what a pleasure this was to hop on. much luv

Yooo, that feature was nasty outta nowhere. Loved it!

I said it once Ill say it everytime Swaine harmonizing is TOP TIER 🥹<3

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

the logs do be mono tee hee

fashionably late
like my passion been proving
a clean slate couldnt save me at the rate we been moving
the trio me myself and i and still i aint be improving
its either patiently waiting, or basically stupid
maybe music aint got much in it 4 me 
lately living the dream
only its in dreams when im snoozing, yet still been losing sleep
yes i dont reach out now but hope they know me truthfully
crucial info never coming out me usually
really never talk much in my new stuff
to pick apart the projects watch em fall apart like "true luv" LMFAO
hit up only homies they gon tell me "bro u too rough"
"made a new track like what you think about it
and what would you change about it"
too tuff
but spliffy got me couch locked
and i aint felt this down to earth since last time that i been grounded
took me back to school days with lunch bags,
iphone in a backpack that's hidden under notepads
all black with the screen cracked
almost wanna go back
kid still, but i live alone
make a wish tim turner dimmsdale dimmadome
lookin ass white fit on 
and my wrists froze 
no more 9 missed calls 
and nightly terrors
terrifying 2 death
plus the heavy weighted trauma overstay in my chest
but if the emdr dont work i might blow out my head
almost killed myself again, im trying my best
guess that's what happen when u go off the meds

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monologue (engless)

track 3 is delayed while i get my mental health in check :/

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
told her let go, jus a fuck up from the get go
simply fkn with my mental
setbacks roll me, no cigarillo 
steady on my dick but ur chick still hit the set tho 
tryna kick it, nigga think he liu kang
bad lil bish offa addy and a mood swing
kush smell like cat piss, been smokin on magic
got blood on my jeans w/ blunt ash on this mattress-
oh my god~ 
smoke in bed until this shi happen again
and fall apart in my car, you break my heart like i was dead
so MIA, dissipate with every thought inside my head
wish i was better, said the letter that i bet u never read

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗
i could fuck off if that’s what u want
its been a Long night lit I could see the sun
baby here’s a tip 
dont be scared of fun
i could show u how to get ur body numb
we pop outside then its back to the night
id rather that u cry than prepared for a fight
baby how u feel 
she said alright then alright
i would kiss it better but im scared that u bite
wonder if these bullets could be stopped by his tai chi..

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 + 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
in this bitch silent
im not too inviting
baby if u pull it 
shits about to get violent
she might be my baby
but she turn a tyrant
gotta let go
i remain a fuck up right from the get go
you a slimey little bitch u a gecko!
all my dogs inside the crib like a petco
its the bro code
u aint special🖕🏼

out_of_ord3r w/ sewerperson (necu)

nico north - Skin

<3
soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
the shades been drawn for so long
i dont know why i've been here
a summer passed without your laugh
i still hear it so clear
i wonder why it happens now
left to figure out
how the pieces of me suffocate in the weeds intact
told you that its good, its getting bad

listening to rover in your attic
sleeping in til 6 i know it after
i had marked the page to save the passage 
something about the pain that doesn't happen
i wonder if your neighbours figured out at all
i wonder if you saved yourself at a cost of what we lost

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Greenwood:
light we couldn't see but i'm sure that its hitting
i'd be down for a week, i'd be down for a minute
see the scope of your life when its already finished
kinda strange at the end, feeling like the beginning
and i know what you'd say but i'm glad that you didn't
put my life on a shelf for a job and its killing
cause i've been fucking up
i just need to come around
figure out the proper way to hold you but its different now
i just couldn't figure out

time had taken hold of me, bury me
take control like its kerosene 
in my head its invisible, what's that mean on a principle?
when its dark i could speak but i regret it so easily
if you promise to forget i'd tell you just what it means to me
to be out again
fucked up with the sound effects
heard he made it overseas i hope he knows i'm proud of him
happy so we call it that
second summer came to pass, i've been working late
cause no ones waiting for me coming back

cycle through the lens of the moment
i couldn't see what was coming
i tried to fix it when its over 
cause i thought that it wasn't

Eoin Disney:
i wish it was the right time
i wish you were right there
i miss you in the nighttime 
i miss you when i'm scared
told her listen to the starlight
as i kiss you from the moon
and when you glisten in the sunlight
you're shaping shadows in my room

Bloom (w/ Eoin Disney)

carlito (prod. swaine)

till im gone ft. kanashi (prod. swaine)

they claimed it was unhittable
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

faces freestyle (prod. eric godlow)

beautiful guitar -> @safeatlast

Lyrics:

jaded in the backstreets
she'd hit the gas flyin past me
5 guys girl ur trashy
9 shots like who put me in the front seat
ay
guardin on my playlist
wired up on go while the tape spin
kind face but he a rapist
no name
no face
still complacent

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after?
this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote
where after

-

where after
where after
where after
where after

where after
where after
where after
where after

this girl's not home
but she is all i know
i'm reaping all i sow
just bury all i wrote

where after?

till im gone ft. kanashi (prod. swaine)

Swaine

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