Rakdosian Warlord [Freestyle] (Prod. HELLI$H)

Comfort ft. SVRVIIIVE

Leisure

Sobriety

Echoes Prod. Orumosensei

the lyrics were written back in January but recorded only recently.
thanks for all the expectations, glad to be back<3.

prod. by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:

bitch i keeping back to this shit
someone think that ima died or now im healthy to quit
or I'm wandering my ward in my own suicidal dreams
or maybe now i feeling happy as i wanted all these years

but fuck, bitch, stop it i ain't used for this shit
all my life is like a balance but on ends are only pits
problems teaching to survive and now i know that i won't sink
and im back with this noise, thats my way just to see all this shit

i mean to see the sense in grinding my thoughts
i mean i want to see the reason why my life going cross (with what i want)
i want to get the way i should care my wounds
remained from past in me, and living in the many other hearts

but i keep fucking wandering here like im blind
like I've pierced in my eyeballs when i was a child
and they're bleeding right now cuz these needles are stuck
they are long to my brain, bitch, i fucking trapped

thats the reason my music for me always sucks
that's the reason why you still looking for my blood
that's the reason one day I'll gone like fully mad
if i'll never found escape from endless ward

bitch i got lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
i'll fucking die in this pit bitch

i've got lost in this pit that i did by myself it's my own mental cage.
it's like hole in the head, like a rope to my neck, it's all sign to an end, want to get rid of that

and thats what now im doing im working on shit and i'll shut anybody that gotta prevent
all of my music is not always sad
when I'll feel i get happy I'll write shit bout that
but now i lost in this pit
i fucking lost in this pit
now my body's drown in this pit
I'll fucking die in this pit...

2024.

lost in the pit. [prod. svrviiive]

Produced by: @SVRVIIIVE, @mvsplvnt
Final mix: @SVRVIIIVE

Mehrunes Prod. SVRVIIIVE, PLVNT

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

@trauma-6-6-6
unreleased song from 2020.
was supposed to be on the "inspiring self-destruction" ep at first, but it wasn't included in the final tracklist.
later i wanted to release it as a single but lost the project and didn't finish the mix so this track was never finished...



withdrawn. [prod. trauma] (2020)

SCYTHE (Prod.FEAR X WHOAMI)

DROWN

Producer
Experimental/dark beats/trap metal/noise
still learning
@apathyzed

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