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produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

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scruff - flower journal (sai)

@brokitz (hook)
@thrmls
@1himiko
@yametsu
prod @01kon x @been_ded

summer ends (kitz, thrml, himiko, yametsu, (01kon & bended)

for my next trick i need a gun (kari)

prod. mucisian & heavnsnt

(Intro - heavnsnt)

Now I'm really afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - heavnsnt)

I had to fight for it all
There was one night I would fall
I had to push down the walls
To make the buzzing thoughts stop

I had to breathe thru it all
What was your name? Don't recall
I had to make through the call
to manifest the windfall

(Hook - heavnsnt)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

(Verse - heavnsnt)

afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - mucisian)
Man down, don't be coming 'round I'm exhausted
Hit me up with messages and then get no responses
If you just had a sense that was common, you'd find out
You're not the girl that I wanted

I don't think she understands me
And I don't think it's real it can't be
But I won't pay the cost this time
Don't tell anybody you're a friend of mine

(Outro - heavnsnt, mucisian)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

beehive (w/ mucisian)

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

prod me x @31sentinel
Lyrics:
yea it take plenty of nerve not to drop for a month
and still act like somebody gon give a fuck
shoes done got dirty been ran thru the mud
think i give a fuck? never i could
post with the gang in december i would
i would do it whenever i could
when it comes to a setup im good
you could watch me finesse him by the book
fresh out the swamp where im posted is grimey
shoot out the bay know i got perfect timing
crocodile skin all the junkies around me
give bro some tranq watch him move like a zombie
i heard them boys finna slide to the spot 
but i bet you they move around me
price on my head aint shit i aint used to
come try and collect yo bounty
come try and defend yo gangsta
im with the gang we dont throw up fingers
head shot em thats a no-brainer
left his ass a no-brainer
dirty boy + a soul taker
had to give it my own flavor
we atcha spot like a home invasion
rip out his skull im a bone breaker
watch how i ball you would think the name vince
way im slammin that shit with my head 'bove the rim
dirty my cup man i swear thats my stim
d-dirty my cup man i swear thats my stim
shoot out the roof when im spinnin the block 
if i miss me a shot ima do it again
reload and shoot it again
i hope that they move in the end

(thought i told that goofy boy that i was god,
he aint believe in me, damn, now we gon crucify him, how it feel to burn in fire)
i bet it hurts, i bet it burns
dont try and tell me that you think it could be worse 
(we could make it that way for you
aint exactly what i wanna do)
but did u really leave my ass with any choice?
scream into the void until i fuckin lose my voice
i got sick of being 'round folks i cant deal with noise
plus usually in the end they the ones that get annoyed
ask me what i do it for
used to be my bird ya know
everyday i wake up fucked up in a state of vertigo
(but i cant let the curtains close, finna give u my worst of flows, ima hit'em with bursts and blows, loser is whose the first to go)

yea it take plenty of nerve not to drop for a month
and still act like somebody gon give a fuck
shoes done got dirty been ran thru the mud
think i give a fuck? never i could
post with the gang in december i would
i would do it whenever i could
when it comes to a setup im good
you could watch me finesse him by the book
fresh out the swamp where im posted is grimey
shoot out the bay know i got perfect timing
crocodile skin all the junkies around me
give bro some tranq watch him move like a zombie
i heard them boys finna slide to the spot 
but i bet you they move around me

aint drop in a month

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
( blank )
can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
( blank )

autophobia

produced by @arysvance

lyrics :

i still remember everything about you now
for once in a while that i've been going off
i ain't vulnerable so i'll protect you from all the storm
but i'm stronger and wiser to anybody i don't wanna get involve

i'll bring all the flowers for you when you're gone
the magenta shades glowing into the dawn
hold my hand we fallin' under the sand
but we are far away from our fantasy land i'll be

right by your side
but i didn't know what you're going through
never been loved before all this is so brand new
and you're the right one for me i only need you

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
when we fall we'll parachute

i wanna see you again
you're my everything
i miss your voice everytime you sing
i always pickup the call everytime that my phone rings
but i still can't find love that's only one thing

i stay with you and i don't wanna go back and take their advice
had enough had to cut them all off with my only knife
i need you in my life i've been all alone it's alright
i wanna see if you're my true love

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
but when we fall we'll parachute

and i hope that i see you again