check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

all plats <3

check

ignite (sxth sns)

thought it was over

rather be prod lynU + isai

disguise

Arrangement by Zurya Montenegro
Vocals: Zurya Montenegro, Aidan Jewell
Production: Sebastien Suter-Ternynck, Zurya Montenegro
Co-Producer: 33roaa
Additional guitar: Christian Morton
Cello: Hailey Mason
Additional vocals: Old Collin

Lethargic and rowdy
I was over Cece, weather looking cloudy
It was only two degrees, I was doubting
If I'd ever know your name
Ever since I met you, had to know what you were hiding
That's a lot of deep-diving for a below average swimmer
Bless that winter
Never knew what I would want, until I found it
uh, yeah

Where'd you learn to grow eyes like that?
Always seemed a little larger than life
Double up on your size like that? uh yeah 
How you give me butterflies like that
I've always wanted you more than I've liked

Guess I've never been much of a good friend
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit x 3
I'm not much of a good friend
I'll always need a little bit more
I'll always need a little bit more
a little bit more (I'm not much of a good friend)
I'll always need a little bit more from you 

You say this ain't love
You say this ain't even fair to you
We both know, it's all wrong
Life goes on, and that's that
But i don't wanna go on

I guess I'm just too immature
Treat you like my only one
We don't gotta act in love
I'll be your best friend if that's really what you want
Tell me if it's adding up
Baby have you had enough
Am I making you mad or what?
Do you really wanna-

The burdens that you carry are the weight of the paint on your canvas
Do you not understand this?
They don't see the art in you
In every single part of you
My favorite color your skin
My favorite hue when it's ten
In that low light
For that I risk my whole life, mmm

If I can't think of a tune
I'll sync my heart beat with you
A song that needs no sound

All the grass wanna do
Is chase the sun and the moon
So who am I to mow it down? 

Where'd you learn to grow eyes like that?
Always seemed a little larger than life
Double up on your size like that? oh
How you give me butterflies like that
I've always wanted you more than I've liked
I can't really put a price on that, no
I can't really put a price on
put a price on that
put a price on
put a price on that (put a)
put a price on that, nah (put a price on)
put a price on that, yeah

mm yeah

What's up?
What's good?
Are we still on some fuck shit?
Is it understood?
Without you I can't function
Every rock and nook 
I'm searching for a hunch that there's a chance for us
Is there a chance for us? Oh 
What's up?
What's good?
Are we still on some fuck shit?
Is it understood?
Without you I can't function
Every rock and nook 
I'm searching for a hunch that there's a chance for us
Is there a chance for us? oh

Before I knew what had happened
I signed on that accord
Am I really a bad friend for just wanting a little more?
All these blurred lines
And dots in my eyes, I'm speaking morse
I'm hog-tied
I don't wanna wait for the encore

And baby if you feel boxed up 
I'll build you a brand new porch
The night will never drag on
I keep a shield and a sword
It's so nice
We're all that we got so let's explore
I'm so blind
I think that I'll always love you more

Do you relish the moment we met? 
Are you grateful to have been placed in that segment of time?
Do you wonder how life would have continued on 
Had your eyes not landed on mine?
I go back to that day as my favorite memory
I thank the cosmos for their perfect synchronicity
I ponder every day what it was that made you listen to me
And I remind myself that I am worthy to be seen by you

forever and some change

nicki

cover by daze

prod, mix, and master by me

very inspired by 72crash and that frozen song shout out idina menzel

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