uh one last thing
you do know that im black right
and not chinese
im blind carl not stupid

i know u
u get around
u think your
the best in town
id really
love for u to admit it
but u just dont get it
so ima hit it n quit it

girl u know i hurt myself for fun
u gon have to take away my gun
just kiddin i wouldnt use us an excuse
to tie the noose so cut me loose

sample: melba moore - crying in the night

blind or stupid

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i was high asf when i made ts lmao

smoke in my lungs sky in my eyes
waiting outside while the world just flies
cold on my hands numb in my chest
try to feel calm but im still a mess

smoking outside nothing feels right
watching the day turn into the night
try to move on but i cant leave
all of my thoughts just make me grieve

ash on the ground flick it away
i say im fine but im not okay
laughter inside im stuck out here
fading in smoke fading in fear

one more drag, one more sigh
look at the sky i don’t know why
i keep coming back cant let it go
guess its the only place I know

smoking outside the clinic

song recorded aug 28 2025
sample - url irl by cities aviv

i just heard a voice on the phone
it told me to kill myself
you know i hear this a lot and you know
i really debate if i should or not
but i never do
i guess thats a good thing

pistol to my head im ready to shoot
spent all of my time just waiting on u
if she lies to everyone she'll lie to you too
if she lies to everyone she'll lie to you too
thought u were sweet baby like tiramisu
i shot up the restaurant theres a hair in my food
she thought i was done wit her but im back hard
the mowers found her body in my back yard
the bitch shouldnt have got in my car
why did u get in my car
the bitch shouldnt have got in my car
why did u get in my car

tiramisu aka suicide prevention month

@justnopoint
pull up and i’m flexing why you always talking 
im a bit creepy only when im stalking 
watch you all the time like right now i see u walking 
i know its fucking weird but we could be fucking calling 
everything around me is so mother fucking boring 
imma kill you imma strike with out a warning 
why i wanna die every time it hits morning 
imma go outside but only when it’s storming

@schziodrawings
meant to kill u dead
meant to kill u now
i dont know whats worse
but you’re here somehow
please don’t call my phone
i’ve been to your house
Life360’s on
you’re still in ur blouse
you don’t learn your lesson
cuz i’m still in your kitchen
and there will be no witness
but i know what the plan is
and i might get some claw marks
but i have so many scars
so you know what time it is again…

suspicion w/ point (mixxed by friday)

acidkittenzzz till we die

every day is getting a lil bit draining
i wanna say goodbye
fantasize over things that you wanted
all you ever wanted to do was 
dieeeeeeeeeee
my eyes are so strained
im in a losing game
sometimes i want it all to end 
cuz i dont care about 
the fameeee
put a bullet in my brain
make it end quickerrr
and ur drowning
in the bottom
of a river
ur river 
u know what to do
u know what to do

sink down the drain

break me 
break me
break me
break me
show me 
show me
show me
show me

happy halloween everyone


break me

july mix

prod slur

im not real bitch i been smokin
ever since a kid i been in bad shit
snorting all dis angel dust now im bat shit
all these hoes want me like im fukkin batman
got trues on niggas kno wut im on and these hoes on my dick whos dat pokemon

mixed by me

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pgc