used the beat from youtube so if bsd.u wants me to take it down i will. all rights to bsd.u for the beat

the original song is: bsd.u - memories of you www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ2iGiDUBC4

bsd.u: @bsdu

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

death (prod. bsd.u)

produced by @mileex

cover art by csidesuicide at csidesuicide.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

im finally sober
i find that drugs get more fun as u get older
allow u to look into ur mind and break the borders
let u create genius ideas and store them just like a horder

creation not a disorder
mix vocals just like a mortar
ill crush u like im a pestle
and fling u just like a mortar

stay fly like a spaceship
so fly im too high to fit my placement

i been feeling real ugly lately
people rather stand than sit beside me on the transit lately
ya i guess im kind of crazy
and anxious and awkward but maybe u still could be my baby

i dont lift
but im holding up this rep up on my chest
i dont sip
but ill get u feeling wavy like i did

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

perspective (prod. mileex)

produced by @paysrmusic

lyrics:

imma try to be sober for a week
tossing turning i been fucking up the sheets
why continue when the futures looking bleak
barely living and my chest is scaring me

i could give you the attention that you seek
i could help a thousand people to their feet
i could fucking save a life but never me
dont you try cause theres no way your saving me

i could feel heart palpatations happen when i breathe
i could feel the acid climbing everytime i eat
they say its a scary life
take this itll work
its been half a year
and im only feeling worse

residential doctors tell me its anxiety
i could fucking tell you that now get to helping me
i wonder what the feelings like of breathing normally
cant identify the happiness when its so new to me

slow down
i cant even
smoke now
i been on the same damn
come down
since this time last year
this time last year
this time last

march now
hot or cold i never go out
see my friends like once a week at best
cause im in the zone now
im not myself when its cold out

i been seeing shadow figures 
in the corner of my vision
i been thinking bout my friends
and all their thoughts and all there feelings
i dont think they really like me
and that thought really frightens me

im being honest
and that doesnt happen alot

honesty (prod.  PAYSR)

produced by @scandibeats

lyrics:

why everyone hate soundcloud
shit grew you
you wouldnt be here now
smoking on strains from so cal
squad gonna shine like opal

bad situations dont cause me panic
ive numbed that out speed up and pass it
said fuck that clout just gang and can it
im bhb in this bitch its lavish

bitch i am more than average
dont even try to surpass it
lately im not making sad shit
cause i fixed my life from the bad shit

i hit the beat and im bat shit
might pop a vein in my neck
i couldnt flop for a cheque
village hidden by sound my shinobi my set

scott hit my phone im like bet
send me the beat and its wet
make an ep for the summer
drop it two months in advance

i see the hate in my end
soak it up like im square in the pants

shout out to all of my fans
for you i do all that i can

i think im just
so used too
what ive been through
i dont feel it anymore when i break through
it takes three more bowls
than it used to 
to remove the mental block
you have from being you

hit my cellphone
only ringtone
i still got caller id
but u feel unknown

i could barely read the screen from all the weed smoke
got some red lights in my room i smoke that green and go

skr skr skr
eating great dont sweat it
these lames are just the h'orderves
fl perscription
just what the doctor ordered
im finna burst
but ill leave my wave to surf

kick back or something (prod. scandibeats)

produced by syndrome

lyrics:

want more then im gonna get it
appetite and ive gone and fed it
i shock more like im electric
i raise up and i take the leverage

i flaunt less then then i really could
unwind and i peel a woods
fun time is not in the books
game is hard but im silly good

bad bitch and she swallow nud
legs open up like my feelings should
red lights go flood the room
got fire skin when she getting nude

straight forward but never rude
unless you coming at the dudes
spillin blood like a fucking duece
i only win and i hate to lose

i only win and i hate to lose 
got half a pound in my fucking room
quarter ounce in my puffy goose
face a blunt and im feeling loose

lotta people got shit to say
but im never one for the fucking news
fuck streams i could look outside at the cn tower
if you talking views

your homies seem like a bunch of squares but you still managing to fuck around
got big dog on the phone line i say the word and hes out the pound
your main girl wear hella makeup but you the one whos a fucking clown
splinter cell with the lack of sound
no story book when i lay you down

4 deep when i ride in
all black on my apperel like im kylo ren
seen your baby give me signals like verizen
instant reply when i slide in

if they knew the real me then id have no friends
tony hawk im fucking grinding till i push a benz
long hair but im using all the rubber bands
jenga how im stacking bands

cum rag with the grime
snot rag with the slimes
toe tag how im killin it
im blowing up like a mine

take a hold of my mind
tinder swiping on dimes
i can tell that she really like me 
like sign language with the signs

baby you couldnt watch me
girlie come sit on my crotch
dradel when she gimme top
lacing all over her shirt and its cropped

salty honey
i break it off
and all the photos get cropped
still hit me with the lemme hear
when a new song bouta drop

they keep tryna show me where i gotta go 
i dont need you to promote i did this on my own
i might i be growing slowly at least i fucking grow
feeling like its ytv the way im in my zone

the way im in my zone
some you sound shadow clones of me
baratheon with the throne
aint nobody taking hold of me 
i did this on own
like solo queue
im good to go
i could best you stoned
pick a beat from off your phone

changing rythms morph the flow like power rangers
roll a blunt and light it up and wave it round like a light saber
i got homies chopping shit like ankles from a razor scooter
no days off no ferris beuler
icy flow i spit a cooler

4 deep when i ride in
all black on my apperel like im kylo ren
seen your baby give me signals like verizen
instant reply when i slide in

if they knew the real me then id have no friends
tony hawk im fucking grinding till i push a benz
long hair but im using all the rubber bands
jenga how im stacking bands

tip toe (prod. syndrome)

produced by syndrome

lyrics:

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

your main girl at my door like hello
like moto
want photos
girl its a no go
gimme the loot and im out like diablo
or in twenty
actually no ones home spend plenty
she lose the clothes
tell me motorboat
got me muffled out like kenny

no something doesnt sound right
hollup 9tails
i thought u were a sad guy
im persuing music
im not pursueing a bad life
if i get a chance to fix my shit
i wanna live nice

on that "i dont wanna listen to u if u do not wanna die"
tell me why
cause those comments tend to keep me up at night
im not offended
but im not pretending
that my sadness more than average
just so i can take advantage of the scene

whiter then the filling in a krispy kreme
got no lean
but the green
come a quarter ounce a week
i smoke until i sleep
substitute my antidepressants
for some og

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

big 9mm glass bong
walk in with it
dirty week old water
dump it out and fill it in the kitchen
see the resi hit the dishes 
shit digusting
swear this shit could prolly kill some fishes
im insane
but u prolly think im bluffing
next time i should down the water burping like its nothing
next time i might leave the party without saying nothing
think i gotta meet my cousins or something
i should get cutting

talking all that shit u gotta try and back it up
know u told the boys but that shit will not be enough
i could pick and choose what verses i could light u up with
bars that burn you down it have you looking like a sunset
smoking on the beach i blow it out into the ocean 
none of you are good for anything but the commotion

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

i got some problems
run and tell that
to the few of you talking that shit
but you never would hit my dms

got shit on my mental
im fucked in my mind
but with the distractions i still look at you
and i still see the slime

dirty nike roshes
guacomole
breathing inward slowly
24 grams in my bag i call it kobe pack
shit'll blow u back
make u see the zodiac
start the sodastream
bubble up the juice and jack
she gimme oral b
like she was tryna fight the plaque

problems (prod. syndrome)

produced by Sam Brodie Beats

lyrics:

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

that girl like me only cause im musical
fubu love i know she starting faking months ago
i cant blame her if im somewhat antisocial though
i guess someone gotta entertain the followers

thats a problem i got people acting different to me
forget the curve and theyll come back around with feelings for me
she too clever she only text me when im really horny
everything i say is something new that she could plant upon me

thats just one thing
hold up thats just one thing
text to argue phone ping when im tryna fucking sing
swear ill just delete you if bout to here a ring
lemme hit the hook and maybe later we could grab a drink or somethin

everyone i talk to got a look about them
like i didnt fuck them over but they think im bouta
listen up that shit is fallacy im good without ya
i got people mad at me i never have encountered

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

look at me go
burning the road
pressing my toes down
im breaking out of my mold

lately im no peoples person
i dont do hellos
i might live out in the forest 
and let no one know

sweater ovo
swaine his cap is xo
from the east side
my girl is from the rex tho
house of balloons is banging loud from the condo
racing cars in here they way it smell like gas smoke

i fucked up my life
to do what i love everday
hard when even my own mama
tell me im not gonna make it
tell her check the calender it could be any day
no matter what the time frame
ion wanna wait

wait (prod. sam brodie)

mixed by 9TAILS

mastered by @scottysplash

produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

school friends
school friends
imma split it all with my school friends

never learned to drive but homie'll whip a benz
only suicide is when we raise the doors we good again

school friends
school friends
imma split it all with my school friends

never learned to drive but homie'll whip a benz
only suicide is when we raise the doors we good again

cdg my pants and cardigan ya
flow so cold my craft im artisan
changed so much now u just feeling pocket lint

lotta of people never saw my offerings ya
same ones hit my phone like feel like dropping in 
i see thru that shit like it was crystalline ya
jet beam soda stream  my alchoholic drink ya

i put that magic into sonic waves
so dramatic how i make it taste
feel that static when it hit ur brain
like rakishi leave you stinky faced

i didnt mean it like that baby
i just got alotta work alotta mouse taps
ion really got the time for a nap
so i apologize if im quick with the chats

school friends
school friends
imma split it all with my school friends 

never learned to drive but homie'll whip a benz
only suicide is when we raise the doors we good again

imma push forth raise havoc
land in the war get at it
purple tac shotty in the attic
take dubs real quick on a hat trick

sore throat i take a few cherry halls
smoke a blunt i counteracted it all
spit holy bars im on an alter
flow crystal clear like im walter

ay
first come first serve
in this universe
anything can happen with the work
i put it in and now im kicking back with rose leaf blunts
i was smoking light before but now im doing it for fun

if you get close to me
you could witness anything you wanted i wont hold it back you could attack me take hold of me
forgot the feeling of my feelings guiding me through all the dark even brighter days

school friends
school friends
imma split it all with my school friends 

never learned to drive but homie'll whip a benz
only suicide is when we raise the doors we good again

school friends
school friends
imma split it all with my school friends 

never learned to drive but homie'll whip a benz
only suicide is when we raise the doors we good again

school friends (prod. scottysplash)

lyrics:
SWAINE
can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

dreams of doin 90 on the freeway
in a brand new sports car, supports leeway
so i can fit the squad inside and blast the shit that we make
and we can give opinions based on what we feelin each day
today im feelin blessa
come from black mesa
please dont call me i dont know u, just a heads up
hope for sunny days, blue glaze in the atmosphere
i blast back with a tac from the haunted hills
cant touch me on the 90s flow old shit
get ur words and ur bread up or u done quick
bred from the xos and ovos alike
but i still got bars for anyone, like turkish delights
ight?
if u wanted cocky then u got it
im delusional, i been namin myself the cream crop, bitch
at the bottom but i feel im on the high ground
cuz all i see is heads, dead prez's all around

can u feel it?
baby can u feel it?
tell me can u feel it?
can u feel it?
can u? (x2)

9TAILS
can u feel it
just made the deal and sealed it
now this medicine inside me
got me spinning like a ceiling fan
bad behaviour block the art
my flow is permabanned
i heard you man
youre never gonna mess with me
im too advanced
saucy with it
flow is diarheaa
and my mouth told me i pooed my pants
i got lettuce on my head im like the salad man
rubber bands
up inside the mattress in the camping van
just in case im in need of a back up plan
anti social
my old friends are who im close to
i kept the rest at the distance
i come across as a cold dude
so rude
stinky weed
in the bong tube
smell like old food
could use some soap and a sponge too
when we come thru
nv always set the mood
straight with the beef
but these other rappers tofu
i miss the old you
is what the tell me
if i was planning on never evolving
id miss him too
spring weather i couldnt remain a zero
hit that life with the vito i feel like robert de niro

out the godfather
see people trashing a style when their name is on the charter
i came to push my genre further
i dont give a fuck about whos smarter

can u feel it
can u feel it baby
can u feel it
tell me can you feel it

Can You Feel It? w/ 9TAILS (prod. ILLUID HALLER)

9tails - I Cant See Anything (prod GHXST)

produced by. @memoryroseishere 
vocals & engineering @cielx
vocals @sewerperson

lyrics:

grain:

you said we have grown apart
i said we were doomed right from the start
i think thats why you have my heart
nothing is too much for me to take 
i wont let that heart break
slow down i just wanna talk 
i just wanna hear you out
let me take that burden off your back
i dont do enough i agree with that
you deserve the world and i aint ever did a thing for you so imma make it right cause i know just how much it means to you
just how much it means to you
baby im holding on forever
i know its not healthy to hold onto memories

sewer person:

teach me how to love again
baby im in need of it
look me in my face
before u leave me on my own again
promise i could handle it i wish i got another chance
drink my blood out my heart
i dont need it all
catching tears from eyes like a waterfall
late night in this double head
thoughts break out my broken head
when i rearrange emotions
i can almost take away the dread
so this is how you live without a lifeline ya
every day alone feel like a life time
baby im holding on forever
i aint felt right since last december
hide me away from the stormy weather i hate it
cause we belong together

ciel:

i been thinking real hard
and it’s my fault
but it’s land mines
talking to you
about love lost
are we love locked
two weeds stuck in the same pot
growing farther from you
and i’m dying for some rain drops
so i’ll just stay away
and pray for better weather
things just can’t stay the same
but i know we’ll make it better

Can You Feel It? w/ 9TAILS (prod. ILLUID HALLER)

Swaine

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