First song ive made that was 100 percent owned by me. FWM im on the grind

LUV ME (prod. Baby Vaun)

This ain’t rap for the radio. It’s for the ones who feel everything and say nothing.

🎤 Baby Vaun ft. @CDK
🎚️ Produced by Fake Flowers

Pissed Off ft CDK (prod. Fake Flowers)

sum special

Slapping

DAMN (Prod. Qurth x Prod. LXNEHALEMADE x Prod. Bur)

Lyrics:

She from hell can't you tell, her broken smiles casting spells
Her Angel Wings they burn to ash, She falls from heaven been expelled
Every night she crawls within, She said she's trapped inside her skin
She said she feels herself fading away like here we go again

Said she's fucked up with so many sins that she can't make amends
I see a grin up on her face I said my fate has met it's end
Shattered glass all in my hands put my soul up in the dirt
If you're gonna do me dirty girl just make sure it don't hurt

I got heartbreak on my shirt and she has heartbreak in her hand
Said she's lurkin in the dark and she's chillin with her friends
(With her friends) Here we go again (Go again) Here we go again

I got death around my neck hope I don't make the lord upset.
When I dream I get fucked up I know my life's a wreck

She from hell can't you tell, her broken smiles casting spells
Her Angel Wings they burn to ash, She falls from heaven been expelled
Every night she crawls within, She said she's trapped inside her skin
She said she feels herself fading away like here we go again

Said she's fucked up with so many sins that she can't make amends
I see a grin up on her face I said my fate has met it's end

She From Hell (Prod. Flower x st1x51)

Lyrics:

Girl use Me, Girl Abuse Me
When I think about it now why did you choose me
What did you see my life's a movie
Black and white scenes feelin kind of gloomy

She got bloodstains all over her shirt
She said she only likes to love when it hurt
Late Nights we can crash and we burn
Got so much pain but I guess I'll never learn

I said use me, girl abuse me
when I think about it now why did you choose me
What did you see my life's a movie
All the pain you cause it's startin to amuse me

I guess it's my fault I wear my heart on my sleeve
Stuck in my head just like a song on repeat
You were my drug and now I'm feelin the defeat
Gave you my heart now I'm startin to believe

That you would love me 
do you trust me
Do you promise that you put nothing above me
Girl you're pretty but you're ugly
I think I might overdose on love did you drug me 

(Did you drug me
Uh huh did you drug me
uh dud you drug me
Uh huh uh huh)

Girl use Me, Girl Abuse Me
When I think about it now why did you choose me
What did you see my life's a movie
Black and white scenes feelin kind of gloomy

She got bloodstains all over her shirt
She said she only likes to love when it hurt
Late Nights we can crash and we burn
Got so much pain but I guess I'll never learn (I'll never learn earn earn...)

Use me (Prod. The Ushanka Bo)

Lyrics: I said we're lookin at the stars will they fall or make it far
I said I'm sittin in my room and I'm strumming my guitar
I'm steady swerving in the lane I think I might just wreck the car
So many demons in my head they said that I won't make it far

Sometimes I feel that I'm not human yeah I think I came from mars
Are you sure you should leave I put my heart up on my sleeve
I said I'm feelin like I'm sick I guess that girl is my disease
I said we leave the earth we go to space and girl you come with me (Come With Me)

I said we're lookin at the stars will they fall or make it far
I said I'm sittin in my room and I'm strumming my guitar
I'm steady swerving in the lane I think I might just wreck the car
So many demons in my head they said that I won't make it far

At The Stars (Prod. jaxxee)

swim with the fishes (prod. 5kjordan)

Day One Freestyle (Prod. Cross)

Gothphiliac is an underground force channeling real emotion into raw, unfiltered music. In just a few months, he’s created over 200 tracks—each a direct reflection of his mood, no masks, no gimmicks. Whether it’s cold detachment, heartbreak, or chaotic spirals, Gothphiliac captures the emotion exactly how it feels, not how it’s “supposed” to sound.
 
His music lives somewhere between emo rap, alternative trap, and grunge-influenced sadness, drawing comparisons and inspired by artists like Lil Peep, Juice WRLD, and XXXTENTACION. But he isn’t copying anyone—he’s documenting his own headspace in real time. Some tracks feel empty on purpose. Some bleed with feeling. His cadence changes with his mindset, and every song holds a piece of whatever he couldn’t say out loud.
 
With a sound that’s both emotionally sharp and emotionally distant, Gothphiliac doesn’t just make music—he builds atmosphere. His vocals can feel close enough to whisper in your ear or detached enough to make you feel like you're floating beside him in silence.
 
Self-recorded, self-mixed, and obsessively consistent, Gothphiliac is quickly carving out a space in the underground for people who crave something deeper than just another hard track. He’s not performing—he’s surviving through sound.

DAMN (Prod. Qurth x Prod. LXNEHALEMADE x Prod. Bur)

Gothphiliac★

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