hopefully a step in the right direction

(everything by me)

lyrics:

choking back my vomit 
staring at your bedroom wall

thinking to myself
"how did i get here?"
"how'd it all go wrong?"

and you've been begging me for hours 
to tell you that its not your fault
i didn't sleep
but in the morning
you told me not to tell no one

i wonder why
that when i said "no" four times 
you couldn't accept that right

and i know now
that every day 
i shouldn't have to relive that night

August bedroom wall

in my head ft. austyn with a y

lets all love *

prod and vocals by me.
stream here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/the-help

the help

stream on all plats

self prod

demo made in @leastfavorite apartment today on my birthday so if the vocal mix sounds bad then tough beans.

49 floors

@mythvalley
stream at ffm.to/ropetothecity or https://maxeem.live
[how I love the cycle] 

production, vocals, mix + master by maxine noelle @1maxeem


ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚LYRICS.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[verse]
obsessed with my psyche
think i need some help
trembling im tripping up
I'm risking my health
I'm falling right back into it
jump start my heart again
I'm crawling right back to ya
on my own I couldn't stand
brush my hair
flush my eyes
I cant stand of the sight
(I'm waking up in the bed feeling dead, like)

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)(shoutout @genecimusic)

[bridge]
let's take it back (x4)

is it true
that you hate it
the way you assume
that I'm vacant
I'm falling on thru
I cant take it
I'm breaking it's true
(yeah I'm breaking, I'm breaking up)
I cannot fucking take this shit
I will not fuckin take this shit
I left unseen and took the hit
I leave the scene and take the hit
take me back to where it started
I will never forgive, I'll never forgive

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)

in my head ft. austyn with a y

swazy*