I SHOULDVE KNOWN THAT THESE MFS WERENT READY

Rose vs. The World: Retrospection 24

khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

intro (sxth sns)

close to the sun (mxija x spirisera x swazy*)

they wasn't ready (KARI)

prod me

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

the toll is up
you shouldered up, i felt that
i sold my lungs
petroleum will fill them
its all too much
you start to rush, i feel bad
put on a leash cause i just cant reel back

and now im breathing in my blood left on the pavement
i saw my face up on the tv its amazing
i finally found what im looking for
so good that i cant ignore
just let me lie on the floor in estrangement

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

now every night
i do nothing but lie on my floor
just sitting and waiting (for, for, for, for)
can she give me a sign
when she looks in my eyes 
she'll trade her face for a dime
just cant replace being high

and if we fall out of touch
i'll be thinking bout if our call was too much
[?i'll mend it] silently i'll crawl to ur gun
you lied to me but its my fault that i fell for it, i folded up

crawl to your gun

(@prodnomu)

//

how many bands did i make, 6
run it up jus like track, sprint
spoil my girl like rancid
how many bands did i make, 6
run it up jus like track, sprint
spoil my girl like 
spoil my girl like rancid

bich im fucking back  
think i lost my way befor but bich im fucking back  
i was really in da trenches i was fukin sad
then i locked in wit dis shit n caught a fucking bag
 
ya
yuh
got a fucking
bag

my girl way 2 pretty fo dis shit
need a ring up on dat finger
need a diamond on dat ring
dis girl 1 in like a million
i can never fumble dis
if i do not make u mine 
den ima fucking idiot

girl i need u
chef up when i feed u
2020 when i see u
shoot my shot like ryu
im foreal 
baby jus i know id kill 
tellin u how i feel
can i jus seal da deal

Rancid

spotify <3

rancid

prod. @wubz <3
art by kagitasuimen with design + photography by disk_motif

holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-
and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out (relish)

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out
making it worthless
thought that it'd hurt less
I let my guard down
carved like a knife- I'm-

I don't wanna know you now
feel like I've fallen down
took the time to find my heart
and you stole it from me
and I can't get up 
my legs are still broken
my heart is still stolen 
I need the piece that you're still
holding
I can't let you know me
I can barely think straight I'm still hoping
take your knife and mold me
I'm caught in your arms now caught in you're-

held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my hold- hold -hold
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my (re-re re)

guide me slowly talk cause I can't speak I
hear you talking for me
can't get the words out
feel like I'm hurt now
all that you told me 
lies just to hold-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-

that's right - that's right - that's right
you told me last night last night it's fine
don't hold me i'll cry - i'll cry - i'll cry
cause I hate the way you look at-
and i'm caught in-

and i'm caught in your arms now
holding my hands out
pray that you're right
that you'll figure it all out - out -out
held by my halo
talk but say it slow
do it all over
you'll be my holder I
can't seem to stay long
wish for it all gone
do it all over
you'll be my holder

holder「wubz」

OUT NOW
https://open.spotify.com/track/2gthCANrL210Kc7uGt1742?si=cb10302040d6464a

xrxrxr (sxth sns)

cover of "justin bieber, nicki minaj - beauty and the beat"

beauty and the beat [ cover ]

Vocals by https://soundcloud.com/47negus
Voice acting by Moustapha, Isabella Rose, JP and myself.
From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

talktoem [with 47negus]

asteria & kets4eki - NEW BITCH [EXTENDED]

"FÜGENE2" released by MEGAREX

INFORMATION >>> https://megarex.jp/mrx-023.html
"FÜGENE2" XFD >>> https://soundcloud.com/lapixmusic/fugene2crossfade

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Welcome to the musical story of my life! <3

they wasn't ready (KARI)

swazy*

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