PROD BY ME

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

another shit lyrics but many asking.
lyrics:
why the fuck you staring
on my scars, i was despaired 
cuz you fuckers tries to blame me 
now i don't feel any scaring  

to break up with hate that flaming 
but you fuckers tryna test me   
and my nerves that now impairing  
to break up your spine and kill you, bitch 

fuck this cemetery 
i refuse to being buried 
on the ground that now in hatred 
i don't want to rot and stay here  

wasted and faded goddamn nature 
filled with hypocrisy of faggots 
she would die of shame to herself bruh 
if she knew she made a garbage 

burn their churches, cut them rape them 
fuck their feeling, start the mayhem  
how you smart to come with a weapon 
but you can't just find the pleasure 

in your ordinary life  
that's why we are so fucking wasted 
and of all of you im vacant  
to this day i can't get better then i was 

blow your fuckin brains out  
and ressamble them again  
i wanna cut you deep inside   
to see your all humanity 

fuck this empty promises    
your bodies just a carcasses  
supposed to rotting under the ground 

the whole human history
is as bloody as their essence
i'd like to end all of that 
there's no more fucking common sense 

i want to see the decline of this world

hypocrisy. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch i get you rest in peace
breaking your skull, never felt so bliss  
i fuck it all up? i deserve this shit? 
they breaking my heart but i let them quit

wow, fuck
never gave a fuck about scars 
but i feel it like a trauma first of all to my own nerves
im disgusting piece of shit and you just fuckin on my thoughts?
that's what you believe in, that's what you've been taught

how much was said of this cold empty words?
what had to happen to make me the worst?
i'll never let these crows peck at my corpse
yeah im tired of all the black cats going cross 

yuh 
never seen the point of this shit
when you lying to my eyes. you was right, disappear 
i will never miss again all this worries you bring 
when you look at me this time, what the fuck do you see? 

i cant stay. but yeah i wanted... 
i dont feel the same...
i dont feel it like i should  
survive again this hurricane...

i dont feel the way of living 
with this shit i grap...
but it's not your only fault 
i know i fucked it up...

i just want to feel some better cuz i feel
i fucked it up
i cant stay here for too long because i know 
i fucked it up 
i dont want to see your eyes again, i see 
i fucked it up 
but you will watch me how i start decay because 
i fucked it up 
(x2)

betrayed. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
im traumatized
by the shards of life
that makes me gnaw my veins
and bite my lips and jowls to the ulcers

it breaks my mind.
and im still dwell this cage
it makes me feel so vile
and i swallow my nails like blades

ashes of my dreams
yeah it settled in my lungs and it break my ribs
yeah i fuck with this shit and i feel it like a burden of me
like i'll never escape i will never be free

sleeves up, and im back, to the scars on my hand
to my burns that i made, like a mark of my hate
to myself and the past, that is piercing my chest
hit the heart end - to -end, and im feel like im dead

I'm still breathing, spitting blood
and now im walking on the blade
to lose my hope and fall,
or hold and maybe see the light again?
the pain is gone, the wounds are healed
but i feel trapped in my own cage
which holds me back, it's like a prison
built of my own mental state

i used to wake up from my faintinings with my sleeves are fucking up
Im in a pool of still wet blood that flows like wine from my own wounds

and I dont want this shit to happen in my life again, no
and I just want to break this prison in my head to end this cold

mental prison. [prod. svrviiive]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
all my lyrics and shit
wouldn't make any sense if i wasn't a whin
but even if it is, at least ima real.
and i'm not a fucking pussyboy, not a fucking bitch

i don't give a fuck, i don't give a shit
if you think that ima low cuz i never was heard
try to make some sense of this pile of my scream
and you'll see the truth, you will see me bleed, you're just a bitch

sometimes i feel like piece of trash
and im tear on my lungs and my morbid flesh
i repeat it often like its my prayer
but it's my own life, i've never played

my creativity is self-medication
not a money counter , or love motivation
for me this commerce like a decapitation
i curse this shit and i will never make it

i curse this time when i was sick and doesn't know where i go
and while these motherfuckers think its an image im tryna cope
and my life is a record, ima needle on a gramophone
which draws new scratches everywhere until it comes to abrasion
(x2)

where will my fate take me this time i want to know
i feel so sick but if i've come this far, it means that i can't stop

i am feeling like erased
and i got no trace
so i hurt myself
like it's just in case

you can see it in my face
i am got in impasse
and i hate this place
and i hate my space

and i keep on fucking trying
all the motherfucking ways
how to love my flesh
how to love my face

and i'm really fucking try
win this goddamn hate
and i'm really trying
to win this hate

abrasions. [prod. svrviiive]

Lights out…
(Lights out)
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(Lights out)

Lights out…
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(Lights out)

Lights out…
(Lights out)
(Lights out)
(Lights out)

Lights out…
(Lights out)

LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!

LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!

LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!

LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!
LIGHTS OUT!

Lights out (Yuh)
Blacked out in the back street

Lights out (Yuh)
Leave ‘em dying on the concrete

Lights out (Yuh)
Brain splatter on the back seat

Lights out (Yuh)
Headshot stop a heartbeat

Headshot! Headshot!
See me I’ma dreadnaught
Got my shorty screaming by the way I make the bed rock
Top spot
Try and take it from me know you can not
Damn hot
I ain’t ever stoping it’s an onslaught

Headshot! Headshot!
Stop ‘em with a red dot
Drop ‘em in a pit 
They see me flippin’
Got that bread boxed
Lead locked
Beg not
Now they wanna send thoughts?
Think I’ma end ‘em in a blink
Now they dead gone!

Night Bringer (Prod. HELLI$H)

Production by: HELLI$H & SVRVIIIVE 
( @actuallythedevil & @svrviiive )

Vocals/Art by: HELLI$H

Lyrics:

Run it back boy
You ain’t gonna last boy
All noise
Owe me bought a stack I need it cash boy
(Yuh)

I hit fast boy 
Trapping out the mad voice
Wanna fuck w me u get it free
That’s a bad choice
(Aye)

Wanna die 
Lights flashing in the night
(Aye yuh)

Crowd jumping like I’m pullin out a knife
(Yuh aye)

Bass thumping 
Rage drainin out they life
Ima fight bark bite
It’s the way that I
Survive

Wanna die 
Lights flashing in the night

Crowd jumping like I’m pullin out a knife

Bass thumping 
Rage drainin out they life
Ima (SWORD BARK BITE)
It’s the way that I
(SVRVIIIVE)

Cold truth
I been dead 
since like 02
Every day dread
Can’t choose
Noose or gold tooth
Low view
Long days
My life lookin like doom
Old news now 
I’m on new shit
I don’t know you

Wait 
Where’d I go
Out here dyin in the snow
They be like oh why the devil walkin drippin w the cold
Chains rippin on my soul
Same mission as before
Get a throne of gold and leave you missin down under the floor
(Fuck fuck)

Fucking snake
Get the fuck out of my face
(Aye Yuh)
You a fake
(Yuh)
Rat you a lame
(Yuh yuh)

Fuck a wait
I come runnin for the cake
I drop hundreds on a stake
Then I burn up everything
(Damn…)

Unyielding Cerberus (W/ SVRVIIIVE)

rupture (w/ leatherfacebeat)

MASSACRE - (HELLI$H Acappella Challenge 1)

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

HELLFEST - TrickWitTreats x HOAX

its my 18th birthday today. 
made this in 5 hours after getting out of the icu a week ago

produced by me
guitar solo by me
recorded/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(Isn’t life wonderful!?)

And I hate to fall to the war with self,
Man control yo self
Always looking for something to be wrong even when there’s no goddamn problem at all 
“Oh keep pushing through brother, you might as well deal with the pain, you’ll just get stronger anyway, It’s gonna be okay”
Well sure, then fuck this game me and countless others playing, 
Well, why don’t you stitch me up crochet?
And I have all these scars to say things like how I got em, 
“How the fuck did you breathe?” 
Oh bro, I didn't bother
Breathing was venting and I never just let myself be fucking fostered
That’s why I struggled with the fucking mental doctor
Too stubborn for therapy and 
I’ve been the same weight for four years with a fear to eat, not supply. 
Weigh 125 (LBS)
And I might take some amphetamines just to give me a better reason to say that I need help, ugh

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go?
Bullet in lung?
Oh, way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?

“911, what’s your emergency?”
Agh, agh,
“Oh I feel like I’m gonna fucking hurt myself!”
“Calm down sir it’s gonna be okay,”
It’s gonna be okay!?
No it’s fucking not
Cops take me to the fucking ICU
Now I rot on top of a fucking hospital bed
While you just fucking living not knowing what I’ve almost done
And you wont know

You wont ever know
But why’d I make it this far to throw away all I sewed?
“Oh he was packed with talent”
Oh, but you don't get it though 
Being good at something comes with a malice-filled price 
You either give and you get and/or you give and you're met with the in-equal shares of bets you cant even make with yourself,
Cant wait to say fuck it and just off myself
Don't want attention but this a fucking cry for help

Oh
What have I done?
Where do I go? 
Bullet in lung?
Oh way too young
What have I done?
Didn’t wanna run
Now it’s all gone
Isn’t life wonderful?
(What have I done?)

ISNT LIFE WONDERFUL?!?
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
WHERE DO I GO?
I DON’T KNOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE?
HELP!
ISN’T-ISN’T LIFE-ISN’T LIFE WONDERFUL?!?

ICU, i see you

ICU, I See You

Bloody Mary W/Scj

First drop: trapnoise
Second drop: distorted trap metal (maybe) 

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Experimental/dark beats/trap metal/noise
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