Ecclesiastes Song

12/08/20 I was 17 when I made this 

Lyrics 

Been a long time and I still feel sick, 
Sick in my mind … MIND YOU THAT I never survived a battle without dying or hurting myself inside 
And now I feel more dead than alive 

I don’t wanna attention 
I don’t wanna be alone 
I don’t wanna be the same 
I don’t wanna move along.
… think I need to walk alone…..
Think I need someone for my own

Making my day in a life a normal thing, 
and y’all telling me , 
that I’m gonna be ok 
While your over suffering… quitting going your way 
SO PLEASE DONT SAY A THING

Unless I’m heading your way 
But it’s ok 
i slowly fade away 
And i decay by the day ,
Y’all can say what y’all wanna say 

But y’all don’t know a thing 
y’all lost faith and y’all put the blame on (WHO y’all blame it on God ) 

Man talking bout you know the way…. 
HOW MANY TIMES YALL SAY
 THE SAME THING 
AND STILL STUCK IN THE SAME PLACE 

And I’m thinking bout these situations 
Contemplating
Looking far deep at what I can’t see

So far deep head first as I dive for these answers
I can’t see I think I need another reach

can it come to me or do I gotta go deep 

Each road I take is not that easy 
*crying in my head , never mislead,
I look behind me the crowd so dead*

They follow the misleading crowd 
Now they look at me like wow I see your pain 

Look inside my eyes I don’t gotta say a thing

The story “the lost boy with the green eyes unknown”

Unknown to the world I fold 

I follow the same road 
I follow never switching lanes but I go!
YEA BUT I GO 

and it’s ever single night I fight 

































focus, the story of the lost boi with the green eyes
Seeing past others when they face him, trying to acknowledge the help but won’t put in effort. But knowing one day it will be alright ￼￼

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