prod / feat me

a large variety of songs with a lot of very underground stuff

2 Real best

I love you

prod @starboyrob

@rouri404 @vaeo-music @polar333 
@crayolax @k0a @wheeeaty @mssnger

midnight (starboyrob)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

this is what ____ feels like (Vol. 1-4)

moon and back

call me pk like its soccer, wit your bitch im finna kick shit

the lsd psychosis bar is true btw

s/o
frankii: https://soundcloud.com/fr4nkii
akkiro: https://soundcloud.com/akkir0

case_closed w/ frankii, akkiro (pk)

produced by me

1/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
https://www.instagram.com/bhertuy
https://twitter.com/bhertuy

lyrics:

used to think way too much bout how people see me or treat me
now i let them say what they want cuz it ain’t my responsibility

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

blank my mind out from what happened last year cuz it ain’t matter
you got two choices either leave it or let your heart keep shattering

you said he said she said sh
you shouldn’t let them in

you had what he hadn’t had
you point to what he had

you ought to let go what he has
(free yourself from ur sins)
(don’t ever let them in)

distraught from things ur still attached
(go look under ur skin)
(it grows before you cringe)

go look under
go look under your skin

stream c:

look under your skin

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

s/o the gang:
https://soundcloud.com/fvckriv
https://soundcloud.com/dooozii
https://soundcloud.com/prkrblu
https://soundcloud.com/kurse11
https://soundcloud.com/phreyla
https://soundcloud.com/prod_permafrost

prods too:
https://soundcloud.com/fr4nkii
https://soundcloud.com/prodkirian

v3ndetta w/ riv, dooozii, prkr blu, kurse11, phreyla, permafrost (frankii + kirian + pk)

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

lacrosse w/ shusxi, trev mas (grxnt + pk)

produced by @sxthsns

lyrics:

ok I gave me no challenge
still sippin on chalice
of
extent of my talent
greater than young me imagined

like ooh ooh ooh

raised on madness
"zip it fore we smoke ya pack like its fanny"

ooh ooh

bent warm plastic
bad mold all i ever was god damn it

yeah

the crew of my crude imagination
got me unaware
got me simply scared
of my future and what it brought

on another hand
could say i was content
talking to tinker bell
speaking to peter pan
bout my life lived with fraught

how should a child grow?
guess ill never know
it dont ring no bells
when a nigga tells
me
"you was posed to live it loud"

among the many cells
that made me who i am
had me clutching for a way out
out of this hell

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

i need some closure to my life
i want some lead and some powder
inside cortex thats the motto
all that i got at the moment
amounts and equals to nada
i need a good role model
that i can confide on

oh oh oh
you put me down
im on the ground
you took my crown

goin through withdrawals so i went and queued deposits
of faith towards everyone that wronged me with few options
saw so far ahead of my future aint need new optics
called myself my name yearning for a way to feel sovereign
my essence meant bla bla bla to them so i let it burn
seas of ceasing to exist washed over me i learned
to not give a single shit about nun nun nun nun nun nun
kwanza said it
if kwanza said it then its earned
earned
earned

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

inched closer and said something dumb like
"what yall talking bout?"
question fell on deaf ears..
first time that i felt devout
to body art with sharp shears,
pain inscribed below my palms
touch my wrists its braille for:
"a friend is all I ever want"

VERSUS

Spotify

VERSUS prod. sxth sns

prkr: https://soundcloud.com/prkrblu

h4yden: https://soundcloud.com/user-78710024

shoutout hayden for the swagged out outro

ORIGAMI FT PRKR BLU PROD PK & H4YDEN

Lyrics:
sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
she threw jollys in her drink when she got flirty with me
i cant lie man i aint tryna share the dirty with ya
they aint drinkin henny in my city boy its erky jerky
best get out of my face 'for you really erk me
i aint know that my red fanty had a xanny in it DAMN
walkin down the street with nada brain cell in my skin 
dont even ask what the fuck im thinkin 
cuz i went braindead let it sink in 

i rolled up started bumpin sink or swin
started to wonder should i sink or should i swim
if i cant sleep i sip the drinknd tuck me in
and if it dont work i just sip the drink again

sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

percs, dont even get me started on the watsons 
turn a mountain dew orange thought it was livewire when i copped it
why tf you sippin green? is it limewire where you shoppin?
you wouldnt download the lean less you aint have another option damn
beans ch6po man i know he used to pop'em
man his ass probably still do i told his ass he gotta problem
but who tf am i to point out problems when i got too many of my own
tell his ass to bring me'em i still can get'em sold
little tax off the top if i aint like'em
sold a bit of what the homie died from
i dont mean to sound generic it sounds spiteful
just trust me i dont need reminders
walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
walk out in my cleanest fit cuz everyone been dirty to me
she threw jollys in her drink when she got flirty with me
i cant lie man i aint tryna share the dirty with ya
they aint drinkin henny in my city boy its erky jerky
best get out of my face 'for you really erk me
i aint know that my red fanty had a xanny in it DAMN
walkin down the street with nada brain cell in my skin 
dont even ask what the fuck im thinkin 
cuz i went braindead let it sink in 

sit'em down but i stand tall
on my body pretty please just keep yo hands off
ha big league playin hardball
put my brothers on thats a smart call
hey love the color green mix it with the purple
the drugs gon fuck with me & get me into trouble
oh i fiended for the lean it really started hurting
but it dont matter i still fill me up a double up

cleanest fit (p. sxth sns)

swazy*