed by Rich Di Cas and Lucy Grimble.

Ecclesiastes Song

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