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It's like I fuckin deserve it
Tryna rid my head of inertia
I don't know how to get rid of this hurt but
When I get out of bed, I'm the worst
I'll never be perfect

Is it worth it
Is my head on straight
Another stormy night
Tryna stay up later than them
I just wanted a friend
Why'd they betray my trust in the end
Cause you're sitting in the
Passenger with your headphones on
In the past tense cause you now hate my songs
When's the last time that you would take my calls
Won't you break my hide and rip my lungs right out

It's so hard to be honest
It's ripping at my conscience
And I still grip at straws it's
Betraying what I wanted

Broke my heart I'm a man on a mission
Till you lost that mark in a moment decision
I don't want a remission until you call back
So I'm drowning myself into the cognac

Is it worth it
Is my head on straight
Another stormy night
Tryna stay up later than them
I just wanted a friend
Why'd they betray my trust in the end
Thunderclouds and the rain
You play my heart like a game
And though I try to evade
I keep on running the race

STORM

ily all <3
LYRICS:
there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

honestly i let myself down
i let judgment get so cloudy with self doubt 
forgot to wash away the fears when they come around
i shouldve listened to my own advice i cant 
yea im dirtier than dan 
just a product of my city tryna be what i can
here i go putting blame on everything but myself
yea i truly need help 
but i dont never wanna get it nah nah 

the creepy crawlies coming out at night 
i cant act like im surprised 
look between my eyes
i aint in disguise 
pain keeps repeating in my head 100 times 
i hope i know the day i die
so i can thank everyone who help me stay alive 
at the same time apologize for all the ruined lives
i dont know what im doing in this life 
but i dont wanna do it anymore 

in my head i toss and turn till the morning
i cant deal with these feelings they feel foreign 
goddamn it everythings feelin boring 
i look outside my window yea the rain is pouring 
i tell myself itll get better by tomorrow 
the fake promises fill me with sorrow 
too many bitches in the past took my heart 
and left it borrowed 
who the fuck is that i feel like nardo 

i keep screaming as im running forward 
i hope it takes somewhere better 
than ive ever been before 
but ive been fuckin everywhere 
damn there aint really shit left to look at man 
i dont give a fuck anymore 
i put my all into this shit like 2 or 3 times 
and i still aint get nowhere 
it aint no fair 
but i dont care 
where to go from here there aint nowhere 

can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
can you let me out 
let me out 
let me out 
let me out 

there aint really places left to go
im stuck inside my home 
home alone macauly culkin
i wanna cry alone 
maybe some time alone
either way you know im a keep smokin 
i probably die alone
a cup of styrofoam
in my had you probably think im jokin
when it comes to attention 
i always need to play center
the last name noah first name joakim (x2)

joakim*

4th of July [prod. arctica beatz)

Thanks to all for the amazing Support!

feat. @kinsleygrey !


(omg)
did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.
got me cryin over nothing.
tryna talk to me
girl, ur buggin.
i remember
when u used to be so lovin.
i remember
when u cried to me while huggin.

(kinsley)
tell me boy, is it over?
all those late nights - you were coming over
and since our last date night
i could tell something ain’t right
n- now you’re fading out of my life
and we were close, now we’re so far
tryna move on but it’s so hard
yeah, i’m stuck in my head again
i’m just hoping that we’ll meet again

(me)
i used to be the one for u.
stop breathin, face turn blue.
ur beggin, ur beggin
on my fuckin shoes.
ur steppin, im steppin
but im confused.

u made it look so easy.
im finna go to bed
im feelin sleepy.
they walk into my room
they see my body lifeless.
theyre askin God all the questions
"why'd he do this??"

did i do smth wrong?
huh, im just tryna live it up.
it doesnt hurt 
to know that youre gone.
but it hurts 
to know that were done.

sleepy talkin (p. sxth sns)

swazy*